ok so i made the mistake of standing on the beach in the dark and listenโฆโฆ.. listen. there is nothing that cares about you less than the ocean in the dead of night. it is tangible. you canโt fuckin see a thing. there is no horizon. itโs a ceaseless void and she cares for no one and loves nothing. you have to respect her bcs she clearly has no fuckin love for you and if she wanted she could take you and NO ONE WOULD KNOW
#ngl I felt this when we were crossing the mountains into and out of California#i felt it in my *soul*: โThese mountains EAT peopleโand are as indifferent about that as my own teeth are about chewingโ#it was the strongest prey-fear Iโd ever felt in my life


















