“yeah, like about the age of 24.” zayn confessed with a blush on his cheeks. “oh yeah, i wish i had that, someone to just snap me out of it so i wouldn’t have this downtime because all this time is doing is making me want to go back to that lifestyle.” zayn chuckled, “at what age did you retire that lifestyle?” he inquired biting his lip, tapping his finger against his chin, “uh, not really. i mean i fucked dove cameron, she’s a good lay, but i wouldn’t do a relationship with her, she’s into that partying lifestyle and it’s not for me. i don’t know, there’s no in specific i’m just open to fulfilling something real. what about you?”
chris nodded. “twenty-four’s still young though. but - everyone matures differently. my mum was ready for kids at a very young age and i think she did a great job so, just depends on the person and where they’re at in their life.” he shrugged before shaking his head, eyeing his new friend. “not worth it, mate. from experience, there’s nothing worse than getting out of that lifestyle, and then something happening and you diving right back in. gotta keep a strong head. i stopped the day i found out i was going to be a father. thought my kids deserved better than the shit i was being and i swore that day i’d do right by them. haven’t regretted it once. everyone talks about the dream of making your parents proud of you but, having your own kids proud of you, that’s different. it’s affirmation you’re a damn good dad.” he smiled cheekily. he was really missing his kids now. he nodded and chuckled. “yeah, she’s a cute girl. seen her talking to a lot of the other lads ‘round here though, mate. be careful, that one.”
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