molly ♡

took a hobby way too seriously

[lowonmelatonin-deactivated20230]

My fellow fanfic writers and fanartists for The Quarry, what is your routine that you get into before creating content for the fandom?

I personally really love to sit down with a coffee, or if it’s at night, some sleepy time tea with a bit of honey. Pop on some music and then I’m all good to go. What about you guys?

[drylan]

i listen to my hodge-podge writing playlist hunched over my laptop like a gremlin while i type away like a madperson for hours on end (when i actually find free time) until i spit out something passable as a fanfic 

[passmethemolly]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Disturbia:

The first sign of death was the sweet smell. If the air tasted like sugar, run. Run. Run.

For some people, their world ended on a Wednesday afternoon after a mysterious outbreak grabbed America by its throat and tore it to shreds. Their world ended when their loved ones died in their arms or when they could do nothing else but pray.

After being caught in the chaos, George finds himself stranded in a cannibalistic country with no one else but two fellow survivors by his side. Survival was never one of his strong suits, yet he's been able to thrive off the hungry streets with nothing but a knife, a backpack, and his own wit to keep him alive.

For George, his world didn't end that Wednesday afternoon.

It ended when he met Dream.

tw/cw: body horror, injury, mc death, gore, violence, manipulation

my name is molly, or yk me as passmethemolly, and I've been writing dnf fics for a little over two years now. if yk me, yk i like my fair share of safe fics where everything is fluffy and light and there's nothing more than an argument or a miscommunication trope in my works.

however, i propose something new. something that is the definition of an unsafe fic. the kind of fic you read when you wanna see shit go down. the fic that leaves you reeling after a death. the fic that makes you wanna rip it apart and notice all the hints.

this fic is called disturbia and its a dsmp, dnf zombie apocalypse au. the fic is meant to be read twice when it finishes because there is something far bigger than our beloved smp members at work and its hinted at right off the bat in chapter 1. if you like the rush of action and the twinge of suspense, then disturbia is for you. there's zombies. there's fighting. there's a bigger mystery involved and characters will die chasing it.

if you want a dnf fic that has your favorite streamers and the classic "i love you but I'm scared to" plot then i can promise you this is for you bc it involves that and so much more. can you figure out whats going on before the characters?

(updates weekly)

[serbka-deactivated20211120]

you literally aren't equipped to care about every possible opinion on this planet. your mother telling you you're beautiful isn't a lie, your friend telling you your art is cool isn't biased. the fact you have people around you to tell you you're doing great means you've been socialized properly. the douche on instagram or tumblr ain't cooking your dinner, bringing you your pjs to the hospital or giving you a lift home. you aren't psychologically equipped to give a shit about as many opinions as social media expose you to. we have never been more exposed to other ppl's opinions and that's what's making us depressed. you care, and that's natural, we have been programmed to care what other people think. but no one is lying when they say they think you're great, they do think that. remember that, repeat that and embrace that.

[passmethemolly]

i literally dont care if i have another fic to write im writing my zombie one and the only person that can stop me is me. i am going to become the villain now.

watch your faves die to my hands

[passmethemolly]

reminder + vent

something i've learned over the course of my short writing "career" (if you wanna call it that) is that- for a bunch of writers- we sure do love to focus on the numbers.

i noticed that we count. we count how many words the chapter is, how many likes or kudos it got on what platform, how many comments were left, how many people were talking about it. the problem i have noticed is that everyone is trying to be the next "big thing". the big fish to be caught. the big diamond in a sea of rocks and dust.

truthfully, I've fallen victim to that as well.

all i could see were numbers when i was writing tidal pools and stars. i poured my blood, sweat, and tears into it- spent hours with an aching neck and tense wrists just to feel that rush to read the comments and see the kudos jump up a few digits. it made my writing feel worth it.

it was then i realized that thought alone was the problem.

chasing snowflakes was my first "fuck it" fic. the first fic i publically posted under molly. it was the moment of me saying "fuck it. I'm gonna write and if people read it, cool. if they don't, i don't care its something to do during quarantine."

i took a long break from writing and every single day i missed it, but it was like a rehab of sorts. the more i faded from twitter and ao3, the more i realized that the internet will only deem things as good when it wants to. no one can force a viral hit nor can they force a notice. it was a hard lesson to see happen as i dropped in followers and the kudos and comments stopped- seeing those precious numbers i once craved to have, disappear. but you know? i felt a lot better for a bit.

I'm choosing to write again and, shit, is it hard! that rehab helped, but can you imagine the surprise i felt when i posted my comeback fic and barely anyone batted an eye. some were excited and i hold those reactions dearly, but i started looking at numbers again- it is that easy to be sucked back in.

so, writers who feel discouraged by the starving void that is internet fame and attention, i propose we start writing those fuck it fics. who fucking cares if the plot develops as you go along? who fucking cares if your characters are lazily stolen from a Minecraft roleplay or horror game? use them! who cares!

what makes your writing worth it is you. what makes your writing good and a big hit is you. its hard not to look at the numbers, i know, but the internet moves fast and that is sadly out of our control. write to have fun and because you like the plot and story and love the characters- not because you carefully crafted a tight plot that sounds forced because you are so sure if you write this it would be the next it thing. i realized that the people who did blow up, blew up because 1. the internet decided they were good enough to and look how fast it moved on to the next thing. and 2. they wrote to write. do the same.

write the fuck it fic. im working on mine right now and i hope to see yours soon.

[pupdotcom]

your honor, in my defense: who cares like omfggggggggg who cares???????????? like. come On

[leneemusing]

EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS

❝  i need you.  don’t you get that?  ❞

❝  i’m right here.  i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me!  ❞

❝  you’re my person.  ❞

❝  no,  i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now.  i just want you.  ❞

❝  i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just—  can i just sit here with you while you work?  ❞

❝  are we okay?  ❞

❝  honestly,  i’m always there.  in my head.  the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it.  ❞

❝  do you want me to make the others leave?  or we could go,  get some fresh air.   ❞

❝  look i’m not coddling you,  i’m just trying to help.  i wanna take care of you cause i,  you know— care about you.  ❞

❝  alright,  here’s your coffee.  are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes?  ❞

❝  eventually,  you just gotta learn to let go of the past.  it’s always gonna hurt,  but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain.  ❞

❝  hey,  just breathe.  look at me— look at me.  in and out.  breathe with me okay?  ❞

❝  keep your eyes on me—  just focus on me.  we’re gonna be okay.  ❞

❝  no,  i’m not okay.  nothing is okay.  it never is.  but that’s just how i function most days.  so i’ll be fine.  ❞

❝  i’m not gonna pretend anymore.  i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better.  ❞

❝  if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love,  you’re never gonna be with them.  and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are.  ❞

❝  why do you stick around?  what is it you think you see in me?  ❞

❝  not everything needs an explanation.  i care about you.  i don’t have to sit here and figure out why.  i just do.  so maybe you should try just accepting it too.  ❞

❝  i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you.  you don’t gotta love me back,  but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone.  ❞

❝  you love me too much.  i know how that sounds but—  fucking hell.  you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me.  ❞

❝  i don’t care if loving you hurts me.  the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason,  at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful.  ❞

❝  if people can hate for no reason,  than i can love for no reason too.  ❞

❝  one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it.  ❞

❝  no,  i can’t fix everything for you this time.  it’s your mess.  clean it up.  ❞

❝  i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations,  but mine doesn’t.  not when it’s you.  ❞

❝  i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before.  so…this is me trying i guess.  i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it.  that’s the best i can do.  ❞

[corypaws]

Had a dream that a minecraft youtuber got exposed as a potential serial killer and people were saying things like "we can still enjoy his content"

[minecrussy]

posts to file into your drafts for future reference

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  lyric  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  glass  animals  album:  dreamland.  feel  free  to  change  as  you  seem  fit.  ) 

❛ i can’t keep on makin’ you happy. ❜

❛ i wish i could show you more of yourself. ❜

❛ i wish i could make you somebody else. ❜

❛ tangerine, come on back to me. ❜

❛ you got what i need, tangerine. ❜

❛ i love it when the light sits on you just right. ❜

❛ you only look at me properly now when you’re drunk. ❜

❛ i want what we had, where you gone? ❜

❛ i wish that we could be real too. ❜

❛ i don’t wanna be around you. just wanna be like you. ❜

❛ touch the glass, i’ll feel you through it. ❜

❛ you’re wanted coast to coast. ❜

❛ fuck that shit, now i go my way and you go yours. ❜

❛ really think that metal gonna make you safe? ❜

❛ playin’ peek-a-boo with the devil these days. ❜

❛ gotta say i’m pretty glad they caught you, man. ❜

❛ if this is my life then i’m tokyo drifting. ❜

❛ everything we’re doing just feels fucking cold. ❜

❛ how did this happen when we were so close? ❜

❛ when it all started, i thought we would grow old. ❜

❛ i know i can’t make you younger. ❜

❛ i can’t stop life moving onwards. ❜

❛ i can’t hide you from life’s horrors. ❜

❛ i’m not making you like your father. ❜

❛ you call but i just cut the line. ❜

❛ i’m backsliding into this just one more time. ❜

❛ you dyed your hair blue. ❜

❛ oh, so much deja vu. ❜

❛ i can feel your love, your temporary touch, it’s a hit and run. ❜

❛ don’t you want some more, ‘cause i can feel your love. ❜

❛ maybe in time, when we’re both better at life, daylight can open my eyes and you’ll still be by my side. ❜

❛ night by night, i let you eat me alive. ❜

❛ i want you to eat me alive. ❜

❛ i just wish that i could see through you. ❜

❛ chat shit, but where’s the real you? ❜

❛ i’m a liar, i’ve been on that shit since ‘99. ❜

❛ clap clap, you’re a clever, clever cookie now. ❜

❛ waterfalls coming out your mouth, what the hell are we doing now? ❜

❛ waterfalls tearing you apart, what the hell are we doing now? ❜

❛ i tried for you and i, for too hard, for too long. ❜

❛ gave it all and everything for more time, but i lost. ❜

❛ you don’t make a sound, heartbreak was never so loud. ❜

❛ i see the bruise, i see the truth, i see what he’s been doin’ to you. ❜

❛ why’d you put up with that shit? ❜

❛ why’d you go back for that kiss? ❜

❛ why don’t we pack and leave this? ❜

❛ why do you smile when he cries? ❜

❛ why do you cry when he wins? ❜

❛ domestic bliss, i know how bad you wanted it. ❜

❛ last night, all i think about is you. ❜

❛ sometimes, all i think about is you, late nights in the middle of june. ❜

❛ usually i put somethin’ on tv, so we never think about you and me. ❜

❛ you just need a better life than this. ❜

❛ you need somethin’ i can never give. ❜

❛ now i gotta let you go, you’ll be better off in someone new. ❜

❛ you look so broken when you cry. ❜

❛ i just wonder what you’re dreamin’ of when you sleep and smile so comfortable.❜

❛ i just wish that i could give you that, that look that’s perfectly un-sad. ❜

❛ 9:09. you gonna call it or am i? ❜

❛ you talk like a man and taste like the sun. ❜

❛ i guess i want you more than i thought i did. ❜

[passmethemolly]

hello + updates !

tumblr, long time no see, huh? i missed you guys!!

anyways, i turning this tumblr into a writing blog instead of a dsmp focused one. aka- youre gonna be seeing a lot of mixed content here and some more writing things! dsmp is still a huge part of my writing, so if you liked my fics, stick around because im still writing for it :) ((my carrd describes things a lot more- linked on my page))

!! submissions are open !!

if you would like to submit any prompts, have any ao3 related questions, or have some tips for fellow writers- feel free to submit some!! im dedicating this blog to help grow the writing community across all and any fandoms

love u guys !!

[a-moonlit-poet]

First Love

I may have loved you

way more than I thought I would.

But your sudden touches

lightened the senses that I thought loathed.

You are here

yet; I miss you

Holding you close

so no one can have you.

I stroked your curves

fearing;

you will break if I'll let go.

Guiding you slowly

so that I can enjoy your beauty.

You are a dream that came true.

You made me into someone

everyone looks up to

Promise me you won't let go.

There's a long run we both have to go.

Your shadow forever stayed

when the Sun drowned

and my dark side rose.

And you still loved

the person I once abhorred.

I fell in love with words because they made me love myself first.

[tanyafreemont]

since this is slowly becoming a hooty stan account, i figured i'd contribute to the fandom and make a hooty wallpaper

please rb if you save // likes <<<<< reblogs // hoot hoot

[pretzel-face]

Idk i just think Hooty should be allowed to swear

[reggieslocket]

fuck all romance except whatever the fuck those two italian fish boys had going on 🙄

[geekinscomics]

:) kiss in the snow. Inspired by Chasing Snowflakes by passmethemolly on ao3

[passmethemolly]

Hello!! Would you consider writing a Greek gods au with Aphrodite!george? I hope this isn’t a bother it’s just there is barely any Aphrodite!george content and it’s making me sad

i will definitely look into it for a oneshot!! i love greek gods and stuff and I'm a sucker for ares! dream and aphrodite! george