Ana Pez

Seamos realistas, pidamos lo imposible

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Ayer escuché la canción... nuestra canción; después vi tus ojos y tú cuerpo entero bailando en mis pensamientos como brisa que toca suave y sin darte cuenta.

Pensé en la que entonces era tu mujer, creo que era yo, o soy... Pensé en esa casa, en esa ropa; el suéter que no debía ser usado, la sudadera de Londres con la que me fotografiabas. Los muebles y el olor de las sábanas cuando despertaba en tu regazo.

Y después todo explotó, todas las ideas volaron alrededor de mi mente cuál tornado. El asiento de autobús que siempre elegía para ir a verte, escuchando las canciones que me dedicabas regreso a casa. El dibujo que te hice, el único que regalé; y el último.

El duelo, la revanchas, el miedo y la herida. Los reclamos de mis amigas cuando me despedí de ti en la cafetería, no debí haberme acercado a ti.

El tiempo que se detiene y avanza veloz al mismo tiempo... el hueco en mi pecho.

Tus manos, tu cuerpo, los desvelos; el futuro eterno pero finito al mismo tiempo.

Y de nuevo el dolor y el sudor en mis manos cuando pienso tantito en ti... La vida que no vuelve y tú recuerdo que es eterno.

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Inesperado

¿Recuerdas cuando te llamé "mejor amigo", recuerdas cuando gritaba que eras mi "hombre inalcanzable", "amor de mis amores", que eras "inigualable"?

Yo tampoco... pareciera que entre un segundo y otro pasaron eternas horas en las que escuché voces gritando cuánto me has decepcionado.

Te lo di todo, mis sueños, mis verdades, mis pasiones, te dediqué cada victoria y te amo... Te amé más que a nadie.

Si... Te lo di todo y me lo arrebataste con una sonrisa perversa en la cara, ¡tan fácil! con tu corazón hipócrita, observando mi tristeza; bajando la mirada con tal de no sentir lástima por mi, por todo lo que te creí.

Sé que sabes lo que siento, sabes también cómo me quema el pecho por el dolor que me haces sentir, y a ella; conoces mis preocupaciones, y aunque pienses que voy a caer, déjame decirte que en eso te equivocaste.

Con la fuerza de mi llanto estoy gritando gracias a la vida, veo hacia el cielo devorando nuevos sueños por alcanzar, lejos de ti, sin tu ayuda, sin ataduras.

Vete pues de mi, y puedes o no llevar contigo tus cosas, la verdad es que, si las dejaras, estaré contenta de tener un recuerdo constante de lo fuerte que soy y de que un minuto sin ti, vale la felicidad entera.

No vuelvas papá.

#divorce #love #pareja #padre #divorcio #infidelidad #despedida #decepcion #novuelvas

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Cierra la puerta y se va con un peso menos de encima #barbieperra 😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/BvdqyB4BMK0zL0Z5c71fz-zzTmqHau0b63hU3k0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lvhrl4iepia4

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The Manager says...

“Consultor, dice el Gerente de Proyectos que se siente perdido por que no sabe en qué puesto se le ha colocado, no tiene definidas sus actividades, porque usted no ha hecho su trabajo con él, no lo ha buscado ni ayudado”. 

Error 1. El Gerente de Proyectos tiene boca y cerebro, no se meta en el área que no le incumbe para abogar por una persona de la cual no conoce sus tiempos y actividades. 

Error 2. Cualquier tipo de inconveniente con un consultor, con un operador, con un Gerente, o cualquier miembro de la empresa se hace en PRIVADO, no en medio de una junta importante. 

Error 3. Sino conoce los procesos en los que se ha trabajado con el otro Gerente, omita sus comentarios para no verse como entrometido. 

Error 4. Sino ha entregado resultados esperados de su propia área, dirija su atención hacia la misma, no hacia la de los demás. 

Qué SI debe hacer un GERENTE:

- Hacer un análisis de su desempeño y de los resultados que ha dado en su área 

- Tener humildad para escuchar sus áreas de oportunidad y recibir o pedir el apoyo del Consultor 

- Comunicar en privado y de manera objetiva cualquier descontento que tenga con los servicios que se le estén brindando  

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Memorias de un consultor

He aquí mis comentarios de lo aprendido en cada junta con clientes 

Lo llamaré: “Acciones que NO debe hacer un GERENTE de cualquier empresa de cualquier DEPARTAMENTO al que pertenezca”. 

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La despedida

Estoy parada entre dos caminos tratando de entender si aún con todo el daño que me hiciste mereces que te dé una explicación antes de marcharme, o si solo mereces que cierre la puerta y no de vuelta atrás, así sin palabras, sin verte a la cara.

Tengo en los puños las ganas de arrancarme los recuerdos lindos y las promesas que me hiciste. Los viajes, las aventuras, todo lo que hemos dejado atrás; ya ni siquiera puedo nombrarlo, al principio fue aventura, después pasamos al enamoramiento, tocamos el amor (al menos yo lo hice)... después llegamos a este punto infinito que no tiene nombre, pero se propagó velozmente, tan rápido que ardimos juntos y ahora ya no hay un "nosotros".

Fuiste el punto de quiebre para mí alma, fuiste la gota que derramó el vaso que estuve atascando durante más de cinco años; sino hubiera Sido por ti, tal vez seguiría estancada. Así que gracias, por recordarme lo valiosa que es mi compañía, gracias por gritarme y desgarrarme tan fuerte que cuando sentí el ardor en mi piel, recordé que estoy viva y que el tiempo perdido lo puedo recuperar en este segundo... Sin ti.

Gracias por dejarme ver a través de tu alma, y saber que no eres tú quien me pueda acompañar en la aventura más maravillosa del mundo, existir.

Deseo que recibas el amor que eres capaz de dar.

Muy feliz, te envío este fragmento de nuestra relación al que nombré como "la #despedida".

Siempre sonriente,

ASPH

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It is happening, you are running to the other side... 

out of my mind, out of my heart... 

We will be stragers soon. 

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Video

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Change management conclusions

I am too much attached to my family so the most difficult changes that I’ve lived are when I leave my home and family, first when I went to CONADE at fourteen years old and then when I went to University at Puebla. In both cases I presented a negative attitude to cope the situation. I thought that I can live without support of my family and this because I was accustomed to follow orders and I didn’t know how to decide by me a lot of things. Even simple things that what kind of food I should eat or how to organize my free time. I was very dependent of my family. So I found the negative part of everything that was new to me.

I conclude that changed is good to improve, is good to mature and to grow personally. It is important to be more responsible, organized and independent. So I know that is not easy to be away from your family or friends but I know that I can lead change because I know it positive side, I think that change let people or organizations to improve and I know that it is necessary a little risk and feel little nervous or scared but it develops the responsibility, the effort that I put to everything that we do and that sometimes we leave somethings that are accustomed to get better things.

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COMMITTMENT LETTER

I am engaged with the leader that I want to be, she may to transcend in people. She should act like good citizen, she going to practice values that help to improve her own person and at the same time can help others to improve, acting free and responsible, being a support for others and with actions show to others that she can do whatever she wants with effort. When others try to do the best for themselves to get their goals because they saw that she could. That’s the leader that I am transforming.

I am preparing constantly with new information, I have open mind to understand other people, major that I have never interested to me, I am practicing listen, watching and speaking skills when I am talking with family, friends, even with new people. Every day I have tried to learn something new. I understand that I love do the best of me in everything that I do but I understand that results don’t depend only in me and that has helped to me to feel a little stress in the school or in competition. I am working hard to be the leader that I want but I am relax and I am enjoying life.

Strategies are organization, discipline, positive attitude, write down every though and idea that I have in my mind, try everything that I want to do and always try the best performance that I can.

I want to be socially responsible giving thanks because of I have food, home, clothes, family, love, health… but always I have the opportunity to listen someone that I need to be listened I will be there to help them. Always I have the opportunity to give some food or money to someone that really needs I’ll do it. I think that little actions like stop the car when someone wants to cross the street can make change in our society and I like to do little actions to change society.

Improve my skills to exploit my abilities, I wish to be a leader that I want but not only in Tae kwon do, I want to be these leader even in school. Of course I want to be my own business, a foundation and I want to work in something that I love.

Finally I want to be remembered as a happy girl, the smiling girl that always have a smile to everybody, to every challenged even when she was sad. The girl that never stopped to try to do the best of her. I want that people think in determination, positivism, laughing, happiness, change, help, strength, effort and philanthropy when someone say my name.

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MOTIVATION TEST RESULTS

Motivación por el poder: 14%

Motivación por afiliación al grupo: 44%

Motivación por realización personal: 42% 

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RESULTS FROM STRESS DIAGNOSIS AND PERSONAL STRATEGIES TO DEAL WITH STRESSORS

·         FIRST PART: 

46 % laboral stressors

35 % personal and familiar stressors

11 % ambiental stressors 

STRATEGIES: 

- Use an agenda to be more organized 

- Write down all homework and responsabilities to do it. 

- Try to do the best performance and do not care about future results. 

- Focus on one homework at time. 

·         SECOND PART:

30 % Personality type A -->  Most vulnerable to stress 

70 % Personality type B --> little vulnerable to stress 

STRATEGIES:

I am competitive, responsible and tenacious, characteristics of personality type A. These adjectives are part of me but they strees me a lot. May be I should be focus in my performance instead of worrie about results or worrie about the abilities that have others and compare me with them. 

 ·         THIRD PART

Stress efects:

- Mild 4 (Anxiety, diarrhea, more sweating, headache)

- Moderate 2 (gastritis, irritability)

- Intense 2 (forget, anguish) 

STRATEGIES: 

- I have experienced some kind of meditation and it works 

- When I feel stress I speak with me in front of the mirror to relax me and it has worked 

- I think in all positive characteristics that I have and I think in my strenghts to feel more relaxing

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QUESTIONS TO REFLECT ON

WHAT MOVES YOU? WHAT MAKES YOU GO ON DURING TOUGH DAYS?

I love the way that I feel rewarding after any challenge in my life. I think that this is the principal thing that moves me. Another thing that motivate me is when I can help people when they need it and is not in their hands to solution their problems. While I can give something to anyone that needs something I feel happy. When I have won competitions and I have received money thanks to that, I love to help my parents with expenses. That moves me.

DO PEOPLE NORMALLY LIKE YOU, AGREE WITH YOU OR HUMOR YOU?

It depends on what kind of social group I am. When I am with sport friends they used to be agree with me and they humor me, some of them, even, follow me and some ideas that I have. Is the same with my family and other friends that are from Mexico city. But with people from ITESM, especially from my major, I think that they just know me and they consider me like a classmate, but they don’t know the way that I think so I don’t know if they like me or I agree with me. I remember that in the last projects some ideas that I suggested them they weren’t agree. In other question I explained that I love to laugh even when something is not working, so my classmates think that I don´t take seriously the things because I laugh always.    

FROM WHAT WE SAW: WHAT ARE SOME PERSONAL HABITS THAT HAVE CONTRIBUTED TO YOUR PERSONAL LEADERSHIP STYLE? WHAT ARE SOME INTERPERSONAL HABITS THAT HAVE CONTRIBUTED TO YOUR INTER-PERSONAL LEADERSHIP STYLE?

First of all I have improved the way to give feedback. I have developed my own skills like observation and listening skills when I am talk to other person. I am more perceptive, I am more tolerant when I have team work. I don´t expect that my ideas are good for people but I give my advantage or my opinion when I want to say something. I try to help my team when I have finished my work. I am developing the habit to be quite when someone is talking to me, I have improved the fact to compare the things that other person have lived with the things that I have lived that are similar. So I just to listen and try to be emphatics with the other person.

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ENGLISH CV

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At this time (point in your life), what is your biggest concern? What are you worried the most about?

Of course I want to find the way to get profesional experience before to graduated, at the same time get enough time to trainning to maintain my schoolarship and at the same time to continue with the univerity.

I wish to have experience before to graduated because I have seen that lot of known people have problems to find job because of that. 

I have two ideas of solution: I want to look for help in CENTRO DE VIDA Y CARRERA because I want to start the next semester in professional practices. I like to work in EVOLUCIONE that is a company specialized in Human Resources.  The second one is that I want to support with teachers and every person at Tec that could help me to create my own school/fundation. 

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What's my competitive advantage?

I AM A POSITIVE PERSON. When something is not easy, when I feel alone, when I am bored about my life, when all people think that there aren´t no solution, when all friends are complaining, when my parents said that I have to stop, when I am about to give, when my family is a little broke, when I am desperate, when I had bad days... always I have the hability to see one or more things that are possible to solution what looks impossible. 

It has been helpfully because it has given a little “touch of joy” to my life. Whe I was depressed I got strenght from that attitude. Of course my life is not perfect and everyday there are complications but I can solution something thanks to that vision. Even a lot of people feel support and confortable with me and my attitud so they look for me when they need help and that make me feel rewarding.