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date & time: january 15th, 01:34 location: slytherin common room status: @pcrkinscns / ( send ↺ for my muse to lie to yours. )
she’s covered in snow, which is melting on her skin faster than she’d like, and everything hurts. tracey knows she shouldn’t fly out in the dark, especially when the weather is like this – but she still feels the high of the height, the rush of the wind, the freezing cold. the cold is never kind, never forgiving, never considerate. the cold does not look at her in pity, so she welcomes it every time it ambushes her. her mother hated whenever she and her father went out flying during winter breaks – she didn’t like the cold, ever – but philip would always make sure they’d land safely before sunset, before anything bad could happen to them. tracey likes the persistence of danger, and she’s good enough at flying that nothing really bad happens to her – a couple of bruises here and there, nothing a quick spell can fix. well – until.
the weather is particularly insistent on not allowing her to fly high, tonight – but she pushes, anyway. she pushes and pushes and thinks of nothing at all. but the wind pushes back, and next thing she knows, she’s flying downwards with no control of her broom at all – the landing is not smooth, and the sharp pain in her ribs indicate that something is at least injured. it is well after midnight – she hasn’t been caught just yet, but if she limps her way over to the hospital wing, she might as well announce that she’s breaking curfew, every other night. she used to know these things – who would be patrolling at what hour – but she no longer cares. to hell with it. let the carrows take her, she doesn’t have anything to stop her from putting up a fight anymore, does she?
she makes her way to the common room, as quietly as she can. she leaves a trail of wet patches behind her, limping only slightly. a quick mutter of the password later, tracey feels the ironic warmth of the dungeons surround her – she walks a couple of steps, before seeing pansy, and falling flat on her face. she will later deny any connection of the two events, but right now, she can only think of the pain in her sides – correction, everywhere. she shouts, almost: “fuck!” and then gets up, inelegantly, leaning against the wall to her left. “i’m! fine! merlin’s sake,” and turns towards pansy, smiling as best she can – “i was just out – for a walk. air. you know. gets claustrophobic down here.”
Wrapped in nothing but a robe, a barefooted Pansy Parkinson tiptoes across the common room, feet curling at the cold. You’d think, seven years later, she’d be used to it - the near-permanent chill in their common room. Deep in the dungeons, enclosed by a lake - a hearty warmth never was on the agenda for Slytherin. But that isn’t the only cold that penetrates them.
The days might grow longer, but her relationship with Tracey has yet to fully thaw.
It’s been too long now. It’s almost at the point of ridiculousness, the two of them.
Arching a quizzical eyebrow at Tracey’s appearance and then...her spectacular fall, amusement triumphs over pride. Giggling, Pansy clasps a hand over her lips. It isn’t right to laugh at her. But as far as she can tell, the girl isn’t dead. So she will.
“What’s up with the peg leg?” Mellowed out, Pansy begins to forget the quasi-argument between them. Perhaps there’s a little less ice in the world after all. “Or is this the part where you lull me into a patient-nurse roleplay? Because it’s a little too kinky, even for me.” Eventually, she figures she should probably make sure Tracey’s ok.
“Risking detention? How very bold.”
daphnevivienne:
I love you.
Those words swallowed her up and enveloped her. The jealously melting away in favour of the warmth that started in her heart and spread through her, pulsing within her and making her think that maybe all of the hurt and heartbreak that came before was all just something leading up to this moment. That this was some big, dramatic, romantic revelation that would flip everything. It was the words that Daphne had longed to hear falling from Pansy’s lips, and her stomach flipped. It felt so surreal, and it took her a moment to really register and confirm to herself that she was indeed hearing what she thought she was hearing. “I could never hate you.” The words were spoken like a promise, a soft whisper while her hand came to cup Pansy’s cheek, her thumb smoothing along her soft skin and Daphne’s eyes falling on her lips. She had imagined those lips against hers all too many times, and she wondered how they would really feel against her own. “I love you too.” Her lips felt better than Daphne could have ever imagined. It felt like a fairytale - the vision of fireworks set off in the back of her mind. Unable to stop herself from smiling against Pansy’s lips while she kissed her. She had never smiled into a kiss before.
I love you too.
At first, there’s something like relief - a knot uncoiled inside her chest, a warmth flooding her bones, releasing a breath she hadn’t known she was holding. She loves Daphne - and Daphne loves her in return. They are linked, the same two people they’ve been since girlhood. They have grown, not apart, but together. Nothing can sever them. Daphne’s touch feels life safety and her arms feel like home. For so long, she’s been taught not to burrow yourself in someone - that it is weakness, that it will only get you hurt. But not with Daphne.
It’s momentary, this respite - a brief flicker of light.
And then, there are lips.
Daphne’s lips.
In the moment, all she can register is surprise.
(Later, there are details, ones she hadn’t thought she remembered. Like the softness of Daphne’s lips. The former shakiness of her breath, now stabilised. Or the intensity of her embrace, as if this was forever realised. Or the way it felt a little bit like inevitability, their lives leading up to this moment.)
(Even later, she will apologise for this moment over and over, will a time-turner into her grasp, so that she might go back and do it over. A first kiss should feel like fireworks, not failure).
She’d be lying if she said she didn’t kiss back - hesitantly so. At the time, she tells herself it’s instinct. Someone kisses you. You kiss them back. But that isn’t true, is it? Then again, she’s spun herself so tightly into a web of lies, that there’s no way out.
But a moment later, reality sinks in. Daphne is kissing her. This is a lesson in miscommunication. She doesn’t want this. Shouldn’t. Can’t.
Not every girl has to fall in love with her best friend, what sort of cliche is that?
Gently, but all at once, Pansy pulls away. They are trapped in the moment. She cannot wish herself away. Won’t. She’s confused. Her instinct calls upon her to run. But she can’t inflict that cruelty upon Daphne - not upon this girl, with hope brimming in her eyes and a smile that is only just beginning to fade, anxious and concerned.
“Daphne...” And it feels like a cliche - because you always say someone’s name before you’re about to break their heart. “I love you.” Ah. So that’s where it all went wrong. She should stop saying that, stop speaking her truth. But what is the truth? That she loves Daphne in every way - but one? “I do. So much. You’re the only person who makes me feel like I’m living. Like I’m human. Like I’m worthy. But - “ She half thinks about lying. It would be easier. But she can’t. Even if it turns out not to be a lie at all. “Not like that. You’re my best friend. My soulmate but...” She can’t bring herself to finish the sentence. Pulling away, she opens up distance between them.
“I didn’t know...that you felt...like that about me.”
daphnevivienne:
She was hurt. Again, scorned by a girl she probably shouldn’t have kissed. Daphne should’ve learned after kissing Sally-Anne that maybe, just maybe, kissing her friends was a bad idea - and yet, here she was again, back in the same position. Except for this time, Pansy was still talking to her, just ignoring that anything had happened between them. While Pansy seemed content to think that nothing was wrong, Daphne couldn’t do it. Her chest ached when she looked at Pansy, and no amount of liquor could dampen that feeling.
Her words frustrated her. All those people you kissed? What gave her the right to give her shit about it? Had Daphne been sober, she would’ve swallowed it all down. She would’ve played along with Pansy and tried to move on - to move forward - now knowing for sure that there was absolutely no chance for them to happen. But, that wasn’t the case. “It’s not them I’m trying to forget about,” Daphne spoke bitterly. She knew she had no reason to be mad at Pansy, but being angry was easier than being sad.
Pansy was surprised to feel tensions touch. It seemed to corrupt every friendship she had ever had - Millicent, Tracey...and now her. Daphne. The one person Pansy swore to never hurt, the one girl she had known she loved. Pansy just hadn’t thought there was more than one way to love a best friend. And she certainly hadn’t imagined it to be in the direction it was. She wasn’t worthy of a love like Daphne’s - unconditional and pure. Rotten to the core, Pansy knew she’d break everything she touched. It would be a crime to shatter Daphne into a thousand pieces.
So she didn’t - couldn’t - feel the same way.
“Daph...come on.” Half way between irritation and pleading, Pansy looked at her best friend with longful eyes, willing the pair of them to move past this, to go back in time...to the way things used to be. “It’s not...” How did she want to finish that sentence? My fault? Right? The right time? In the end, she settled for neither. “...It was nothing. It has to be nothing.” As soon as the words left her mouth, Pansy knew she had chosen them wrong, could almost feel the winching in them both. “I didn’t mean that. I just...we can’t be stuck in this place forever.”
WHEN: 25 January 1997, 23:25pm WHERE: Hufflepuff common room WHO: @daphnevivienne
Swiping the last bottle of firewhiskey from the designated ‘free for all’ shelf, Pansy stumbled across the room, bleary-eyed in her pursuit for Daphne. Logically, deep down, she knew it was the furthest thing from a good idea. There was...something there, an unspoken tension and weight at the core of them. But in a blaze of alcohol, she no longer saw it. Or cared. One of the two. It was a struggle to remember which one.
Spotting the familiar figure from across the room (Daphne was memorised, every single part of her devoured and cherished), Pansy bounded up to her, thrusting the bottle into her grip. “Lookie what I stole. You should probably get half a dozen down into you.” Leading by example, Pansy drained the drink from her glass. “I mean - judging by all those people you kissed in spin-the-bottle, you’re gonna need enough so that you don’t remember it the next day.”
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With the end of the night not yet upon them, Pansy was rapidly ahead of the curve, stumbling around and stealing every unguarded bottle of...look it didn’t matter what was in there, so long as it was alcoholic...she could find. Spotting Tracey across the room, Pansy felt a silent siren song tug her over, a toxic mixture of guilt, appreciation, sorrow and anger precariously close to spilling over. “Trace - “ She hissed, barely audible above the music. “Trace.” That did the trick. Swinging the bottles of something (the words were too blurry to make out), Pansy pushed one into her grip. “Don’t say I never did anything for ya.” As if one bottle of stolen booze would make up for months of betrayal. Smile flickering and then diminished all together, Pansy stared at Tracey, as if for the first time. “I’m a really shit person. You shouldn’t bother with me. I shouldn’t bother with you. It would be so much easier if I hated you. But I know you’ll hate me. One day. Maybe soon. So - I guess that’s good enough for both of us, huh?”
zcbni:
Blaise managed a small laugh as he caught the cushion with a small ‘oomph’. “Good genes, not my fault.” He grinned, though the smile didn’t stay on his face for too long as they went back to the rather difficult subject of one Theodore Nott. It wasn’t as though he needed Pansy’s approval but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t want it - after all, there was no one else’s (and he meant that quite seriously) opinion he valued more than hers around here. “Good people are hard to come by,” he muttered with a small huff, feeling his ears turn just a little pink at her comment.
Smitten. Who would have ever thought Blaise Zabini would ever get here?
“Talking to him is harder than you’re making it sound. Have you tried talking to him?” He challenged. “Exactly. And what would I even tell him? Hey, Theo, I will you let me s –”
But even in the midst of his personal dilemma, the way Pansy sounded today didn’t go over his head and he came to an abrupt halt, tilting his head to the side. “I may be right? You’re not dying, are you?” He asked, “I could actually use a good story right now. Pretty please?”
It had been several minutes now - and Pansy was still processing. She probably would be for a whole lot longer. And would possibly need several drinks for it to really cement in her mind. “Believe me, I know. I didn’t figure out he was capable of anything other than grunting until fourth year. I lumped him in with the same category as Crabbe and Goyle. Except, you know, lonelier.” It really was such an odd pairing. Opposites attract? Perhaps.
She was almost envious. It would have been nice to...feel that way about someone, stomach butterflies and all. Pansy hadn’t felt like that since fourth year, since Draco. Some days, she didn’t think she ever would again. It was harder to make peace with than you might have thought.
“Fine. But you owe me a bottle of firewhiskey.” Before he could protest, she stuck up a finger. “That’s just how it is chum.” Picking herself up, Pansy moved over to the empty seat next to him, hushing her tone so that they couldn’t be overheard. “There’s two things actually. One you’ll find hysterical and the other that...really confused me.” The first was twin related, the second? Daphne.
“So - I’m sure you remember my vivid confession about how I’m sleeping with Padma Patil? Well. It turns out she’s a generous girl, likes to let her twin pilfer her wardrobe. And being that they’re identical...” She trailed off. “I’ll let you fill in the blanks.”
A few drinks were enough for Sophie to seemingly forget that she hated Pansy long enough to walk over to her - pressing a sweet kiss to her cheek. "You might be a bitch, no, no you definitely are a bitch. But you're so pretty." Sophie cooed, patting Pansy's other cheek lightly.
Grimacing as Sophie approached her, things quickly went from bad to worse. Wrinkling her face in disgust as the Gryffindor felt compelled by some (mistaken) desire to kiss her cheek, Pansy immediately wiped the lipstick off her face, shooting daggers in the mouse’s direction. “I know I am.” Tossing her hair behind one shoulder, Pansy prodded the (clearly) drunk girl, gently pushing her away. “Now please get the fuck away from me.”
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Formerly confident in her choice, Pansy’s smile faltered at Seamus’ request. Outraged, she launched into an attack. “What sort of bullshit dare is that?” Shaking her head in disgust, she eyed the Hufflepuff’s in the circle filthily. “I blame all of you for this. You let the badgers throw a party and suddenly everyone forgets that a dare is supposed to have an element of danger in it.” Rolling her eyes, Pansy grabbed her drink. “My answer is no by the way. I’d literally rather swallow my own tongue.”
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Having hit the point where her words were beginning to slur and the filter in her brain, the mechanism that decided between secrecy and expression, was beginning to disintegrate. Spotting Morag at her side - Pansy jumped up in glee. “Oh, you finally decided to stop being b o r i n g!” Leaning in, she lowered her tone, beckoning the ravenclaw to come closer. “Okay. You cannot, can. not. tell anyone this. but - “ A pause for dramatic effect. “I like you. Not like - like - you. Like jeez. I have some taste y’know?” With great effort, she chased the straw in her drink, struggling to bring it to her lips. “But like - you’re chill. I mean, your personality is pretty much the opposite of chill. And you’re not cool. At all. But I like you. And we’re friends. Which, really sucks from where I’m standing. But whatever.”
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The news struck her in waves - first, surprise. How the hell did she not realize her own best friend was into girls as well? Daphne had been able to figure out practically every other girl in their year except the one that she was the closest too. There was a sick irony to that - but following that, came relief - she liked girls, which meant for the first time Daphne felt like maybe just maybe she had a shot with Pansy. A chance that had never presented itself before. Something that felt like a fleeting fantasy suddenly had some sort of grounding in reality. But then, came the jealousy. Maybe she wouldn’t have that chance because, of course, Pansy was only telling her this news because she was having some sort of affair. Then came the anger - Pansy had gotten mad at her about Lisa and she didn’t think to tell her this? “You’re right. You should’ve.” Daphne’s hands stilled in her hair. “You should’ve known that I, of all people, wouldn’t have cared that you like girls, Pansy. Are you really that dense?” She’d come to regret her coldness later, but for now, Daphne felt she had the right to be a little icy with her. “I’m not going to rat you out, Pansy.” Daphne was a little offended by the insinuation. Burning like salt in the wound. “I don’t know why you didn’t trust me until you thought the word was going to break out. As if hearing it as a last resort makes it at all better than hearing through the grapevine.”
She wouldn’t lie, she hadn’t been expecting this. Pansy had thought there would be tenderness and soft words and comfort. Not...ice. Not her best friend, frozen and almost...detached from the situation. Sitting with the pieces of her own heart in her hands, Pansy desperately searched for a scrap of validation, anything that would tell her the situation wasn’t hopeless, that Daphne was in her corner, that her best friend was by her side.
“I -” Desperately, she searched for an excuse. Something, anything - to make her seem more human. Because in a way, it was unforgivable. In so many ways. In the end, she settled on the truth. “I was scared.” Something she’d never admit to anyone but her best friend. An honesty so unholy, she wished it melted on her tongue, never to be spoken of again. “I didn’t want anything to change. I just - “
Fear. How did you explain fear?
“I’m sorry.” She didn’t do apologies. But for Daphne, she would. Pride meant nothing when it came for to the love of Daphne Greengrass. “I just couldn’t. I just couldn’t tell you - because...well...”
Later, Pansy would regret her words and think back on how misleading they were. And how they weren’t, all at the same time.
Afraid, deathly afraid, by the look on Daphne’s face - and her tone, Pansy crumbled. “Because You’re my best friend, Daph. My...my everything. You’re the only thing I can’t lose. You mean more to me than anything - anyone - else. And I didn’t want it all to change. Not all at once.” Pulling backwards, Pansy stared her best friend in the face, into her eyes, into her very being. What did Daphne see as she looked back? She almost didn’t want to know.
“I love you. Okay? I love you. And I just...I couldn’t change that. I couldn’t change the way you look at me. Please say you don’t hate me.”
rvncorns:
it was strange: the familial ties that bound noah to anyone with shared name had long since frayed and snapped, but still there was a sense of obligation that lingered within him. maybe not to care ( though it would be a lie to say there wasn’t a small, small part of him that didn’t ), but instead just to know. he didn’t think that would ever go away, no matter how far he got from them, no matter how much he knew he disgusted them. noah rolled his eyes at her comment, ignoring the sting of it, his expression staying cool. there was no point in letting her know how much his family’s resentment actually hurt him, not when it could only be ammunition to be used at a later time. “ just call us siblings of the year, why don’t you ? ” the quip was quick. he didn’t want to dwell on it too much. “ we both know what we know, pansy, alleged or not. ” it was harsh of him to think that the retaliation the slytherin fourth years faced just wasn’t enough. it came from a part of him he didn’t like to acknowledge often, a part as cold and callous and cruel as the rest of his family. if it were fostered, maybe he’d be more of a slytherin, more of a runcorn — but he didn’t want that. “ and i think if they were given the option for a do-over, they wouldn’t hesitate in making the same choice. ” harsh. likely true.
Disturbed by the chilliness at her side, Pansy frowned in Noah’s direction. She had thought she was a bitch - but at least she distinguished between family and the rest of the world. Family, blood or otherwise, were the ones you died for, the ones you killed for, the ones you lived and bled for. Noah seemed content with throwing his under a bus. “Don’t be a dick. You’re starting to sound a little Carrow like. They’re kids too.” Children who had done a terrible thing, inflicting unimaginable pain. Children who had been hit by karma, harder than any wickedness they could inflict. Children who would wear the marks of what they had done for an eternity. Like all of them, in one way or another. “They wouldn’t. I’d say that got made crystal clear to them.” Pansy would know, she was the one teaching the lesson. Annoyed by Noah’s constant lingering, she arched an eyebrow. “Are you going to continue to linger here like a bad smell, or do you have an actual point to make?”
moragmac:
“Oh, please. I’m not that bad.” Morag didn’t fully believe her words, but over the years she’d become excellent at pushing down her insecurities. She’d skillfully fooled herself and most people around her into believing that her confidence was real. Sometimes she thought it might just be. “I’m not forcing you to be here, after all.” There was a cocky smirk on her lips. She’d missed the feeling of tipsiness.
Her coat was off, and then her shoes, too. Morag started speeding up the process. She didn’t care much if Pansy saw her in her underwear — there now was a point to be proven, after all. More to herself than to Pansy, in all honesty. Her body craved for a reminder that she was alive. That her heart was beating and that it all meant something, still. “Oh, you don’t have to come. I’d just really appreciate it if you could tell –” my family. “– Megan.” Morag’s face stiffened, for a moment, her mind jumping to the thought of her funeral without her siblings and parents present. She pulled her jumper over her head, and then her shirt. “But don’t worry. I doubt the lake will kill me.”
“Thank you for reminding me that I have exactly...no idea why I am here.” Funny, Pansy was indeed too drunk to trace the pathway of this evening - and when exactly she had decided it was a grand idea to split a bottle of firewhiskey with Morag. Pansy had always imagined her to be the dutiful church going girl, incapable of letting her hair down and letting loose. Apparently, she was being proven wrong. If Morag kept this up...then she might be forced to hang out with her...sober.
The cold beginning to bite - and no knack with nifty heating charms to keep her warm - Pansy fished a crumbled packet of cigarettes from her bra, lighting one to distract herself from Morag peeling layer after layer. Pansy didn’t want to stare - but Morag was pretty fit, she wouldn’t lie.
Drawing in deeply, Pansy sucked the smoke into her lungs. “You realise that everyone will think I’ve murdered you. Big bad bitch and all.” She was pretty sure that the pair of them both knew she wasn’t capable of that. Funny, Pansy never thought Morag would be the one to peel back her layers, one at a time. “I might even let them think that, if it’ll keep them away.”
Silently impressed, Pansy shook her head - half in awe half in irritation - as Morag ran in.
daphnevivienne:
Daphne had no idea what to make of Pansy’s confession. She couldn’t imagine her doing anything wrong - something that would lead to even the Carrow’s tearing her apart. It just seemed so unlike the girl she knew and loved. She curled her arms tighter around Pansy. “I’m sure whatever it is can’t be that bad,” Daphne assured her gently, of course, she didn’t know the truth about it. “And whatever it is, you won’t lose me at least.” She could promise her that much - no matter what Pansy was facing. Daphne was determined to stand by her side. She twirled a lock of Pansy’s hair around her finger, looking down towards her with a curious tilt of her head. “What happened?” Her voice was hardly above a whisper as she asked her the question - allowing Pansy as much time as she needed to tell her.
Voice scarcely louder than a whisper, she looked at Daphne with as much softness as she could muster. “You promise?” Because it’s the only thing keeping me anchored. Because you’ve been here for me since the dawn of time - and I don’t know how to be without you. Because your place in my life is the only thing I’ve ever been sure of. Those things she left silent - hoping that the look she gave Daphne could explain them.
“I...I” Where to begin? Back in September? With Padma? In a broom cupboard? She wasn’t ready to name names yet, not when there was Tracey to think of. Pansy at least owed her the truth first. “There was a girl. We...we’ve been hooking up since September. Nothing...serious or anything, Just sex.” Pausing to catch her breath, Pansy let the heart of what she was trying to say exhale. “I guess - I guess what I’m trying to say is that I - I like girls too. Their soft lips. Their curves. Their tits.” Meeting Daphne’s gaze once more, Pansy searched for approval. “You get it, right?”
Fearful at the absence of validation, she pushed on. “I should have told you months ago. I guess I was just...ashamed.” But not for the reason you think. Because it was Padma. And maybe a little for the reason you think. “But I think I’m just going to own it. All of it. Fuck the Carrows and their...heteronormative pureblood cultured asses.” Eyes darting around, she leaned in. “Obviously, don’t tell them I said that.”
zcbni:
Leave it up to Pansy to catch onto it just like that - which, on a normal day, wasn’t a bad thing but right now, he didn’t know how to feel about it. “Panse,” he hisses back at her blunt wording, following her lead and looking around the room. “No - yes - I guess? I’m not worried if he’s gay,” he sighs, and falls back onto the cushion behind him. “It’s not like I haven’t slept with a ‘straight’ bloke before.” And truthfully, he was rather confident in his ability to sweet-talk anyone back to his bed if he decided he wanted to go after someone but with Theo? With Theo, there were a million other things that mattered.
“Merlin, when you put it like that,” he scowls, regretting saying much at all in the first place. But the thing was, she wasn’t wrong, was she? “I think…that underneath it all that he’s a good person.” And even that sounds awful when it leaves him and he groans again.
“Yeah, okay, I like him, alright? And I don’t know what the hell he’s thinking half the time because he’s impossible to read.” Blaise mutters, and glances over at Pansy again for a moment. “This isn’t me asking for advice, by the way. Not sure you’d be the best person to go to anyway. No offense.”
Groaning audibly, Pansy tossed the cushion to the side of her across to him, hitting him squarely in the chest. “Okay. We get it. You’re incredibly attractive.” Rolling her eyes playfully, she turned back to the situation at hand. Which hadn’t become any less strange over the past ten seconds. Probably wouldn’t ever be, if she was being honest. Who found self-hatred that sexy?
“A good person? Lame.” If she was being honest, she was inclined to agree. A few months ago, she might have said otherwise, but recently Pansy had come to...appreciate Theo, in an odd and uncertain way. He certainly wasn’t a friend - and she couldn’t judge if he was good. But he was an ally. And these days, you could use as many of those as you could get.
“Look at you. You’re practically smitten. It’s equal parts cute and nauseating.” If she was focusing on Blaise - and his happiness - then it veered towards the former. “Hey - here’s a new concept. Have you tried talking to him?” She would have added a comment about how Blaise was a hot shot compared to Theo and that of course Theo would take him, but it wasn’t like his ego needed pumping anymore. “Normally, I’d tell you to fuck off. But today...you may be right. And yes - there’s a story there, but I’m not sure you deserve it.”
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“I could take you in a duel,” Theo says, mostly to be annoying. It’s not something he’s ever been inclined to try out, hasn’t really been a need. He’s not much of a duelling person anyway. The snort that comes out of him at her next words is an ugly noise that comes out louder than he intended. “Didn’t peg you for the optimist here, Pansy. The war seems like it’s getting worse, and we’ve only got a few months until we’re done with this school.”
“Yeah. Probably. But I could take you down in every other arena and you know it. You’re more...brains over brawn. And that’s me being generous about it.” You’d think, given her personality, she’d be better at duelling. But Pansy had always been better at knives in the night, secret acts of sabotage, as opposed to anything so...direct. “What happens next then? I become someone’s little wife, you get a tattoo?” She tried to keep her tone light, as if the situation wasn’t one they both feared. “I suppose being ground to dust by the patriarchy is better than...well, you get it.”