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its good to be back. to the place i chose to scream happiness and anger thru words and writings. well its the first thing that came up to my mind when i woke up at past 2am in the morning and check the student portal for my grades and finally i feel the air very clear in and out of my lungs. Well hows life? yeah many people had been busy, ignoring the usual dashboard everynight, the anons and TA’s we received falls back down because the “bloggers” became busy without these things. but still for me this is still best place to rant about everything. hahahahaha! just an update to my life. im currently waiting to be promoted to internship! yeah! well im so happy yet so nervous for the new chapter im going through. because this time everything will going to be REAL. real patients. real illness and not just a case study. new place to adopt. and new things to learn and new memories to be treasured. to the next 12 months im going to be part of a hospital laboratory. working as an medical technologist intern. i cant imagine that im here now. hahahhaha! i was backreading in my blog and saw my post back when im still a 2nd year student hahahha and now im close to my dreams. but for now ill be posting some prose i have in my memos. i miss u tumblr! i miss u alingnardita

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i am currently enrolled now and reviewing for the upcoming board exam next year. wow hahah congrats to me. 2018 should be our year okay self? youre turning 21 next year and im hoping for that license tho. best of luck for the both of us alingnardita

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its good to see how i updated my blog with i am going thru. and i am happy to share that i am finally done with this. RMT NA AKO

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you know that things wouldn’t be the same as before. it wouldn’t be less awkward as you thought, it wouldn’t be easier to accept things, nights are longer to deal with your inner self to please stop crying because it wouldn’t help to undo this but in the end you will lose the fight because you eventually just let yourself cry its like your heart is telling you to free yourself from holding back and just release it, instead of fighting with yourself even you keep telling your mind that crying wouldn’t less the pain you have but its the only thing that yourself can do, to cry over things that are done. But you still wanted to know how is he now, you still wanted to see things are going in his life after you leave. you still wanted to have more reason to cry because youre just hurting yourself even you just said you will not cry again . being hurt is too mainstream and you choose to be numb.

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people There is no place is to escape the reality.

We have to accept that we breath the same air. We walk on the same street seeing colored faces with empty hearts. I feel sorry for those kind of people. So busy being human. So busy they turning into monster. I wonder if they know the time, the time we still need to spend. Those people who cares for those people who will see them but ignoring themselves. I wish there will be a mirror where you can see how trash you became for trying to fit in. this world is not just for those who think they are humans. This world is also for the people who thinks beyond everything. We are all human act like one you never know how much time left for you to see this world.

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its good to be back. to the place i chose to scream happiness and anger thru words and writings. well its the first thing that came up to my mind when i woke up at past 2am in the morning and check the student portal for my grades and finally i feel the air very clear in and out of my lungs. Well hows life? yeah many people had been busy, ignoring the usual dashboard everynight, the anons and TA’s we received falls back down because the “bloggers” became busy without these things. but still for me this is still best place to rant about everything. hahahahaha! just an update to my life. im currently waiting to be promoted to internship! yeah! well im so happy yet so nervous for the new chapter im going through. because this time everything will going to be REAL. real patients. real illness and not just a case study. new place to adopt. and new things to learn and new memories to be treasured. to the next 12 months im going to be part of a hospital laboratory. working as an medical technologist intern. i cant imagine that im here now. hahahhaha! i was backreading in my blog and saw my post back when im still a 2nd year student hahahha and now im close to my dreams. but for now ill be posting some prose i have in my memos. i miss u tumblr! i miss u alingnardita

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i am currently enrolled now and reviewing for the upcoming board exam next year. wow hahah congrats to me. 2018 should be our year okay self? youre turning 21 next year and im hoping for that license tho. best of luck for the both of us alingnardita

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An almost romance but what a romance it could have been, leaving me nostalgic over a love I never even had the opportunity to experience. We’re 20-something’s and drawn to each other beyond our understanding, there was a natural pull neither of us wanted to question. I ached for years and you shared the same sentiment – that night, that kiss told us everything. But I would have held you tighter if I knew I’d never see you, again. My heart has broken at the thought of us every day since then.

N.M.Sanchez, writing prompt #67: write about an almost relationship, which broke your heart (via wnq-writers)

5:55am and i have a parasitology class later at 8am and i came back blogging. the only concern i have now is i dont have oatmeal for breakfast :( i forgot to buy yesterday. well i just got my laptop fixed so maybe magbloblog na ulit ako for the upcoming days. missing the only safe escape i have.

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Sometimes I just wanted to raise my hands and stop. But stop what? Maybe just growing up.

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Almost was all that we were . At the beginning we were almost friends. When the time flew we were almost lovers. After that we were almost like strangers.

loveinblvck, writing prompt #67: write about an almost relationship, which broke your heart (via wnq-writers)

There will come a time that the pain you had will make you build higher walls around your heart. And yes ganon ako ngayon. I am reserved and ayoko na ibaba pa ulit for someone whos not enough na panindigan ako. I mean if youre going to fall inlove make sure that youre ready. Madali maging prepared. Dos and donts of relationship alam mo ba but iba yung ready ka. Hindi yung prepared ka lang. Magkaiba yon. And for now ayoko na muna. I will not close the doors naman but sa ngayon it will be better if im alone.

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much as you want to help others and cure the wound in their hearts, even just a tiny portion of it, where they could immensely start a big difference from wherever peril they’ve been hanging into, you don’t realize you needed it most than any person do. and after a couple of catapults thrown at you to wake you up on your reverie, you still can’t grasp the idea that you’ve been bleeding for long. there’s too much permitting to destroy that you didn’t notice. that you give parts of yourself to let others feel whole. you don’t realize you’re breaking hearts while you start scraping off your skin to warm others of the cold. allow yourself to knit in a parcel of mirth. you needed saving, too.

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Writers are the most restless creatures on earth. Their thoughts don’t allow them to stay at peace. Their eagerness to record it down before its lost or forgotten makes them engaged - be it in the middle of a night or be it in the middle of a crowd. You will find them engrossed and busy taking down notes and rearranging sentences, making pain staking efforts to find the right words to hit home the idea which is boiling up inside their heads.

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