I’m So Happy You’re Here

She/Her | 27 | MDNI 🔞 I survive on praise from internet strangers.

[pastel-paramour]

Oh Hello There…

It has been a minute since I’ve done this, so please bear with me…

You may have seen on my page that I write here and there… I actually write a lot! I’d like to do it professionally one day!

One day… but right now, I’m just looking to earn a little bit of money by writing things you want! So I’m opening commissions!

Here’s how it works: I’ve posted my rates below. If you’re interested, you just message me your request and budget, and if we are in agreement, I’ll write it for you! No deposit necessary! (Unless it’s over 5k words, message me)

Just to make sure I can get to everyone, I am only opening up to limited slots.

<1,000 words: 7 slots

1k-2.5k: 5 slots

2.5k-5k: 3 slots

>5k: 1 slot

This is across both SFW and NSFW categories.

I’ve posted my rates below.

[SFW Rates:

<1,000 words: $5 even

1k-2.5k: 1¢ per word up to $25

2.5k-5k: 1.5¢ per word up to $75

>5k: 2¢ per word

NSFW Rates:

<1,000 words: $10 even

1k-2.5k: 1.5¢ per word up to $40

2.5k-5k: 2¢ per word up to $100

>5k: 2.5¢ per word]

My only asks are these:

Please no NSFW requests involving minors. (That’s under 18). And I will not write NSFW commissions for minors or ageless blogs.

I’d really rather not write things like scat, water sports, things of that nature… if you’re desperate message me for my “I don’t wanna…” prices……

I’d like to stick to media I have consumed for fanfiction. My fandoms I am caught up on are posted in the tags, but it never hurts to ask!

Thank you for reading! Hope to hear from you soon!

[erosauriarts]

[nivqi]

Chuuya Nakahara, (I altered clothes a bit)

[iwamimimimi]

[lotus-pear]

dazai sketch for his bday that i missed yesterday 🥀🥀 happy birthday bitch

[sandpiper-art]

The Fox God

[bsd-bibliophile]

But happiness is being able to hope, however faintly, for happiness.

Dazai Osamu, “On Love and Beauty” from Blue Bamboo and Other Stories

[akahiro]

Bungo Stray Dogs

[awesomeland39]

stupids

[thornedarrow]

the you i knew

[bsd-bibliophile]

What convinces readers is realism, while what fascinates them is romanticism.

Nakajima Atsushi, Light, Wind, and Dreams

Because every time this quote is posted someone takes offense, let's take a moment to define realism and romanticism are in literature:

Realism vs. Romanticism - What's the Difference? | This vs. That

What's the difference between Realism and Romanticism? Realism and Romanticism are two distinct artistic movements that emerged in the 19th

Realism vs. Romanticism What's the Difference?

Realism and Romanticism are two distinct artistic movements that emerged in the 19th century. Realism focused on depicting everyday life and ordinary people in a straightforward and objective manner, often highlighting social issues and political realities. In contrast, Romanticism emphasized emotion, imagination, and the beauty of nature, often portraying fantastical or idealized scenes. While Realism sought to capture the truth of the world as it is, Romanticism aimed to evoke powerful emotions and inspire a sense of wonder and awe. Despite their differences, both movements played a significant role in shaping the artistic landscape of their time and continue to influence artists today.

[chaotic-fever-dream]

SOUKOKUUUUUU

[bsd-bibliophile]

The sadness of my life for having known The bungling gardeners’ hands so early on- Causing copious blood to rise to my head And boil over in a seething froth.

Together with a restless heart devoid of peace, A searching need took me out into the world. Because of the foolishness of that endeavor, The driving thought was locked within.

And now the battered bark of this tree In all its misery is blown into the skies, And this heart sinks without end into regret

- Nakahara Chūya, “Poem of the Guilty One” from Poems of the Goat

[bsd-bibliophile]

There are some people whose dread of human beings is so morbid that they reach a point where they yearn to see with their own eyes monsters of ever more horrible shapes… Painters who have had this mentality, after repeated wounds and intimidations at the hands of the apparitions called human beings, have often come to believe in phantasms—they plainly saw monsters in broad daylight, in the midst of nature. And they did not fob people off with clowning; they did their best to depict these monsters just as they had appeared.

Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

[nekovale]

... surprising absolutely no one.... I did draw more Everything or Nothing

[instantsandwichkingdom]

Guys remind me what chapter this was🙏🙏🙏

[nekovale]

The first one is a liiiittle scene from chapter 15, while the others are from chapter 16!

[biancalattei]

redraw

[mistressoftheelderitchwhorehouse]

@pastel-paramour

[pastel-paramour]

VashVashVashVashVash…

[cubezart]

ship dynamic i really like

[small-sketch]

I hate them