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Random.

Terlalu banyak cerita dibalik layar. Serem kalo mau tau semua kebenaran dibalik tiap cerita. Depannya keliatan baik2 aja gatau dibelakangnya gimana. Ntah orang yang berusaha buat biar didepannya keliatan baik, atau kita yang berusah, atau keduanya. Sama ceritanya kaya hubungan pasti ada aja white lie nya atau usaha biar kita keliatan baik2 aja di mata pasangan. Tapi lo gatau pasangan lo di belakangnya ngapain aja disamping dia ngomong aktivitas dia ke lo. Hmm sebenernya bukan suudzon sm dia, tapi apa ya. Gatau, takut aja gitu kalo dia gitu. Sometimes i blame technology banget. Makin susah spy wakakakak. Ga deng I'm not kind of people like that, mata2in pasangan lo, over protektif, check every minute his account, but sometimes I do... Hahaha ya kalo emang abis liat dia chat dengan isi chat yang genit main2(although main2 siapa yang tau?) ewh. I dont respect with that kind of people. Jujur, trauma untuk terlalu percaya. Disaat percaya banget, malah kaya gitu jadinya, chat dengan 'orang lain' dan pisah dengan alasan yang ga masuk akal? Hahaha I'm full with those bullshit. Bukannya ga move on, cuma setiap kejadian pasti ada efek kan? Nah itu. Sekarang jadi bingung musti gimana, guenya juga ga terlalu berusaha sih emang karena takut apa yang gue usahain mati2an entar sia2. Gue yakin kalo emang udah jalannya pasti dilancarkan segalanya. Gitu aja, bukannya gamau usaha tapi. For the first time banget ini gue belajar perjuangin sesuatu sih. He brought soooooo much experience for me actually, good and bad. Thank you for taught them to me.

New life. New hope. New beginning. Hello 1st day in 2015.

Sebenarnya bukan dia yang mengecewakanm tapi saya yang berharap terlalu lebih ke dia.

The best Indonesian movie. Even their mini drama has a deep meaning. Lovee!

Birthday.

Thank you God for giving me a wonderful 20th birthday. The best birthday ever! You give me a wonderful friends, a lovely boyfriend, and a family that I can't ask you more, a perfect family. I feel blessed. This is the one of so many memories that I won't forget! My bf and his friends came to my home at midnight and he woke me up and I blew candles, and at the same day my girlfriends came to my home with lovely bf too, am so happy! Thank you for everything, thank you people still remember my birthday and giving them busy time to wishing me a birthday. Alhamdulillah. Welcome 20th. I wish I coould better than before. Amiin.

Noted.

Love his expression. Love of my life ❤️

Weird.

People nowadays lil bit.. Kinda Random? Everything from my past come back again, even just had a short time chat, but what happen? One side, I'm happy that people still remember me but in other side I just felt weird.