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#letscreateart

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when i was younger i wanted to be a cartoonist, when i was in high school i wanted to die, and now i dont know what i want to do anymore

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gg allin & amy winehouse

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v1 of an idea i had

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the catalyst

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i do things the hard way before i learn how to do it the proper way

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when you lowk typed all your ideas and concepts for shirts on your notes app just for it to disappear

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i want this to be a documentation of my process and work! i want to be something by the time i am 21.

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i have so many aspirations but simply don’t have the drive to work on them. i wish i could have it all figured out but im just so lost…….

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jean-michel basquiat, chase rutherford, andy warhol, and michael angelo are my idols

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why does everyone hate me to an extent?

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new wallpaper

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what do I do now?

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