Hello, to anyone who is reading this (if anybody ever does considering I'm a huge noob to the Tumblr life). I was born as Paityn Mary-Elizabeth Bish, however my name was later changed to Payton. My mother decided it was too complicated all of the sudden. My first Christmas ornament has Paityn printed across it. Honestly, I still wish it was that way.
Let's start with the past and some highlights of my life SO FAR, in the words of Homer Simpson.
I grew up as a child always read to. I'm not a huge bookworm, although I love to compose novels as well as poetry. Writing has been a very successful outlet for me. I've gone to a state competition for a story of mine, and I've always placed in any writing contest I ever competed in. My mom bought me a child's piano when I was about the age of 6. I loved it. By the way I'm currently writing this to FACK by Eminem, just so you know. Anyhow.. about that piano. I taught myself many songs by ear. I have yet to actually take piano lessons. I took some when I was 10 for about a month or so, but after becoming very sick I backed off of it. My mom told me a story about when I was a year old. She had bought me a.. Sorry. All I can hear right now is "Shove a gerbil in your ass through a tube..". I think I'll change it to something more inspirational and appropriate for the genre of this situation. She bought me a toy that played certain types of songs. I think the set only had about 5 tunes on it. I would sit there and only listen to the first note and could tell which song it was, because I had one specific favorite song. Every time I heard the washing machine make a consistent sound of wishy washy, I would squat up and down to the beat. These were merely tale tell signs of my interest in the musical world. Music has also been a fantastic outlet for me. However I wouldn't say it's just an outlet... it is currently turning into a lifestyle. But let us ponder more into the past before we head on. When I was 12, I went to the beach for the first time in my entire life. I live in the good ol' land-locked state of West Virginia. My aunt and uncle took my brothers and I to Ocean City, Maryland. Those were the best 5 days of my life, sooooo farrrrrrrr. I've been to (driving through the states does count in my opinion) West Virginia, Virginia, Washington D.C., Ohio, Pennsylvania, Maryland, Michigan, Wisconsin, North Carolina, and South Carolina. I really enjoy traveling as well. I'm transitioning to high school. Middle school was a good ass time, although most people hate it. I admit a lot of things changed.. and I did hit puberty. But I made some amazing friends along the way and I never hit too deep of a pothole in my life. If I did, I kept it to myself and grew out of it. We had one spring fling dance in 7th and another one 8th grade year. I had a date during 8th grade year, but he was just a good friend of mine. I'm a bit under the assumption that he is gay, but that's all groovy. During 8th grade year I went to the Holocaust Museum in D.C. It was interesting, however it wasn't as good as I pictured. My favorite part was the charter bus ride to and from the destination. We didn't get to see the Lincoln Memorial, which upset my one friend Abigail badly. It was hilarious. Also, the bus driver was named Doug. Whenever he asked rhetorical questions... I was the one to always respond. He also sucked down cigarettes every chance he got. Whenever he saw the police he'd sneak his seat belt under his arm pit. I love that man. I have also gone camping this summer twice. I love camping so much! Although the first time I went, I almost about literally died. However that is another story for another time. My friends and I have too many stories and inside jokes to name, and I am almost about ready to die happy.. sike. Although I do admit I have lived a good bit for the small amount of time I've been dealt with.
Here is the present... the current.. the now as well as the future.
I am currently teaching myself by ear and tabs to play ukulele. It's a great instrument and it was my gift for my 14th birthday. I'm in band, and I'm going to high school band day camp. I am a flutist but can also substitute as a percussionist. I'm listening to Road Trippin' by the Red Hot Chili Peppers at this moment. This really shows my range in musical interest. I also have an honor's English project for 9th grade that I have to complete and turn in in order to be accepted into the class. I make excellent grades. I finished 8th grade year with a 4.0 and 2 high school credits. Music is my life... I've been performing quite a lot at talent shows, churches, for my family, for Facebook, and for my friends. I hope to make a YouTube channel. I would like my name in lights, and I would like to have a legacy and inspire people. It is my goal in life. I cannot see myself anywhere else. It all sounds so cliche but I don't know what words to type that would make a difference. I have a lot of family issues, but in the end they are my family and I love them. My religious status is unknown. I am not raised in a religious household although my dad is Catholic. I was raised with a mindset to decide for yourself and have a sense of self discovery about the planet. I love the fact that my parents accept who I am and do want to support me throughout all of my dreams and intervals of insanity. I'm also glad that I am accepting of everyone. If your plan however is to harm yourself or others, that's different. I am a straight girl but a supporter of gays as well as polygamy. If it makes you and your people happy, why should anyone else care? I decided to combine the present and the future because It's sort of the same concept unless I discuss some long term goals. I'm undecided as to what college I'd like to go to. Maybe I'll also go to a conservatory. I'm also undecided as to whether or not I'd like to try out America's Got Talent. I know I have a great city behind me... But it is a lot of pressure. I'm not good under pressure. I run cross-country and track, and those make me nervous as hell. I'm not an athletic person. I love the performing arts.. Acting, writing, composing music. It's all very pleasing to me. I believe that the greatest revenge is success and happiness. I'm also babbling on like I always do... I've always tried so hard to be an organized person but I fail to be one regardless. I love my friends, and I wouldn't trade them for the world. I have one in particular named Callie Stout. There is nothing that I haven't told her.. And my life has been quite the story to discuss. I'm abnormal and dysfunctional. I have the spine of an old woman. I currently weigh 120 lb. and I'm 5'6 in. I'm generally a nice persona and a pacifist. I've also been an ovo-lacto vegetarian for 4 years due to the fact that factory farming is disturbing and sick. I am not anti-meat. I worry too much about the future and live too long in the past. I try to stay at ease in the present, but I always for some reason I find something to worry me. It takes a lot to make me angry. I forgive and forget. Some say to easily, I say we all grow up and die anyway. I try really hard to be a good friend and an optimist. I also try to carry my own most of the time. I enjoy being myself and my own person, and I do think people respect me the most for that. Sometimes I can be conceded as well as a bit of selfish and self-centered. Once and awhile we all want to be loved.
Well in conclusion if you've made it to the end of this story, I really don't know who I am. All I know is I have blood in my veins and a smile on my face. I'm ready to take on whatever life throws at me. Have any questions or comments? I'd love to hear from you.
Composing this took a lot of time as well as some deep thinking. I'm glad I took the time to do it though. It's with a heavy heart that I say goodbye, but my Kik account (xPaitynx) is never too far away! Cheers.
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