A Hot Ass Mess.

24.

[partybarbara]

Im gonna give life one last try. One last shot this year. I can’t kill myself but I will def give up on trying to make life better if nothing shakes. I can’t keep getting my hopes up. It’s exhausting

[partybarbara]

Every time I close my eyes, I picture a gun pointed at the middle of my forehead. It’s such a cozy thought. I won’t do it though. My child deserves to have a mom. My husband deserves to have a wife. I’ll deal with being a human as long as I have to. Unfortunately.

[partybarbara]

I fantasize about the peace that would take over my body as soon as I shoot myself in the face. What a dream. Oh well.

[partybarbara]

I’m going to use tumblr to get my shit off since no one I know still uses this site and I can’t talk to anyone about this. I want to die so damn bad. I made a promise to myself and my family that I’d never attempt suicide again but Jesus Christ this is so hard. If I weren’t a mom and if I didn’t make that promise, I would’ve BEEN dead. Damn. Now I can’t even try to kill myself. I’m stuck being alive for the foreseeable future. Quite fucking ghetto.

[partybarbara]

I genuinely envy people who are able to commit suicide. If only if only.

[myspace]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[griffstream]

Cosmic alignment…

[screechingcollectivecollectorus]

Fuck all of the good luck posts out there. Reblog this to immaculate your vibes

[drwhogivesafuck]

One Munch Man

[partybarbara]

TAMWYWTKYSBYPSYHTJDWL

[huffylemon]

[noknowshame]

why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?

[noknowshame]

[browniefox]

[animentality]

[kaelatargaryen]

Just a heads up for everyone making this out to be ageist and sexist.

Early in his career, Keanu lost the love of his life and his child. He was so broken by it that he stopped dating for a very long time, by the time he felt comfortable dating again, he was afraid he was too old to develop a meaningful connection with someone that would lead to a lifelong partnership. This article has nothing to do with her age, except for when they point out how happy his fans were that he’d finally found someone to share happiness with and the fact that it wasn’t someone half his age. The phrase “has no age” was originally used to point out that you can do whatever the thing is, at any age. That you’re never too old or too young, it has since been confused and made interchangeable with “age is just a number” but I promise that this is not an attack on her and is a positive celebration for a relationship that marks the end of years of grief and loneliness for Keanu

** updating this to also point out that her actual age is never mentioned, only Keanu’s…….. 🫣🫣🫣

[partybarbara]

Y'all act like they're 120 y/o lol

[drwhogivesafuck]

all about progression. if you got 45 minutes, fuck with me, I do my thing I can almost promise you’ll find something you like

special thank you to Ex-Friend, Vica and Mr. Wallace

[drwhogivesafuck]

[drwhogivesafuck]

caught me at the right time baby.

[drwhogivesafuck]

new song I wrote. its called “echo”. its about anxiety and following thru with your shit despite it. letting go and doing your shit. only way is forward

oh its me on the beat too.

[drwhogivesafuck]

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