& Gʀᴀᴄᴇғᴜʟ/Hᴇᴀʀᴛ

Cʟᴀᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ IɴᴅIᴇ OUAT OC ᴀғғɪʟɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀʟᴀɴᴅʙᴏʀɴ ᴘᴇɴɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ Mᴀɴᴜ

[pcrestheart]

Mischevious little pan child

[walkinginthewnd]

HANNAH DODD via Instagram

[hyacinthlbridgerton]

HANNAH DODD as FRANCESCA BRIDGERTON in Bridgerton - Season 4, Episode 3: The Field Next to the Other Road

[godwantsit]

[franchaelagifs]

THEY'RE IN LOVE, YOUR HONOUR!

MASALI BADUZA as Michaela Stirling HANNAH DODD as Francesca Stirling (née Bridgerton) BRIDGERTON | 4.05 Yes or No

[kaisources]

𓆝 ⋆｡ﾟ🌊｡ : THERE'S WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE . . a collection of slice of life, familial connection, friendship, realism, life problems ⁽ ⁰⁰¹ ⁾ roleplay sentence starters from NUMEROUS FILMS, late spring. genre: slice of life, family, romance, hurt and comfort, angst.

I was expecting to see you at [place] so I waited.

Can you stay this evening? I'll make us some tea.

Will you be home at the usual time?

Oh, there is an art exhibition! Shall we go?

Do you want something else or do you want something to eat?

I wasn't planning on coming round but I ran into [name].

How was your blood test?

What an awful time. No wonder [she/he/they] suffered.

They are going around saying that marriage is life's graveyard.

I suppose it's time for you to start thinking about it.

Are you all right? You're not tired?

They get along, but there's nothing between them

Can't you tell how [she/he/they] feels inside?

I see. Perhaps I should try. One can never tell.

Do you want dinner now?

I went out cycling, it was really nice by the beach.

I was wondering what to get for a wedding gift.

[Artist name] is playing in concert. Want to come? I've got tickets.

I've been hearing good things about you.

Did your parents say anything?

What would you do if you did?

Why didn't you come to the reunion?

Look who's talking. You don't have the right to say that!

What's so funny? I'm being serious.

I don't want to get married yet.

I'm the one who understands [her/him/them] the best.

I need to know how you feel about it.

Is anything wrong? Where are you going? Hey!

Goodness, your hands are cold.

Come on, try some. It's delicious.

Save your advice. I don't want it.

Just go and see for yourself. You can't remain like this forever.

I just want to be with you.

I've been using you for far too long.

But if I marry, what are you going to do?

What if I were to release you from these worries?

We're all so worried about you. You will go, won't you?

It sounds good, don't think too much about it!

You don't have the courage. You'd just squirm and blush.

Men are sly and can't be trusted.

About that meeting…have you thought any more about it?

Now my worries are over. I'll sleep soundly tonight.

Are you sure about your answer? You're not just giving in, are you?

What are you going to do tomorrow?

How time flies. We just arrived, and now we're already leaving.

I wish we'd done this more often together.

This will be our last trip together. Once we get home, you'll be so busy.

I just want to be with you, like this. I don't want to go anywhere.

I'm happy being with you like this. I'm happy just as I am.

Happiness is not something to expect but something you create.

Sorry for being so selfish. It was very selfish of me.

It's not difficult. I'm looking forward to it.

Soon we'll laugh about this talk and think it was silly.

Don't do it. Why would you do it again? You mustn't.

Don't worry, you won't be lonely. I'll visit you often. Really.

I don't tell lies like you do, at least not so convincingly.

Goodnight. Give my regards to [name].

[liikelightningsource-blog]

MOVIE SENTENCE STARTERS: 80S EDITION

below are a collection of quotes from some of my favorite 80s movies.

ADVENTURES IN BABYSITTING

“I’ll make it very clear: you slip me the cash, and I’ll slip you the weiner.” “Don’t fuck with the babysitter.” “Nobody leaves this place without singing the blues.” “Get out of my house!” “I can only dream about having somebody like her as a girlfriend, but you’ve got her, and you treat her like this?” “Don’t waste your time, half pint. Her legs are locked together at the knee.” “I’d love to hit you. I’d love to pound on your face!” “You’re so slimy, I won’t sink to your level.” “If you give me any grief I swear to God I’ll kill you. Dead, murdered, stabbed.” “Get in the car and run him over.” “How could a righteous babe like you be lonely?” “That’s the sweetest thing anybody’s ever said to me.” “My only shot at ever being in a gang fight and all I get is one stitch?” “Tonight is going to be the greatest night of your life.” “I am not losing anything, I am still in control here! Got it?” “I’m trying to get a date, you’re cramping my style!” “Girls like you come along once in a lifetime.” “And you’re just a girl in love with an asshole.” “I got a little banged up.”

BACK TO THE FUTURE

“Great Scott!” “Where we’re going, we don’t need roads.” “This is heavy.” “Why do you keep calling me Calvin?” “It’s written all over your underwear.” “Hey, you! Get your damn hands off her!” “I finally invent something that works!” “Maybe you were adopted.” “I guess you aren’t ready for that yet.” “You look so familiar to me. Do I know your mother?” “Are you sure about this storm?” “Since when can weathermen predict the weather, let alone the future?” “You’ve really made a difference in my life. You’ve given me something to shoot for.” “I’m really gonna miss you.” “Even if your intentions are good, it can backfire drastically!” “If you put your mind to it, you can accomplish anything.” “What the hell is a gigawatt?” “It’s not like I’ve never parked before.” “You seem so nervous. Is something wrong?” “I swiped it from the old lady’s liquor cabinet.” “If you let people walk over you now, they’ll be walking over you for the rest of your life.” “I figured, what the hell?” “Since you’re new here, I’m gonna cut you a break, today.” “Why don’t you make like a tree and get outta here?” “I thought I told you never to come in here.” “I’m your density.” “I’ve never picked a fight in my entire life.” “I can’t keep up of all of your boyfriends!” “History is gonna change.” “One rejection isn’t the end of the world.” “What are you looking at, butthead?” “I’m gonna get that son of a bitch.” “Say hi to your mom for me.” “Where are my pants?” “I’ve never seen purple underwear before!” “I have your car towed all the way to your house and all you got for me is lite beer?” “You really think I ought to swear?”

PRETTY IN PINK

“We don’t have a candy machine in the boy’s room!” “I’m not particularly concerned with whether or not you like me.” “I can’t believe you’re saying this.” “She thinks you’re shit. And deep down, you know she’s right.” “It’s called a sense of humor - you should get one - they’re nice.” “C'mon, I’m talking about more than just sex here.” “You know, I’ve been out with a lot of girls at this school. I don’t see what makes you so different.” “I have taste.” “You’re a bitch” “I’m off like a dirty shirt.” “I just want them to know that they didn’t break me.” “You don’t have the guts to tell me the truth.” “That’s a major appliance, that’s not a name!” “You know what an older women does for me?” “May I admire you?” “Drinking and driving don’t mix – that’s why I ride a bike.” “Why don’t you just… nail her, and get it over with?” “Why are you getting involved?” “I’m getting really bored with this conversation, all right?” “If you want your piece of low-grade ass, fine.” “Does he have… strong lips?” “This is a really volcanic ensemble you’re wearing, it’s really marvelous!” “I believed in you. I just didn’t believe in me.” “Good Morning! Welcome to another day of higher education!” “This is an incredibly romantic moment, and you’re ruining it for me!” “Love’s a bitch.” “Do you hear yourself? Do you hear the same asshole shit I hear?” “What, do I have to spell it out for you?” “Nobody appreciates your sense of humor.” “Why don’t you go to take a shower, you look like shit.”

THE BREAKFAST CLUB

“We’re all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all.” “I’ll do anything sexual. I don’t need a million dollars to do it either.” “I’m a nymphomaniac.” “I’m not going to discuss my private life with total strangers.” “If you say you haven’t, you’re a prude. If you say you have you’re a slut. It’s a trap.” “You’re a tease and you know it.” “Why don’t you just answer the question?” “What do you need a fake I.D. for?” “You wanna come over sometime?” “Eat my shorts.” “I’m doing society a favor.” “You really think I give a shit?” “Does Barry Manilow know that you raid his wardrobe?” “Screws fall out all the time, the world is an imperfect place.” “Why are you being so nice to me?” “Chicks cannot hold their smoke, dat’s what it is.” “When you grow up, your heart dies.” “I have a really low tolerance for dehydration.” “I could disappear forever and it wouldn’t make any difference.” “I might as well not even exist at this school, remember?” “You’re so pathetic.” “Don’t you ever compare yourself to me.” “Do you know how popular I am? I am so popular. Everybody loves me so much at this school.” “You won’t accept a guy’s tongue in your mouth, and you’re going to eat that?” “I’m telling the truth, that makes me a bitch?” “You have problems.” “Speak for yourself.” “You’re kind of sexy when you’re angry.” “Would you mind telling me how you know all this about me?” “I don’t think either one of them gives a shit about me. It’s like they use me just to get back at each other.” “Being bad feels pretty good, huh?” “You ask me one more question and I’m beating the shit out of you.” “Have you ever been felt up? Over the bra, under the blouse, shoes off… “

THE GOONIES

“It’s our time down here.” “Just throw everything into cardboard boxes.” “Always separate the drugs.” “I want you to spill your guts, tell us everything!” “I’m not all alone in the dark. I like the dark. I love the dark.” “That was so nice of you.” “If you do a bad job you’ll be locked in here with the cockroaches for two weeks without food or water.” “You know, your voice is kind of nice when your mouth isn’t screwing it up.” “Your looks are kind of pretty when your face isn’t screwing it up.” “C'mon, give me a lickery kiss!” “Hey, are you hungry? I got a Baby Ruth.” “You’re even hungrier than I am.” “Is this supposed to be water?” “I’m setting booty traps.” “Looks fine to me.” “Okay, this is the little boys’ room, and that cave over there is the little girls’ room.” “Next time you kiss him, do it with your eyes open. It’s a whole different experience.” “Senior Jerk Alert!” “I’m gonna hit you so hard that when you wake up your clothes will be out of style!” “What happened to your braces?” “You know, I just want to say thank you. For offering to save my life.” “Man! You smell like Phys Ed!” “Watch your hair! Watch your hair! They’re goin’ for the hair!” “My God, I’m in a crazy house!” “This is ridiculous. It’s crazy. I feel like I’m babysitting, except I’m not getting paid.” “I just saw the most amazing thing in my entire life!” “First, you gotta do the truffle shuffle.” “I’m pretty much ODing on all your bullshit stories!” “You’ve got a great body.”

FERRIS BUELLER’S DAY OFF

“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.” “You’re my hero.” “A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself.” “I could be the walrus. I’d still have to bum rides off people.” “You can’t respect somebody who kisses your ass. It just doesn’t work.” “Pardon my French, but you’re an asshole!” “Look, don’t make me participate in your stupid crap if you don’t like the way I do it.” “It is his fault he didn’t lock the garage.” “I am not going to sit on my ass as the events that affect me unfold to determine the course of my life.” “You’re still here? It’s over!” “The key to faking out the parents is the clammy hands.” “It’s a little childish and stupid, but then, so is high school.” “Your ass is mine.” “You realize if we played by the rules right now we’d be in gym?” “The city looks so peaceful from up here.”  “Anything is peaceful from one thousand, three hundred and fifty-three feet.” “I am very cute, very alone and very protective of my body.” “Gummi bear? It’s been in my pocket; they’re real warm and soft.” “You killed the car.” “You have nothing to worry about. I’m a professional.” “I think we should shoot her.” “What are you interested in?” “Get off of the float!” “In a nutshell: I hate my brother.” “Are you suggesting that I’m not who I say I am?” “You’re a beautiful man. I want to thank you for your warmth and compassion.” “I asked for a car, I got a computer. How’s that for being born under a bad sign?” “Four thousand restaurants in the downtown area, I pick the one my father goes to.” “Only the meek get pinched. The bold survive.” “Go piss up a flagpole.” “You heartless wench!” “I weep for the future.” “If you’re not over here in fifteen minutes, you can find a new best friend.” “You’re not dying, you just can’t think of anything good to do.” “Do you have a kiss for daddy?” “What a little asshole.” “You sounded like Dirty Harry just then.” “You wear too much eye makeup. My sister wears too much. People think she’s a whore.” “I can’t drive when you’re yelling at me!” “Smile, babe. Just smile…”

FOOTLOOSE

“Do you wanna kiss me?” “I get the feeling you’ve been kissed a lot, and I’m afraid I’d suffer by comparison.” “I thought only pansies wore neckties.” “I thought only assholes used the word ‘pansy’.” “Son of a bitch is gonna pay for that!” “Hey, hey! What’s this I see? I thought this was a party.” “I’m no saint you know. I’m not even a virgin.” “Don’t you talk like that here!” “How come you don’t like me?”  “What makes you think that I don’t like you?”  “You never talk to me at school. You never look at me!” “I see you chasing after her and I see her running from you.” “I was almost jealous.” “Sometimes people run out of things to say.” “Hey, I like that hat, man. They sell men’s clothes where you got that?” “I thought I was alone.” “You want out of here so bad you probably memorize bus schedules.” “Who were you with?” “I don’t want you to see him anymore.” “I’ve heard he’s a troublemaker.” “I don’t know what I’m going to do with you.” “You like it or not, this is it. It doesn’t get much better.” “I just don’t know that I believe in everything you believe in. But I believe in you.” “If you ask me, he’s a total fox.” “It seems that a lot of people are pointing the finger in your direction lately.” “You figured where there’s smoke there’s fire, right?” “You’ve got an attitude problem.” “Is that what I get, huh? I treated you decent!” “I was about through with you anyway!” “No fights, you don’t even know this guy.”

[twcbelts]

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[ravenclairee]

BRIDGERTON — 4.03 "The Field Next to the Other Road"

[promptreverie]

WICKED-INSPIRED SENTENCE STARTERS

feel free to adjust pronouns as necessary!

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overture

"no one mourns the wicked."

"isn't it nice to know that good will conquer evil?"

"goodness knows the wicked's lives are lonely."

"are people born wicked?"

"now, at last, she's dead and gone."

what is this feeling?

"there's been some confusion over rooming."

"my roommate is unusually and exceedingly peculiar..."

"what is this feeling, fervid as a flame?"

"i will be loathing you my whole life long."

"these things are sent to try us."

the girl in the bubble

"such a beautiful life built on lies."

"all that's required to live in a dream is endlessly closing your eyes."

"the truth has a way of seeping on in."

"it's time for her bubble to pop."

"who in the world is she now?"

"the beautiful lies never stop."

no place like home

"why do i love this place that's never loved me?"

"it's a promise, an idea...and i want to help make it come true."

"why should a land have so much meaning when dark times befall it?"

"when you feel it's not worth fighting for, compel yourself."

"think how you will grieve for all you leave behind."

"if we just keep fighting for it, we will win back and restore it."

for good

"i've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason."

"we are led to those who help us most to grow."

"i don't know if i believe that's true."

"i know i'm who i am today, because i knew you."

"it well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime."

"let me say before we part, so much of me is made from what i learned from you."

"who can say if i've been changed for the better?"

"i guess we know there's blame to share."

no good deed

"let him never die."

"what good is this chanting? i don't even know what i'm reading!"

"no act of charity goes unresented."

"was i really seeking good or just seeking attention?"

"let all agree, i''m wicked through and through."

"all helpful urges should be circumvented."

"that's one more disaster I can add to my generous supply."

wonderful

"once folks buy into your blarney, it becomes the thing they'll most hold onto."

"they'll go on believing what they want to."

"they called me 'wonderful.' "

"you know, i never really had a family."

"the truth is just what everyone agrees on."

"at long, long last, receive your due."

[satyriconmp3]

heart shapes month started guys omg happy heart shapes month

[lunesource]

the infernal creatures! a collection of dialogue memes based on hell, demons, and those from the underworld. content warning for blood, violence, and the like.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍

" that smell? fear always sweetens when it's fresh. "

" that wound wont kill me. it'll just make me angry. "

" your soul hums, do you know that? "

" this body isn't quite human, but it's close enough. "

" i can eat, i can drink, but none of it nourishes me. it's just habit at this point. "

" i didn't choose to look like this! it's the compromise i made to stay. "

" there are still parts of me that react like a human. "

" relax, if i wanted your soul, i'd have paperwork. "

" possession is rude. i prefer consent and eye contact. "

" i tried yoga first. didn't help with the horns. "

" i don't regret what i did. i regret that i needed to. "

" yes, the tail is prehensile. no, you may not touch it. "

" the horns aren't decorative! "

" i'm technically warm blooded - technically. "

" yes, i set off smoke detectors when i'm stressed. "

" my existence violates several laws. "

" the wings are real and fuck, the back pain is eternal. "

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍

" if i touch you there, is it going to hurt you, or me? "

" you keep saying you're fine, but you're not breathing. "

" is that . . . blood? it doesn't look right. "

" should i be standing this close to you? "

" you're healing too fast. that's not normal is it? "

" where exactly is your heart? "

" do you need rest? or do you just . . . stop moving? "

" i know you said it'll regenerate but should i still bandage it? "

" you look like you're in pain, even if you say you're not. "

" is your tail doing that on purpose? "

" okay, i'm asking this respectfully . . . why do you have that many teeth? "

" please tell me that noise is normal for you. "

" can i touch your horn? just for a second! "

" does it bother you when i ask these things? "

" how are you still standing?! "

" were you born like this? or what happened to you? "

" wow your fangs are . . . really pointy. "

[rpmemes-galore]

Once Upon a Time : season 1 ... sentence starters pt. 1

"You. You found me."

"No more happy endings."

"Did you ever doubt I would?"

"All magic comes with a price."

"This? It's more than just a book."

"What if the pain could be erased?"

"She blames me for ruining her life."

"Let's get back to the fighting thing."

"What must I do to enact this curse?"

"Great power requires great sacrifice."

"Every story needs a memorable detail."

"I know how to recognize a desperate soul."

"Why is everyone running away from you?"

"You've got a lot of anger there, don't you?"

"Truthfully, the glass coffin gave me pause."

"I bet you twenty bucks you can't do it, again."

"I hope you don't talk that way in front of him."

"So what did you do to incur that much wrath?"

"I want to show him that good can actually win."

"I hear your wish. You don't need to wish it so loudly."

"Well, you never have to worry. I will always find you."

"It's not about me. I just think he's lost and confused."

"I shall destroy your happiness… if it is the last thing I do."

"If you want people to look at you differently, make them."

"You can't hide from me! Wherever you are, I will find you!"

"You don't have to be hostile. I know you like me, I can tell."

"You above all people should understand. You've lost love."

"Magic always comes with a price. And now, it's yours to pay."

"If you love them and they love you, they will always find you."

"I believe, given the chance, we can find happiness. Together."

"Sometimes doing a bad thing for a good reason is okay, right?"

"Everyone has a choice, dearie. Just make sure it's the right one."

"You're not alone anymore. I promise you that's all the cure you need."

"You're just… pushing me away because I make you feel guilty. It's okay."

"He took pity on me and let me go. I've been hiding in the forest ever since."

"My gift to you is this happy, happy day. For tomorrow, my real work begins."

"Believing in even the possibility of a happy ending is a very powerful thing."

"Did you ever stop to think that maybe the problem isn't with me, but with you?"

"Soon everything you love, everything all of you love, will be taken from you. Forever."

"I don't want my pain erased. As wretched as it is, I need my pain. It makes me who I am."

"Sometimes it's easier to talk to someone when you don't give a crap what they think."

"You were right about one thing, though… I wanted you to have your best chance. But it's not with me."

"Two people with a common goal can do many things. Two people with a common enemy can do even more."

"And sooner or later, when they find you, and believe me they will find you, you're going to have to answer to them."

"Yeah. I mean, maybe you're doing something wrong, but if it's what's meant to be, if it's what's right, does that really make you a bad person?"

"If you want to change things, you are going to have to go out there and change them yourself, because there are no fairy godmothers in this world."

"What do you think stories are for? These stories? The classics? There's a reason we all know them. They're a way for us to deal with our world. A world that doesn't always make sense."

"You ever walk into a situation where you know exactly what's going to happen, and then you go into it anyway and then when what you're afraid of happens, you kick yourself because you should have known better? But that's just who you are, so you keep punishing yourself?"

[rosesgray]

Claire Danes as Juliet Capulet

in Romeo + Juliet dir. Baz Luhrmann

[promptreverie]

KNOW THYSELF

a series of headcanon questions inspired by rumi's poems

THE GUEST HOUSE

what kinds of emotions does your muse view as unwelcome or inconvenient?

what does gratitude look like in their day-to-day lives?

what's your muse's stance on mindfulness?

WHERE DID THE HANDSOME BELOVED GO?

how likely is your muse to ruminate on the disappearance of people in their lives?

how important is closure to them? can they function without it?

would they ever leave a loved one behind without notice?

TWO KINDS OF INTELLIGENCE

how does your muse define intelligence?

do they consider themselves intelligent? what about in comparison to others?

is the pursuit of knowledge something they deem important?

EVERY DAY I BEAR A BURDEN

what does your muse consider to be a burden in their lives?

how willing are they to take on burdens? will they shoulder another's?

do they believe people are destined to suffer?

who or what do they turn to when they feel overwhelmed?

WHO SAYS WORDS WITH MY MOUTH?

how often does your muse have existential thoughts?

what events might trigger an onslaught of existential thoughts in your muse?

do they feel like they have a purpose in life?

what do they think is missing in their lives?

THIS IS LOVE

how does your muse define love?

what do they see beauty in?

how willing are they to take leaps of faith?

what are some telltale signs that point to them being in love?

[raesource]

angst-y sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

“ I never asked you to save me - I asked you to stay. ”

“ You keep saying you’re fine, but I can still see the blood on your hands. ”

“ Don’t touch me. Everyone I love ends up broken. ”

“ I forgave you the first three times. There won’t be a fourth. ”

“ You weren’t there when I needed you most, so why are you here now? ”

“ I stopped counting the days since you left - turns out forever is shorter than I thought. ”

“ All those promises you made sound like lies when I say them out loud. ”

“ I kept your side of the bed empty for a year. It’s time to admit you’re not coming back. ”

“ You look at me like I’m a ghost, but you’re the one who killed us. ”

“ I would have burned the world down for you. You wouldn’t even cross the street. ”

“ Say it. Say you never loved me so I can finally stop hoping. ”

“ The worst part isn’t that you lied - it’s that I still believed you. ”

“ I practiced smiling in the mirror so you wouldn’t notice I’m falling apart. ”

“ You taught me how to trust again. Thanks for the lesson. ”

“ Every time you walk away, a piece of me goes with you. ”

“ I didn’t lose you. You threw me away the moment someone better came along. ”

“ Stop apologizing. The damage is already done. ”

“ I still reach for you in my sleep and wake up colder than before. ”

“ You said ‘forever’ like it was easy. ”

“ I keep replaying the last time you said my name, trying to hear love in it. ”

“ The silence after you left is louder than any fight we ever had. ”

“ I was ready to die for you. You weren’t even willing to live for me. ”

“ Tell me where it hurts, so I know where to stop touching. ”

“ You moved on so fast I didn’t even get the chance to miss you properly. ”

“ I built my whole world around you, and you just walked out the door without looking back. ”

“ The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves to survive loving you. ”

“ I finally deleted your number. My phone still autocorrects ‘I’m sorry’ to your name. ”

“ You weren’t the villain - you were just cruel with good intentions. ”

“ I hate that I still check if you’re okay when I’m the one bleeding. ”

“ We didn’t break up. We slowly tore each other apart until there was nothing left to save. ”

“ You said you’d never make me cry. Look at me now. ”

“ I keep the voicemail you left the night everything fell apart. I’ve listened to it so many times I know your pauses by heart. ”

“ Loving you feels like drowning in slow motion while you stand on the shore. ”

“ I wasn’t enough to make you stay, but I was enough to make you feel guilty about leaving. ”

“ You came back like nothing happened, but I’m still picking up pieces you don’t even see. ”

“ I stopped leaving the porch light on. You never noticed anyway. ”

“ The saddest part is I still defend you when people ask why I’m not over it. ”

“ You didn’t just break my heart - you broke my ability to believe anyone else. ”

“ I finally understand why you always said ‘don’t get attached.’ You never planned on staying. ”

“ Every happy memory we had now feels like evidence in a crime scene. ”

“ I wish I could hate you. It would hurt less than this. ”

“ You keep asking what you can do to fix this. Start by going back in time. ”

“ I smiled in all the photos so no one would know you were destroying me behind them. ”

“ The hardest part of letting go is realizing you let go first. ”

“ I still flinch when someone says your name like it’s a curse. ”

“ You weren’t a chapter - you were the whole book, and now it’s on fire. ”

“ I didn’t lose feelings. They were murdered, slowly, every time you chose not to choose me. ”

“ I hope one day you look for me in a crowded room and feel what I feel every single day. ”

“ You walked away like it was easy, but I’m still here trying to remember how to breathe without you. ”

“ I finally stopped waiting for you. That’s the closest thing to healing I’ve managed so far. ”

[busyw0man]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆   𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭   𝐢𝐟   𝐢   𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫?

❝   i   know   i’m   too   much.   you   don’t   have   to   say   it.   ❞

❝   you’d   be   so   much   happier   without   me,   wouldn’t   you?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   why   you   stay.   i   wouldn’t.   ❞

❝   i   ruin   everything   i   touch.   ❞

❝   i’m   sorry   for   being   this   way.   i   really   do   try.   ❞

❝   i   can’t   stop   thinking   that   i’m   exhausting   you.   ❞

❝   you   deserve   someone   easier   to   love.   ❞

❝   i   wish   i   knew   how   to   need   less.   feel   less.   be   less.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   fix   myself.   ❞

❝   you   shouldn’t   have   to   hold   me   together   like   this.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   want   to   be   a   burden,   but   i   know   i   am.   ❞

❝   you   love   me   now,   but   what   about   when   i   fall   apart   again?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   want   to   be   the   reason   you’re   tired   all   the   time.   ❞

❝   maybe   i’m   just   too   loud.   too   sensitive.   too   complicated.   ❞

❝   i   think   i   make   everything   harder.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   be   okay.   and   that’s   not   fair   to   you.   ❞

❝   i’m   scared   i’m   gonna   push   you   away.   ❞

❝   i   hate   this   version   of   me.   and   i’m   scared   you   will   too.   ❞

❝   i   keep   waiting   for   the   moment   you   finally   get   tired   of   me.   ❞

❝   it’s   okay   if   you   want   to   leave.   i’d   understand.   ❞

❝   i   always   end   up   being   the   person   people   walk   away   from.   ❞

❝   i   can’t   keep   pretending   i’m   easy   to   love.   ❞

❝   i   see   it   in   your   eyes, how   tired   you   are   of   me.   ❞

❝   maybe   if   i   was   quieter,   softer,   easier…   maybe   then   you’d   stay.   ❞

❝   you   say   you   love   me,   but   how   long   until   you   don’t?   ❞

❝   i   feel   like   i’m   breaking   your   heart   just   by   being   who   i   am.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   think   i   know   how   to   exist   without   apologizing   for   it.   ❞

❝   i   keep   waiting   for   you   to   wake   up   and   realize   i’m   not   worth    this.   ❞

❝   i   talk   too   much.   i   cry   too   much.   i   feel   too   much.   ❞

❝   why   would   anyone   want   to   stay   with   someone   like   me?   ❞

❝   you   keep   saying   you’re   fine,   but   i   know   i’m   too   much.   ❞

❝   if   i   start   to   spiral   again,   will   you   still   be   here?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   be   anything   other   than   overwhelming.   ❞

❝   loving   me   looks   like   a   burden   on   you.   i   can   see   it.   ❞

❝   what   if   i   never   get   better?   what   if   this   is   all   i   am?   ❞

❝   i   hate   that   i   need   reassurance   just   to   feel   okay.   ❞

❝   you   shouldn’t   have   to   love   me   through   this.   ❞

❝   it’s   not   your   job   to   fix   me.   i   don’t   want   to   ruin   you   too.   ❞

❝   it   hurts   more   when   you   don’t   say   anything.   ❞

❝   i   wish   i   could   disappear   before   you   stop   loving   me.   ❞

❝   i’m   not   trying   to   push   you   away.   i   just…   don’t   want   you   to   regret   staying.   ❞

❝   i   think   i’m   just   too   complicated   to   keep.   ❞