post-teenager

rants and litanies

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Moon River

Moon River, an album by Frank Ocean on Spotify

There's such a lot of world to see We're after the same rainbow's end, waiting around the bend~

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Lurk, wander, and love. Open your arms. Walk a little further. There is time. 

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Recently, I’m learning to cope with my surroundings through writing to who I call the “Cristina Out There”, just giving reassurance, tips, and a touch of self-love.

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Already i’m so lonesome i could die~

Just days before the year ends and I’m still so fed up with myself. 

I usually accomplish 95% of my to-do list for the next day, but lately, I’ve been struggling to do even a single task. It’s honestly disappointing. 

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2017 is coming to an end!!!

Here’s a list of things that I would 1. Improve 2. Start doing and 3. Quit to prepare for the year 2018. Ayt! Let’s do this! 1. • handwriting • study habits • grammar • skincare routine • way I talk • perspective of things? 2. • work out (again!) • eat healthier (more veggies and less meat!) • read novels (again!) 3. • smoking!!!!! • self-loathing!!!! • exfoliating too much Extras: • get bangs • book another trip to some place • thrift shop!!

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Tonight, I feel light and I revel.

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TOP ALBUMS FOR APRIL-MAY

BLOND - Frank Ocean

Oh where do I begin. I never listened to Frank Ocean before-even disliked his first record, Channel Orange until Ivy was added in my Discover Weekly and the rest was history-a very recent one. 

Favorite songs are tracks 1 to 17. That’s it. Go listen to him if you haven’t. Life changing.

GREASE OST

The Grease soundtrack is my life at the moment. At first I was a little icky about Olivia Newton-John’s character but after 10 plays of Hopelessly Devoted I was convinced that she’s not so bad after all-her acting was fine, can’t relate but she was good. 

Favorite tracks are Grease by Frankie Valli (!!!), Summer Nights, You’re the One That I Want, Sandy, Greased Lightning, Blue Moon (HELLO??), and We Go Together.

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I finally had the time to finish my little clip compilation of our out of town trip! Happened last March 25th with my besticles and a bunch of kind strangers at the camp. Had the greatest time and really looking forward to more DIY travels with family and friends. But hopefully, solitary wanders, at most.

I wanted it to be all original but I love Mac de Marco so much that I made “The Way You’d Love Her” as the background song. I’m sorry y’all copyright freaks. Char. Please don’t suspend this video. I’m begging.

Okay! Enjoy!

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Vocabulibrary Batch 2

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The way the sea belongs to the moon, I belong deeply to myself.

Pavana पवन (via maza-dohta)

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Vocabulibrary Week 1

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commas at me, bro

When I was a little naivete back in elementary, I always had a fascination for young adult novels. I thought to myself that maybe I could write as neat and as creative as the ones I read. That in the future, I could also publish my own, do autographs--be commercially known like that. But then high school started, college, heartbreaks(?), all the wishful thinking took over, and these hopeful imaginations, well, still remain so... 

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It's fashionably short again. So long...

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Went to the annual get together of the Valderramas, but this time we’re bigger (in number and in size). 

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December 14 - tried the fish eye lens for the first time–the actual equipment you can attach to your phone camera and never have I been more excited about a little piece of gadget. What a weebo. 

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December 11 - Rest easy, Lola Carmela.

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December 6 - discovered an app that makes everything look anime. Fascinating.

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December 5 - I should have gotten the straight earring instead of this one. Guess I have to go back in 3 fracken months for another piercing 🙄