Don’t worry about it.
From the lips of a scrupulous professor, "Don't worry about it" sounded too good to be true.
Knight almost felt relief the second the professor's tongue touches the roof of the professor's mouth, with his teeth involuntarily grinning to pronounce the last consonant. The moment of ease didn't last long, neither did the effect of his unintended smile. After a split second, anxiety dragged Knight down into an endless void of fear. "There was something odd about that," Knight thought to himself.
This conversation - a mere instant of intimacy between Prof. Asavadanond and Knight - is not rare, and might be the only few common things they share throughout the course. The occurrence goes as follow: Knight does something wrong, Prof. Asavadanond gets irritated, Knight apologizes, then the prof says not to worry about it. It might sound like it's not a big deal, but it is.
"Don't worry about it," actually means "Don't worry about it because your points are getting deducted anyway and you can't do nothing to fix it."
It first started when Knight did not finish his fifty-question grammar assignment. You would be expecting a typical "I forgot" excuse by now. And yes, he did. Forget. Period.
"BAM," the last person to enter the room closes the door. "Take out your grammar assignment. I'm going to check if you all finish it," the amplifiers vibrate, reciting the word the prof spoke into the microphone. "Shoot. There was a grammar assignment?" Knight turns his head to New, who is sitting right next to him, wearing a nametag with huge letters saying "PANNAPORN." "Yep. Fifty questions," she replies with a pity face. Apparently, she knew Knight didn't finish the questions. "Fifty questions. I can finish that before he walks here," Knight thought to himself.
Unfortunately, God was against Knight that day. He was only halfway done the moment the prof called for his papers. "You did not finish," the professor's voice echoed in Knight's head. "Yes, sir. Sorry," Knight replied with shame. Knight felt tiny and powerless, while Professor Asavadanond - through the eyes of Knight - was tall and powerful. It was as if Knight was Jack and the professor was the Giant.
"Make sure you remark that on the attendance paper," the prof emphasized before he marches back to his desk.
An hour later, it was time for a break.
"Okay let's take a break," said the professor. Knight followed him out to the hallway, and that was when the don't-worry-about-it situation happens. "I'm sorry, sir. For not completing the assignment," he said. "Don't worry about it," the professor said in a monotonous voice.
At this point, the story sounds like a happy ending. However, Knight soon realizes the consequences he has made. A few weeks later, his phone buzzes.
"Scores are online," his iPhone screen flashes.
It is ten in the morning. Knight is about to finish brushing his teeth. He is at ease. "My scores would be fine," he thought. He washes white foam from his toothbrush, then he came and sat down at his desk.
He gestures his right index finger on his gray Macbook trackpad as if he's about to cast a spell. Navigating through the Google Sheets spreadsheet, he thought to himself "Okay, hmmm, okay, nice."
"Wait," he paused. The score on the grammar assignment section displays an enormous zero.
Some might think of this consequence as foolish, while some might think of it as insignificant. To the undergraduates who are to acquire a profession, this story serves a crucial lesson.
In the world of a five-year-old, an apology fixes everything. You break things, you apologize. That is all. But in the world of career and responsibility, an apology is not a solution. You are responsible for what you do. When you do make mistakes, learn from those mistakes.
What Knight's professor has said was true. Don’t worry about it. Because you can't fix it. What you have to worry about is not repeating the same mistake.
Bruce Asavadanond wasn't only teaching his students to write editorials and articles; he was teaching them life lessons. And in life, nothing comes easy.
As a student of the Editorial and Article Writing course, Knight is proud to say, "Hardship is what makes us stronger."













