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this is my grimes n nicole dollanganger
ex asexual goes freaky n while being caressed pulls a stan marsh n barfs in #wendys bed FUCK! worried im not cut out for this line of work n idfk how to fix this conundrum. other than finding a freak like the director of slaughter vomit dolls.... sighs ANYWAYS this is good cause now i get to relate to one of my fav ethel cain songs
i also have a playlist using a lyric from the song which is based off heretic and oddly enough my disastrous love life
Bloody Will Graham is my EVERYTHING.
me when blood XP
started thinking abt the fact that the monster in lisa frankenstein doesnt have a dick after someone repeatedly said "this dick aint free" n the concept of paying for ur dick n it actually being fully funtioning n customizable lowk?? like damn...this dick aint free!!! only going t4t (bars) how much would it b tho...realistically the logistics of having a frankenstein penis NEED
The double standards between Jeff and Shauna are crazy to me. And an excellent example is when you point out that the conception of WB was rape
Yes, I know Shauna had consensual sex with Jeff before, but in that moment it wasn’t.
Let’s review,
Shauna is canonically a lightweight
She is incredibly drunk, has been slurring her words and starting fights. She has been told to go home by Tai
The reason she is in the car with Jeff in the first place is because she is incredibly drunk and needs to go home. When she asks Jeff to pull over, the first thing he says is and I quote
If your first thought when someone asks you to pull over is that they are going to puke, then I’m pretty sure they should not be having sex
Idk you guys, maybe I’m overthinking this 🤷♀️
And then, when Shauna kisses him, he says “You said we weren’t doing this again”
This is the most damning evidence there is. Shauna, while sober, has set a boundary. “I don’t want to have sex with you”. And now, she is drunk, and changing her mind. Anything she says is null and void. She is not in her right mind. This is a red flag that is yelling “abort, abort!”
“But Jeff is drunk too!”
He is clearly more lucid than Shauna is, and I cannot stress this enough, he has been trusted with her wellbeing and safety, he is in charge of making sure she gets home safely, and even if he is drunk, it does not make it okay.
By this logic, Shauna, who was even more incapacitated when she assaulted Travis, should be let off the hook. I mean
Shauna was starved for months, pregnant with a child in the critical stages of fetal development, says out loud beforehand that they should leave them alone, and is egged on by Lottie. She showcases genuine remorse and blames herself for years afterwards. She genuinely believes that Travis’ suicide 25 years later is her fault
Shauna, while sober, cares about the consent of the person she is having sex with, whether it’s trying to be supportive of Jeff’s fantasies in episode two or being genuinely afraid of causing harm to Adam while having sex
If you can hold Shauna responsible despite how incredibly incapacitated she was, and the fact that she holds herself accountable and never repeats the action again,then you can hold Jeff responsible for ignoring Shauna’s boundaries and choosing to have sex in spite of everything that yells “don’t do this”
Jeff is introduced as a guy who ignores Jackie’s discomfort in order to get what he wants. He guilts and pressures Jackie into having sex with him
If he’s willing to pressure and guilt Jackie into having sex with him while sober, it isn’t crazy to believe that he would do the same to Shauna
Shauna is the person that the fandom writes fics about raping people while sober, like Melissa, Mari and Natalie, despite the fact that she clearly would not do that while sober, this the same Shauna who was comforting Jeff over his furniture fantasies, the Shauna who was scared of hurting Adam during consensual sex. The Shauna who outright told the others that they should leave Travis and Jackie alone.
But Lord forbid you point out that the guy introduced ignoring boundaries and was in charge of bringing his gfs drunk best friend home, knowingly ignored her state of intoxication, her previous boundaries because he was horny, was guilty of taking advantage of someone and even rape.
If the writers wanted us to see Shauna as a bad person, why not just have her be sober? I mean she was already mad at Tai, and it would’ve made it clear she was a bad person.
But the writers go out of their way to have her be drunk, they go out of their way to point out that she is a lightweight, they state that the first time they have sex is after Jackie refuses to have sex with Jeff. And I’m not supposed to read into this?
I thought Yellowjackets explored dark themes, or does that only count when Shauna’s not the victim?
When Shauna is having a ptsd episode, one of the memories involved is the memory of having sex with Jeff. When Jackie tells Shauna that Jeff told her he loved her the same morning he impregnated her she is stricken with such guilt, she thought she was gonna faint
I still find it really hard to blame Shauna the way half the fandom does, when she was clearly not in the right state of mind to properly consent.
The “Shauna deserved a stillbirth” ideal sounds a lot like victim blaming. If Shauna had been sober, I would’ve held her more responsible
And also, Jeff is still guilty of taking advantage of Shauna post rescue. He knew full well that she was not okay, like she spent the last year and a half in the middle of nowhere, and she had changed entirely.
We, as the audience has watched it happen, but Jeff hasn’t, so this must a hell of a shock. The fact that he takes the furniture company from the father of the girlfriend he cheated on definitely makes it clear that he was in this for personal gain.
He knew Shauna was miserable, he was aware she was mentally ill, he had read her journal and used it against her in the worst ways possible
And then you got people who say this
The devil? If anyone is the devil, it’s the guy who pursued a mentally unstable woman and married her after taking over the business of the family of the girlfriend he cheated on and then read her private journals and chose to ignore her misery for his own gain.
He knew about her secrets for years, whether or not he knew about WB before impregnating Shauna a second time is arguably a scary thought, given this scene
This very much paints an ugly picture. We know that Jeff is someone who will pressure and guilt his partners into getting his way, chances are, he whined about having a kid, and maybe threatened a divorce. Shauna, who is unemployed, and without a proper support system as well as notoriously being easily guilted would feel bad for Jeff and give him what he wanted believing that she owed him. It kind of makes their scenes like this look worse with that context.
It’s hard? Nobody asked you to marry her, no one asked you to take the Taylor business, nobody dragged you to that altar.
When Simone realized something was wrong with Tai, she immediately tried to get her help. Jeff sat on Shauna’s issues and ignored them for his own benefit and then weaponized them the moment he needed to get out of trouble. This is neglect and abuse. It doesn’t matter that Shauna wanted to punish herself, it is Jeff’s responsibility to get her help.
He takes her to a marriage counselor to get sex homework, not a goddamn therapist
That is the most damning evidence to prove my point. As long as Shauna is having sex with him, bearing his children and washing his underwear, her emotional needs can be ignored. Who cares how miserable she is as long as the sex is good? Am I right! 😂👍
If anyone is the devil in this relationship, it would be Jeff, not Shauna.
And when he’s caught, he plays supportive husband, finally giving her the reassurance he could have given her years ago
How convenient 😊 What a great husband am I right? Shame your wife for keeping her private journals private to justify why you just blackmailed her closest friends for money that you could’ve gotten from the Taylor’s, or anywhere else.
And then lovebomb and guilt her when you get caught knowing she is incredibly vulnerable
And not only that, use the memory of your dead son to mess with her “We have only one child”
He knows exactly what he’s doing, and yet he is treated like a helpless child. He’s not the mentally stunted one, Shauna is
Yes, Shauna is messed up, but this guy is doing this without the extreme trauma Shauna went through. This is just who he is without extreme circumstances shaping him into someone else.
Shauna would’ve been a better person in better circumstances, while Jeff would be the exact same.
People like Jeff do not realize what they are doing is wrong, and they exist everywhere.
Shauna has hurt quite a few people, but Jeff isn’t one of them. Shauna goes out of her way to keep him from being hurt after he exploited her trauma for cash behind her back. She reassures him when he is feeling insecure about himself, she defends him when the Joel’s are humiliating him, only for him to talk shit about her behind her back.
He abandons her the first chance he gets, when she has finally done something he is uninvolved in, and wipes his hands of her, after taking advantage of her for two decades. Let me repeat myself, 20 years of Shauna being at his beck and call, wiping his skidmarks, defending his name, after he betrayed her in the worst way possible and bearing his child, after the shitshow that was her first birth
In conclusion, Jeff sadecki deserves to die a painful death
everyday i mourn the fact that in the original script for yellowjackets misty was suppsed to have an unhealthy obsession with jackie instead of coach scott
IM SORRY WHAT....n the tai/shauna adult timeline. LIKE I FUCKING LOVE THEIR FRIENDSHIP THEY HAVE A CRAZY FUCKING BOND...but guys come on... toxic lesbians??? sorryyyyy FUCK I NEED MORE GAY SHIT. its ok we got misty/nat
Pierce the veil isnt slutty rock vic literally was on tumblr calling himself "vic nasty" and whining about how no women wanted him
OMFG GAGGLING this is y ptv is one of my fav bands :3 ig i can add them to my virgincore playlist?? damn gonna b so fucking fire. vic nasty isnt even that crazy its js extremely funny HE was saying that. idk if anyone knows the youtuber that goes by nikki nasty on socials.
"You Don't Have To Act Like Such A Fucking Saint": A Natalie Scatorccio Character Study
So before anything else, I'm going to preface this writing with the fact that Nat is one of my favorite characters. A dear friend (a few dear friends) pulled her into full on blorbo territory, and now I am helpless in the face of her charms.
This essay is also specifically about teenage Nat, since I feel like that is when we see her character really solidify. Like the rest of the team, Nat is stuck in a bit of a permanent state of arrested development, although I think she has the most growth.
She is also, coincidentally (or not so coincidentally) the first of the core of them all to die.
The thing about Nat is that I think there's this huge contradiction inside of her - on the one hand, she will survive no matter what. She survived her father (both what we see on screen and what is implied by the narrative at large), she survived the Wilderness, she survived coming back from the Wilderness. On the other hand, she wants to do the right thing.
The key word, however, is wants - if the choice is between something that might put her in danger (or what she perceives as danger) and standing up for her moral code, she will always go for survival.
I also want to make it clear that this isn't a condemnation - I think that everyone should do what they need to survive, and I think that Nat's approach in particular is part of her core character conflict.
She wants to do the right thing, but she also has to survive.
Feeding onto that, I believe that a large part of what was instilled in Nat at a young age is that the way to survive is to be passive. To maintain the status quo, because shit might be bad right now, but at least it's a knowable bad. It could always be worse.
(And I've been there - I know what it can be like, when you're in a situation that bad and you don't want to make it worse. I am very much not condemning her.)
On screen, the first (and only) time we see her stand up to her father, he dies. She threatens him with the gun, he berates her, she screams at him, he shoots himself in the head. We also see that her mother is a fairly passive person - the house isn't cleaned and hasn't changed from her teenage years to as an adult, she doesn't stand up for Nat.
We see Nat repeating this pattern, time and time again.
We see it in the pilot, when she argues against freezing Allie out but doesn't do anything about it; she doesn't go to Jackie, she doesn't go to the coach, she doesn't even go to Allie herself. She's against it (and she's angry after it happens), but she doesn't do anything about it.
When she sees Jackie sleeping outside, she doesn't ask Jackie to come inside, she doesn't say anything to anyone once she is inside, she just… leaves her.
When things are getting weird with Lottie (the blessings for the hunt), she never actually stands up and says no, she doesn't suggest anything else. She doesn't participate, and she also doesn't try to stop it.
A lot of why she doesn't, of course, is because she knows her position is somewhat precarious - or at least, it was back when she was in the real world. I think, on some level, that she understands that out here she's got more social capital, but old habits die hard.
One of the few times we see Nat make an active choice in the Wilderness is to have someone else stop being active - namely, when she fakes Javi's death. And… well, that ends up biting her in the ass pretty spectacularly. I do wonder if some of her later passivity is a result of just how bad all of that backfired.
We do hear Nat speak out against Lottie, with Ben - would it be so bad, if Lottie didn't survive? - but she never says it to a believer. She never says it in such a way that the rest of the team could hear her and argue with her.
Notably, she also doesn't fight against the draw - both in that she participates in it, and she seems to be about to let Shauna slit her throat before Travis pulls her out of it. Although I will chock some of that up to exhaustion and starvation and shock.
I think that the biggest demonstration of Nat's passivity is when Javi dies - she doesn't hold him under, she doesn't trip him, she doesn't do anything but watch him die with the rest of the team. When they arrive back at the cabin with Javi's body, Nat's words are specifically the Wilderness chose.
Not 'I let him die' or 'he fell through the ice' - both of those are active things that have some degree of agency.
No, the Wilderness chose.
We see the passivity coming back with her as the leader - she doesn't stand up for Ben. She doesn't stand up to Shauna, even though literally everyone with eyes can tell that things are going to boil over. She tries to keep things the same, tries to keep things calm.
And again, I'm not blaming her.
Like.
At the end of the day, Nat is a starving teenager trapped in Hell, being advised by someone who may be a mystic and may be delusional (if not both) and a bunch of other teenage girls involved in political machinations while also trying to keep themselves a live. It's a fucking Game of Thrones situation, and the fact that she keeps them going for as long as she does is frankly a miracle.
The thing is…
Well, the thing is, in my view Nat's passivity ended up causing just as much damage as Shauna's violence.
What would have happened if Nat had stood up for Ben? Would he have suffered the way he did? Would they have had a way to get out of the Wilderness sooner, and more of the team would have survived?
In a lot of ways, Ben's maiming is a perfect sum up of it all; Nat doesn't even get her hands dirty - Shauna and Melissa have the bloody hands, and Shauna calls her out on it - you don't have to act like such a fucking saint. Ben isn't dead, but he is literally begging for death. She does eventually kill him as an act of mercy, which is one of the active things she does that ends up biting her in the ass.
A thing she wouldn't have had to do if she hadn't been avoiding dealing with the problem in the first place.
And what if she'd stood up to Shauna? We do see that when Tai stands up to Shauna, Shauna backs down. I do believe a lot of the reason that Shauna ends up so volatile and dangerous is because nobody stands up to her, nobody treats her like a person; it can be argued that in the situation that they're trapped in, nobody is given the luxury of being a person, but.
That is a different essay.
It is very, very easy to see that the active acts of violence are the most dangerous and destructive; they do have the most active, visible damage, at the end of the day.
At the same time, I do feel like one of the messages of the show is that you can't just sit back and let things happen, because then…
Well, then people die. Then someone gets beaten nearly to death. Then an innocent man is maimed and tortured for months on end. Then a kid falls through the ice and is eaten.
I also feel like it's a lot easier to look innocent when you don't do anything. I'm of the belief that standing by when someone is getting the shit beaten out of them can be just as damning as actually doing the beating, but only one party has to wash the blood off of their hands.
(also big shout out to @nataliescatorccioapologist for helping me chew on this!)
cant stop thinking abt this short someone put out abt vaping infront of the wrong person n them saying "i like my pain raw" or smth like that.
what nics better
cancer stick
flavored air
i wanna smoke cigs js so i can call them cancer sticks. i find it funny when i say i wanna move from vapes to cigs n they r like "ur gonna get cancer" 😖 um the vapes r great but ngl i dont think we know shit abt what it does over a long period of time. besides popcorn lung lol. not funny....im actually scared of it but uh #cope
holy fuck guys :3 imma go FREAK MODEEEE ehehehahaha so excited mreow meow meow
lolz this was a draft. i went like 75% freak... deff needs improvement
FUCK THAT EMO BOY W SNAKE BITES FOR JS GHOSTING ME AFTER I GAVE HIM THE MOVIE REC 1. i was trying to charm him 2. i needed to know if the movie was worth watching (over my dead body) grrr made me so mad!!! i was lit js waiting for him.. FUCK men will ALWAYS let h down! n the gmas keep flirting w me saying im as cute as a pixie n adorable n shit...careful...no body is saying this to me
HELP MEEE HELO MEEE HELP MEEE HELP MEEE
me when my therapist calls me normal
yayy yayyy yippeee
pic feels metaphorical to me n funny
i love tumblr so fucking much!! y is it not more popular n y do the ppl running tumblr not rlly gaf?? i cant return to the dark hellscape that is instagram. there r a couple of myspace dupes im intrigued by but idk if they r any good. plus theres js not that much content most likely. i love reading?? instead of sm videos, but i love videos n photos dont get me wrong
rate my hair?? is this scemo?? i subscribe to being tweemo but idk!! XP maybe it can b both??? anyways, how do i make my hair more androgynous/better shaped to my face? manish/boyish. grrr i dont want this fuck ass bob!
is this not a great gatsby ref?