I have been writing fics since 2020 but stopped at the year 2022, continued a bit at 2023 but stopped. I have been trying to get back into it, because it's genuinely a joyful hobby, and I don't consider myself a good writer, you should be aware of that and oh— I love fiction.
At the moment I'm writing for kuroshitsuji / black butler. I write for x reader's
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Already bounded? [ SYNOPSIS ; (HEADCANONS) how would they react/feel or do if their S/O or partner was in a contract another demon? ? — upload date: 10/29/25
Servitude shenanigans [ SYNOPSIS ; ( ONE—SHOT) how would they react/feel or do if their S/O or partner was in a contract another demon? ? — upload date: 10/29/25
This is nice. [ SYNOPSIS ; [HEADCANONS + short ONE-SHOT] the little earl's relationship with the fellow Phantomhive servant and their little nice friendship. upload date: 10/30/25
Yuu / Reader with a superiority or God complex (because of mental issues back in their world) having somewhat of a grudge against Azul for this specific comment, being called average while with the belief you are meant to be something extraordinary is the worst .....⚙️⚙️⚙️
+ SYNOPSIS: [FIC CONCEPT / ONESHOT ] : As the Phantomhives doctors, a little crush on the butler is making you unwell.
warning: potentially very inaccurate characterization (I'm sorry), not beta read we die like Ciel's parents, Used of Y/N or L/N only once or twice, this is basically a wip this goes no where I might rewrite this in the future
reminder: written with male!reader in mind but you can think of it as female!reader, Readers personality is made to be self deprecating, implied depression and implied to be suicidal, potential unhealthy attachment ( I tried), the transitions don't make sense and it jumps around alot
Should I make this a full fledged fic series? Comment or reblog if I should,
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You. Oh sweet and reserved you.
You feel quite ashamed whenever Sebastian Michaelis, the head butler of the Phantomhive estate was around. With the desire to resist breaking composure around him over the dumb fantasies in your head, all so obviously hopeless.
Just something about him makes you feel warm and this overwhelming sickness. He never did anything particularly bomb shelling whenever he was with you, he treated you like he would anyone else.
Back then..
You never felt like you were even remotely special or memorable, you were stuck in a state of neutrality and partial numbness—Thinking no one will choose you first.
Before being hired by the earl of Phantomhive, you were a personal doctor for a bad person, someone very powerful, you took care of them with the exchange to sustain yourself and live but of course they took your attempted kindness for granted.
You saw crime with your own eyes and did nothing, you were a bystander. Enabling the actions of your boss towards the innocence. You were a coward— hallowed yourself in your self pity and shut out the entire world because of how inferior you felt.
You are kind of ashamed of it now, it could've prevented people from losing their father, their mothers, brothers, sisters..
Oh, you are ashamed of it.
This life abruptly ended when the queen's guard dog and his Butler showed up. They killed your boss and some others of his employers.
When they came near you, you begged while on your knees with tears about to spill, begged them dearly to not kill you with thoughts spinning on your mind were clearly the opposite. The want to die, to stop this hallowness you have felt since forever, you enabled the abuse of others, you were a coward, you were selfish— you deserve to die, but your body was begging them to not kill you, there was something scraping at the back of skull that felt almost like human instinct to just stay.
Ought to your surprise, they brought you home, got rid of your tacky and dirty doctor's uniform, bathed you, fed you and then made you a Phantomhive servant. The phantomhive estates doctor.
It was so abrupt, crushing. This absolute headache was Sebastian's fault. You didn't know why but had a theory that it was because he was kind to you, such a sloppy reasoning but maybe you were just too desperate to feel like you were special and Sebastian being known as somewhat special made you want to attract him to feed off whatever things he has
Are you this pathetic?
. . .
You were day dreaming again. You were supposed to keep an eye on Bardroy for any explosives but you got distracted.
Currently he was showing one of his personal recipes, "and then to finish cooking faster I add— huh? Oi! Y/N!" He yelled out at you, snapping his fingers in front of your face with a little frustrated look on his face.
As you were brought back into reality, you shook your head and with a slight blush of embarrassment with the realization on what you were doing, "Oh dear- my apologies" you said quite shyly with a chuckle
"I swear we ought to put a bell on you, if you aren't gonna focus." he puts an ingredient into the bowl, you immediately looked at him with wide eyed concern
"what did you just put—"
BOOM!
goddamn it, it's another explosion. The impact pushed you against the wall, your back feels awful now, great. You coughed as there was obviously a lot of smoke
"not again!" Bardroy whined at his failure, why is he the chef again? You two were a mess
"THIS wasn't me alright." You exclaimed with a sense of annoyance and then you two heard those familiar steps, goddamn it. It's Sebastian
"I am afraid you two are both at fault here." You could hear the feign disapointment in his voice, he sighs
Sebastian cups your cheeks and examines your face with a focused look in his eyes, seeing all the dust and smoke on your face. "tsk tsk, you could've seriously injured our dear doctor here. Look at the mess you made." He antagonized the chef quite a bit
Bardroy tried explaining himself and was met with Sebastian's hand up. "And look at you..go wash up and make yourself look presentable, let me handle the dinner preparations." He shooed him away
Meanwhile you were red, quite the intense blushing you got there. Internally you were freaking out, his hands still cupped your cheeks. You almost felt a sweat dripping down your face, it's like your entire system doesn't know what to do
Sebastian pulls out a handkerchief and starts cleaning your face, he did it without mistakes of course. You could almost feel yourself squeaking and almost shaking from his touch.
He was warm. It was so comfortable and soft. You could even pathetically say, romantic even!
Oh dear god, he is so attractive.
Will you ever stop being thirsty you freak?
"I specifically instructed you to watch over and prevent this exact outcome." He told you with a neutral expression from his face and yet again you were pulled away from your inner fantasies. "I supposed it was my fault to assign the doctor to look after a chef.." he exclaimed with a tone of apology but only a little bit.
You tried explaining yourself but you were red, flustered and could say almost sweating, in a panicked tone "I didn't mean to— he just suddenly put this mysterious Ingredient and you know uh- before you—" Sebastian stops you from talking further
"Shh, you might as well lose your breath from this high intensity that you're talking about." He said with a hint of teasing coming from his voice
You mumbled embarrassingly in a reply "sorry.." with a slight of a fake cough. Your eyes frantically look around the room to avoid Sebastians gaze, you bow at him a bit trying to pertain some type of professionalism you still have
"it was my mistake, I apologize for my unwanted behavior-" he just smiled a bit at your words, you assume it's him accepting the apology you just gave.
When fanfic writers say the reader in their fic is gender neutral but the descriptions of them lean into being very feminine and very much is supposed to be female much more than being somewhat androgynous
HEYYYYY I was wondering if u could make an Ciel x reader PLATONIC with the reader being an phantomhive servant?? :) ALSO TAKE UR TIME AND NOT FORCING IT ON YOU ILYSM <3
Thank you for the ask! It has been now created, I did headcanons and a short fic. I hope this satisfies you :)
+ SYNOPSIS;; [HEADCANONS + short ONE-SHOT] the little earl's relationship with the fellow Phantomhive servant and their little nice friendship.
warning: Potentially very inaccurate characterization (sorry), no beta we die like the Phantomhives, slight angst
reminder: platonic!Ciel Phantomhive x Reader, gn!reader (they/them), I know uno doesn't exist in the victorian era, let me joke, Reader being described as "competent", but sort of an idiot in their own way
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- Trust. It wasn't something Ciel would give out so easily, he believes he shouldn't, he has learned that with his experiences.
- Just like the others he took you in as his servants for whatever purpose it is, he was of course skeptical of you.
- he didn't trust you at first, which is understandable, people have tried to sneak their way in the phantomhive manor with the intent and purposes to kill Ciel Phantomhive
- good thing Sebastian took care of those people.
- overtime he learned how to deal with you as much as he did with the others, of course that doesn't mean his full trust is in your possessions.
- If you aren't like the other servants and actually do your job without something exploding and it ends up with Sebastian taking care of it, he would call you "competent."
- trust me it's a good compliment since he is somewhat shy about his feelings and always having some sort of pillar in almost all of his relationships (intentionally or not)
- overtime you became one of those very few selection of people that he allows sees him fully.
- the boy would absolutely not admit it even if you try to force it out of him, he finds you fun to be around. Not too crazy or very outgoing fun but fun in a way that your silence can be good enough.
- you two often bicker and banter quite often, you might tease him a little bit for being uptight for his age and he will bark back at you with witty comebacks (with either amusement or annoyance, those two take turns sometimes)
- if you were the same age as him he might feel like he has someone to relate to even for a bit or a friend his age, yeah sure he has Lizzy because that's his fiance but he means in a 'friendship' sense that is quite warming inside
- if you were older than him, he would be attached to you but still sort of keeping his guard up a bit (if you know what I mean) a lot of adults or grownups in his life have hurt him, betrayed him in ways someone his age shouldn't experience. You give him that experience of normal relationships with people older than him and the normalcy feels good, but he doesn't realize that and would not admit it obviously.
- SOMETIMES and only sometimes he would obviously favor you over the other servants unintentionally or intentionally out of mischief, the others silently muttering 'lucky...' at you, it's funny.
- if you two were to have personal hang outs it would most likely consist of playing chess, sitting in silence besides each other, or doing completely different things in the presence of each other without talking
- of course he tries to remain the master and servant relationship professionally (somewhat)
- if you werent competent and you are like the others, always messing up, like— if you just somewhat blew up a shoe or something he would be like, "seriously..?" With an annoyed tired expression on his face.
- Ciel doesn't quite know how to express his emotions or give affection but he'll try, his way of giving affection would be gift giving, this is how he shows he cares for you.
- gifts are always unexpected from him, like you would be like cleaning something and he suddenly gives you a gift catching you off guard. "Well, open it.." he muttered a bit at you feeling quite embarrassed.
- it could be anything, something you stared at through the window of a shop, something relating to your interests, literally anything you mention once and never remember
- he's a sweet kid.
- and if you try to at least thank Ciel back for his kindness he would try to be all nonchalant and non emotional about it, he would scoff and then "don't get used to this" he exclaimed but you could tell from his tone he means well.
- If somebody else (it could be another noble, someone.passing by— doesn't matter!) tried to hurt you, physically or mentally— he would not take it lightly, like at all.
- Physically? Oh that person suspiciously disappears, Mentally? A possible reputation ruined or something..hm
- he denies it by saying he doesn't take it seriously or care that much but if you are observant enough you could hear in his tone, see him gritting his teeth and tightly clenching his fist that well, he does so.
- in those rare moments he would let himself be vulnerable with you, might allow himself to cry or tell you some of the things that have been hurting him but he doesn't need your pity.
- he appreciates it when you just listen to him and not try to give him a solution, pity or how to turn it all around. It feels nice, you just listen and comfort a bit if needed.
- you might even encourage him to indulge into just being a kid even if it's not for long and he has to play big scary and powerful earl again.
- "c'mon my lord!" You might float away in excitement when showing him this game he found down town. He would roll his eyes and be like "ugh fine." Begrudgingly. (He would end up enjoying plating with you)
- Sebastian of course notices the closeness you two share, of course he does
- Sebastian will tease (or even taunt) Ciel about it for a little bit before getting a "shut it." From the boy himself.
- Ciel would appreciate it if you don't try snooping around his background or past. He would be infuriated and possibly feel violated if you do
- so if you do respect his boundaries on the topic, he respects you for it.
- being a Phantomhive servant means you got crazy skills under all that idiocy you might have, he'll be impressed by your talents and capabilities
- him considering you as one of the competent ones in the bunch is just the bare medium (affectionately)
- you something that's somewhat silly and he just stares at you. Don't do that
- Ciel is quite glad he hired you in the first place, you get him in a way.
- he's glad that he got you as a servant, maybe a friend too.
A little one shot !
You two were playing chess.
It was late night and you agreed to play with Ciel and—
You were losing badly, very badly. You huffed at the young master quite childish he could almost roll his eyes. "You're cheating!" You accused him in a quite frustrated way.
He scoffs at you and then replies "I am not. Maybe learn to play better in the near future" he bites back quite bluntly.
"ugh you're so cruel at times my lord." You whined and Ciel could almost laugh at you
"In the game of chess, the most dangerous players aren’t the ones who move their pieces—they’re the ones who make you move yours without realizing it." He said to you both mysteriously and smugly for a bit.
You sigh, all oblivious to what he means. "Your metaphors always make me confused my lord, even when they sound so simple" Ciel chuckles at your exlcaimation
"Do you wanna play something else?" He raises a brow offering you to change the game, you nod at him and he looks at the selection of board games.
"can we play uno again?" You happily requested with a little clap
"absolutely not." He immediately declined
"aw." A sad noise came from your mouth with a little childish pout.
+ SYNOPSIS: [ONE — SHOT ] : you were another Phantomhive manor and you were helping out Mey-Rin with the laundry, tedious task you might say, and oh Sebastian is here.
warning: potentially very inaccurate characterization (I'm sorry), not beta read we die like Ciel's parents, Used of Y/N or L/N only once
reminder: written with male!reader in mind but you can think of it as female!reader, Readers personality which I could describe as somewhat of an idiot but not a bad person and is quite the (this term is pretty dated but it's the most accurate to describe) 'tsundere' with Sebastian sometimes, relationship with Mey-Rin portrayed as somewhat familial or sibling type, this is also has no plot just a free write with no plan.
Also—inaccurate according to the time period (I had to research how people from the victorian era did their laundry...sigh), implied Sebastian Michaelis x Reader but not THAT romantic.
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You, another butler in the Phantomhive manor. Just like the other servants of this place, you were an idiotic, incompetent servant with good intentions but with bad executions regarding your tasks.
What you do most of the time is help the other servants on their daily tasks, because you don't really get to do the butler jobs most of the time because that damn Sebastian keeps hogging them.
Every time of everyday you and the others try working on your tasks, something idiotic always happens no matter what, and Sebastian has to swiftly save the day and fix every mistake you and the other three (would say 4 but Tanaka is, uh Tanaka) make daily
And today was no exception.
You were currently helping Mey-Rin do laundry which was a frivolous task during this time in England. This chore is regularly very time consuming and when it was normally done by Mey-Rin everything in the room would just turn into a bubble mess and Sebastian would have to 'save the day' again, but now in the present you and Mey-Rin were determined to not let him hog it this time and prove you guys are not THAT incompetent!
Who knew laundry was such a team effort? Yesterday you and Mey-Rin did the basics— sorting the clothes by fabric types, soaking them using the basins into the kitchen to fill them up with water and you two leave them until Monday to continue the process, today was Monday, oh how dreadful.
You were the one to start the fire, Mey-Rin was scared she would start a disaster and trusts you with this task, you nervously bought out every kettle, pot and pan or anything from the kitchen and Mey-Rin ran out the soaking clothes which took a while but you insist to her you both shall be persistent.
After waiting it was warm enough to use soap on.
You throw your head back and groan out of frustration but also relief, "Looks like it's finally time" you shouldered Mey-Rin.
"Cold water right?" She asked you nervously and being somewhat dumb founded and you forgot, you shrug at her
"yeah, I guess? That's how Sebastian does it right?" You were not quite sure. "It's just water isn't yeah?"
"y-yeah!" The maid exclaimed sharing your attitude and unsureness. "Let's do this!" A weak attempt to be motivating.
· · ·
Even if Sebastian couldn't necessarily feel it, he was so so tired.
When he heard the two echoing screams he just knew there was a disaster, he already predicted he shouldn't have trusted you two with this task.
"what happened?" He asked quite sternly at the fellow butler and maid in front of him, covered in soap and some uh— other substances that he isn't questioning. He lays his head on his head looking quite frustrated, you could almost hear the 'tsk tsk tsk' noises.
"Ah! Sebastian there you are! Thank goodness!" She wailed, there was soap everywhere yet again, she feels quite embarrassed
"Yesterday went so well! I don't understand what could go so wrong?" You wailed as well confused, covered in soap.
Sebastian sighs wanting answers, "May you answer my question, what happened?"
"I don't know! We did exactly what the instructions say! And suddenly everything started to explode!" She replied back to the butler, she shows Sebastian what instructions you two were following.
By just one look, "Cold water?" Sebastian questioned.
"uh yeah?" You nervously replied back, he was kind of hot.
"You two were supposed to use hot water and this is the wrong type of soap" at this point Sebastian can feel himself getting a migraine. You two In your realization were all 'ohh..'
"were idiots." You stated as you look away from Sebastian, so much to prove yourselves as not that incompetent.
"being intellectually incompetent doesn't excuse such cluelessness Mr. [L/N]" Sebastian retorted back a bit at you with slight mischief. "Now, please do step aside." Sebastian rolled his sleeves, oh here we go.
And it felt like a couple of minutes or even seconds he was able to fix this disaster, the clothes suddenly washed properly and hung up as planned— Mey-Rin stared at awe and as well admiration with a bit of giggle, you did too (who wouldn't? This guy is effortlessly charming and attractive) but you didn't wanna make it obvious, it was embarrassing enough.
He dusts off his gloved hands "there, that should sort." He now faces both you and Mey-Rin, he's quite scary sometimes
"Now, do you think you could clean the laundry room by yourselves without any more disasters going on?" He asked of you two.
You both gave him a funny mocked up salute "Yes we can!" You both said in synched, Sebastian looks at you and Mey-Rin and then
"And do please clean yourselves up, being covered in soap isn't the way of Phantomhive servants isn't it?" You two nodded at him with the same fierceness despite being covered in a lot of soap.
He left you two alone with your own devices, Mey-Rin's giggling quiet down and despite all the soap you could basically see her red face.
"I could see your face all bloodied up over Sebastian right now!" You teased the poor gal and in a panic she covers your soaped up mouth and does the 'shh' gesture not wanting Sebastian to hear
You decided to tease her a bit more, "You were expecting him to serenade?" You gave a mischievous laugh, she slapped a shoulder "ow!" She absolutely huffed at you being all embarrassed and as well frustrated.
"Y/N why are you red as well then?! Who are you thinking about!" She fought back accusingly and she pointed at your redness being shown through the soap as well. You immediately get defensive
"Oh shut up!" You barked back at her, and then you pathetically continued, "Like I could ever like that stuck up guy, he's always acting like he's better than us anyway!" You denied your same leveled attraction to him
"I never said you liked Sebastian as well?!" She yelled back
"shut it!" You also yelled back, and then so on you two bickered at children, pointing at each other and still covered in that god forsaken soap.
+ SYNOPSIS ; (HEADCANONS) how would they react/feel or do if their S/O or partner was in a contract another demon?
warnings: possessive behavior, jealousy, toxicity, mentions of manipulation, potentially VERY inaccurate characterization (I'm sorry) , no beta read what are you my mother?
reminders: Reader's reasoning (or backstory) is pretty vague but it's sort of similar to Ciel Phantomhive's want for revenge but overall its up to your interpretation , the demon Reader is in contract with is only referred as "him" or "your butler", written with male!reader in mind but you can see them as female, they/them used
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Your contract.
Your goals and motivations were worth the loss of your soul. You had no use for it— you were pretty vulnerable when it happened, you were helpless, hurt. Your only way out of it is with him, He was the one who promised you vengeance against the ones who hurt you, you just needed to give up the one thing for him to feast on.
Your rise to nobility was all because of him, he's your butler, you were his master— You sort of depend on him in a way (but you'll never admit that)
Nobility was both glamorous and depressing.
A while ago you have gotten a relationship with someone, a mere butler, and of course you and your butler kept up the normal master and butler roles as usual but just recently you found out your partner was a demon as well, quite ironic. You wanted to hide your contract but it was too late for you.
ꜱᴇʙᴀꜱᴛɪᴀɴ ᴍɪᴄʜᴀᴇʟɪꜱ
- By first glance of him discovering this, he seems quite unbothered by this, his polite nonchalant expression not falling, his perfect polite butler composure doesn't break down easily.
- but in reality he feels rather repulsed or displeased in this revelation he discovered.
- just thinking about another demon being so, so close to you in a very personal way disgusts him.
- of course he wouldn't show it, he's better than that.
- He would try with his spontaneous abilities to make you see him in a better light, almost competing with the demon you made a contract with
- he really wishes he could've gotten to you sooner before that wretch did.
- He sees you getting manipulated by this guy a mile away, he would know— he has experience.
- would absolutely annoy the shit out of your butler as well as he would annoy Sebastian.
- he really wishes you could've made a contract with him instead.
- absolutely would try to always be between you and your butler at all times when he's around.
- would absolutely duel/fight your butler for you if necessary
- he would try to sabotage this contract and possibly lead you to have a contract with him instead.
- Sebastian is really charming and charismatic so he could really effectively sway you, your worries about his reaction
- he wants you
- uh yeah.
- he would start to be sort of clingy towards you, being more touchy to you than usual
- maybe for now worry if your goal for revenge will ever be achieved with Sebastian interfering.
- and oh, he's sure he would succeed in this because after all,
- he is simply one hell of a butler
SEBASTIAN SHUT UP
ᴄʟᴀᴜᴅᴇ ꜰᴀᴜꜱᴛᴜꜱ
- like Sebastian, at first glance he would seem unbothered but the way he would be looking at you (or your butler) is so stern and bitter, that it kind of gives it away.
- you can sense how annoyed about this.
- he absolutely hates this.
- if this is correct— alone, he would act like you betrayed him terribly, despite your contract being already established before you even met him. He's subtly manipulating you.
- It irritates him to the core that someone else already had you
- He's not happy that your desirable soul would one day belong to another demon, not at all
- would ABSOLUTELY compete with your butler for you like he did in season 2
- When he found out about your contract, his immediate idea was to slowly replace the one who you made a contract with
- it's better with him isn't it?
- like Sebastian, he would and will sabotage your contract even if it's possible or not
- He WILL ragebait the hell out of your butler
- he wants you.
- seriously this joke again?
- he believes you're better off with a contract with him instead of this bastard.
ㅤㅤㅤ⟣ㅤㅤ˳ㅤㅤ︵︵ㅤ𑁥౿ㅤ︵︵ㅤㅤˑㅤㅤ⟢
A/N: first black butler thing I've ever written, hope it's for satisfactory for you fellow readers :')
- don't go complain about my writing. This blog is for my self indulgence, it's fanfiction of course it wouldn't be a 10/10 piece of art.
- please don't whine about the dark themes I might add, I've added warnings, you can block me— don't harass me because your comfortability has been breached
- don't tag me or bring me into discourse about anything, I'm just trying to chill lol...
- I have the choice to ignore your ask/request if I wanted to, reminder this is a hobby not my job. I don't mind requests I just don't wanna feel forced to do stuff I don't wanna do, does this make sense?
That's all for now but that might change in the future
