beautiful day to think about what you had and can no longer have

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@pcyums
beautiful day to think about what you had and can no longer have
i hate when you google a word and some fucking company comes up instead. Do you think you are more important than the english dictionary you piece of shit corporation
hate when someone asks how are you and you say good how are you and they say "oh not so great" or something. it's always like ohh okay i see we're being honest i thought we were playing pretend. can i have a do-over
do i piss you off platonically. are you mad at me forever as a friend
i think there’s actually nothing better than being randomly told “I love you” after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I’m a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought “of course you would do that. I love you.”. No better feeling
I feel like if i stare enough at our chat, I would be creating some kind of telepathy and you would sense my yearning for you.
I wanted you to be mine, while you wanted to be someone else's
People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness
"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally
knowing i was genuine on my end is all that matters
"Why didn't they just communicate?? They're so stupid!" Have you considered that communicating with someone you love and value and don't want to hurt is scary and that vulnerability takes practice and that perfect characters with perfect words make the most boring stories of all
stop playing it cool, just be passionate and intense and insane and whoever sticks around is meant for you
no matter how hard i try i will always be that little girl wondering why everyone is better friends with eachother than her and begging to be loved
in another life we're all on the playground sitting by the fence in the grass together and we all have eachother. maybe not here but somewhere it wasn't like this.
stalk my shit you freak i thought you loved me
I am lowkey unfit for human interaction
they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"
if i was immortal killing myself would be my hobby and like i truly believe it would fix something in me. i do
therapist would not like this one
they should invent 7 hours between 10pm and midnight