Forever Over And Over

Carl, 28, Musician, INFP, Scorpio, He/They, I basically reblog anything that strikes my fancy. Enjoy! Things I commonly reblog: Critical Role, Kingdom Hearts, lots of memes, and music cause I'm secretly an aspiring songwriter/composer and will absolutely be advertising my stuff here when I have some Instagram & Twitter: carl_s_mullen

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new years azurik

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regular update that I AM in fact alive I just don't use tumblr much

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i can't believe the reason i might use tumblr more is entirely because of radio tv solutions since i know a lot of them are more active here than other places

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So tumblr has just put in auto playing video ads now huh? That start playing before you’ve even seen the ad? And then repeat with no pause button. That’s neat.

[skittyminecraft]

x

[arabella-ardor]

[faggotjonesss]

[nanisohrei]

girls in nothing but oversized shirts

rb if you agree

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(Scheduling this for a little later to improve chances of visibility)

So anyways, if any of my followers/mutuals see this and want to know what I’ve been up to you can follow me on Twitter because I don’t know if I am mentally capable of getting back into tumblr lmao. I’m @mccoral10 there.

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Man now this has got me feeling all melancholy. Fitting for how much of a ranting and venting space I turned my blog into.

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I think the worst part for me is that unless they left links anywhere on their blog, many of these people will be impossible to find and reconnect with unless they search for me. Because like, we were all fandom blogs. No one who was active back then would be on Twitter with a name like “castielismycopilot” anymore.

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Man now this has got me feeling all melancholy. Fitting for how much of a ranting and venting space I turned my blog into.

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It’s uhh real weird to come back to my tumblr and look back through old ask exchanges. It’s weird to see all these people who I used to talk with somewhat regularly and seeing that most of them have deactivated since. So many lost connections, people who for all I know could be dead (sorry to be morbid). Well, at the very least if anyone even still follows me I am still alive and if we used to talk then I would absolutely love to do so again. I hope all my old mutuals are doing okay.

[weaver-z]

(rewrites history so that Jesus was a catboy and they had to do the crucifixion nine times)

[weaver-z]

I think this is the hardest I’ve ever been subtly dragged do I need to delete my blog now

[darkpaladin]

The spear of longinus was actually one of those cat toys with a feather on a string

[rainbow-smite]

[autism-rants]

Oh yeah? Could someone with ADHD do this?

*plays video games for 3+ hours straight without blinking or realizing the time*

[jacobtheloofah]

Well what about this? *tries playing every game in my library but isn’t interested in any of them so just sits around bored*

[kaiisens-deactivated20210811]

oh no im late for zoom class (◯Δ◯∥) *trips and falls and mmy fat fucking tits break my laptop in half* kyaaaaa!!!! (*≧∀≦*)

[ace-of-clovers]

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Okay gonna be honest, maybe I’m bending my opinion based on others but as I get further away from having finished I’m just like “you know...that...really was not a good ending.” Like I know it wasn’t good but immediately after finishing I was thinking “people are overeacting a bit for memes” but letting it sink in is changing that opinion for me. This is how they ended their show.

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Things I enjoyed about the spn series finale (authors translation: hated and could not get over):

Sam’s first old man wig

The fucking Carry On My Wayward Son sad pop remix that was a complete break from the tone the show has literally ever had, musically or otherwise

Unnamed wife

Anything else I will not be commenting on because my resounding opinion is “well, it’s an ending I guess”. I don’t see how it could have ended any other way though, at least with how season 15 happened. Any other ending would require the rest of the show to be more cohesive.

[jigglypuffsvevo]

my kink is closing doors so that i am in complete solitude

[youlovetoseeit]

Unrealistic

[marshmalleaux-queen]