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PETER   LINUS   PEVENSIE,   edit   003,    (   feat.   edmund   ).

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PETER   LINUS   PEVENSIE,   edit   002.

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PETER   LINUS   PEVENSIE,   edit   001.

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*   𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑  𝐁𝐘  𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀  𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎  .      lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.

𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .

❛   i  want  it  to  be ,  like ,  messy .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  insecure .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  caught  up  in  the  news  of  who  likes  me  and  who  hates  you .  ❜ ❛   they’d  all  be  so  disappointed .  ❜ ❛   where’s  my  fucking  teenage  dream ?  ❜ ❛   i  don't  stick  up  for  myself .  ❜ ❛   i'm  anxious  and  nothing  can  help .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  people  liked  me  more .  ❜ ❛   all  i  did  was  try  my  best .  ❜ ❛   this  the  kind  of  thanks  i  get ?  ❜ ❛   i  wish  i  could  disappear .  ❜ ❛   god ,  it’s  brutal  out  here .  ❜ ❛   i  feel  like  no  one  wants  me .  ❜ ❛   i  only  have  two  real  friends .  ❜

𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .

❛   i  played  dumb  but  i  always  knew .  ❜ ❛   i  kept  quiet  so  i  could  keep  you .  ❜ ❛   ain’t  it  funny  how  you  said  you  were  friends ?  ❜ ❛   you  betrayed  me .  ❜ ❛   i  know  that  you’ll  never  feel  sorry .  ❜ ❛   loved  you  at  your  worst  but  that  didn’t  matter .  ❜ ❛   but  you’re  still  a  traitor .  ❜ ❛   there’s  no  damn  way  that  you  could  fall  in  love  with  somebody  that  quickly .  ❜ ❛   and  you  told  me  i  was  paranoid .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  that  you  had  thought  this  through  before  i  went  and  fell  in  love  with  you .  ❜

𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .

❛   i  got  my  driver's  license  last  week .  ❜ ❛   she’s  everything  i’m  insecure  about .  ❜ ❛   how  could  i  ever  love  someone  else ?  ❜ ❛   i  know  we  weren’t  perfect  but  i’ve  never  felt  this  way  for  no  one .  ❜ ❛   i  just  can’t  imagine  how  you  could  be  so  okay  now  that  i’m  gone .  ❜ ❛   all  my  friends  are  tired  of  hearing  how  much  i  miss  you .  ❜ ❛   i  kinda  feel  sorry  for  them .  ❜ ❛   they’ll  never  know  you  the  way  that  i  do .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you  didn’t  mean  what  you  wrote  in  that  song  about  me .  ❜ ❛   i  still  see  your  face  in  the  white  cars .  ❜ ❛   can’t  drive  past  the  places  we  used  to  go  to .  ❜ ❛   i  still  fuckin’  love  you .  ❜ ❛   i  still  hear  your  voice  in  the  traffic .  ❜ ❛   you  said  forever .  ❜ ❛   now  i  drive  alone  past  your  street .  ❜

𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .

❛   i  called  you  on  the  phone  today .  ❜ ❛   all  i  did  was  speak  normally .  ❜ ❛   somehow  i  still  struck  a  nerve .  ❜ ❛   you  got  me  fucked  up  in  the  head .  ❜ ❛   never  doubted  myself  so  much .  ❜ ❛   like  am  i  pretty ?  ❜ ❛   i  hate  that  i  give  you  power  over  that  kinda  stuff .  ❜ ❛   it’s  always  one  step  forward  and  three  steps  back .  ❜ ❛   i’m  the  love  of  your  life  until  i  make  you  mad .  ❜ ❛   do  you  love  me ,  want  me ,  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛   no,  i  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛   maybe  in  some  masochistic  way  i  kind  of  find  it  all  exciting .  ❜ ❛   which  lover  will  i  get  today ?  ❜ ❛   will  you  walk  me  to  the  door  or  send  me  home  crying ?  ❜ ❛   did  i  say  something  wrong ?  ❜ ❛   did  i  do  something  wrong ?  ❜ ❛   maybe  this  is  all  your  fault  instead .  ❜ ❛   i’d  leave  you,  but  the  rollercoaster’s  all  i’ve  ever  had .  ❜

𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .

❛   i  bet  she’s  braggin’  to  all  her  friends .  ❜ ❛   so  when  you  gonna  tell  her  that  we  did  that ,  too ?  ❜ ❛   she  thinks  it’s  special,  but  it’s  all  reused .  ❜ ❛   do  you  call  her ,  almost  say  my  name ?  ❜ ❛   that  was  our  place .  ❜ ❛   i  found  it  first .  ❜ ❛   do  you  get  déjà  vu ?  ❜ ❛   let’s  be  honest ,  we  kinda  do  sound  the  same .  ❜ ❛   i  hate  to  think  that  i  was  just  your  type .  ❜ ❛   that  was  the  show  we  talked  about .  ❜ ❛   don’t  act  like  we  didn’t  do  that  shit ,  too .  ❜ ❛   a  different  girl  now,  but  there’s  nothing  new .  ❜

𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .

❛   well ,  good  for  you .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you  moved  on  really  easily .  ❜ ❛   remember  when  you  said  that  you  wanted  to  give  me  the  world ?  ❜ ❛   you  look  happy  and  healthy .  ❜ ❛   not  me ,  if  you  ever  cared  to  ask .  ❜ ❛   you’re  doin’  great  out  there  without  me .  ❜ ❛   god ,  i  wish  that  i  could  do  that .  ❜ ❛   i’ve  lost  my  mind .  ❜ ❛   i’ve  spent  the  night  cryin’  on  the  floor  of  my  bathroom .  ❜ ❛   you’re  so  unaffected .  ❜ ❛   i  really  don’t  get  it .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you’re  gettin’  everything  you  want .  ❜ ❛   it’s  like  we  never  even  happened .  ❜ ❛   what  the  fuck  is  up  with  that ?  ❜ ❛   it’s  like  you  never  even  met  me .  ❜ ❛   remember  when  you  swore  to  god  i  was  the  only  person  who  ever  got  you ?  ❜ ❛   you  will  never  have  to  hurt  the  way  you  know  that  i  do .  ❜ ❛   maybe  i’m  too  emotional .  ❜ ❛   your  apathy’s  like  a  wound  in  salt .  ❜ ❛   maybe  you  never  cared  at  all .  ❜

𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .

❛   ‘cause  i  thought  you’d  like  me  more .  ❜ ❛   tried  so  hard  to  be  everything  that  you liked .  ❜ ❛   stupid ,  emotional ,  obsessive  little  me .  ❜ ❛   i  knew  from  the  start  this  is  exactly  how  you’d  leave .  ❜ ❛   the  nеxt  second,  you  were  gone .  ❜ ❛   you  left  me  there  crying .  ❜ ❛   you  always  say  i’m  never  satisfied .  ❜ ❛   but  i  don’t  think  that’s  true .  ❜ ❛   all  i  ever  wanted  was  to  be  enough  for  you .  ❜ ❛   maybe  i’m  just  not  as  interesting .  ❜ ❛   you  couldn’t  have  cared  less  about  someone  who  loved  you  more .  ❜ ❛   i’d  say  you  broke  my  heart .  ❜ ❛   but  you  broke  much  more  than  that .  ❜ ❛   now  i  don’t  want  your  sympathy .  ❜ ❛   i  just  want  myself  back .  ❜ ❛   don’t  you  think  i  loved  you  too  much  to  be  used  and  discarded ?  ❜ ❛   don’t  you  think  i  loved  you  too  much  to  think  i  deserve  nothing ?  ❜ ❛   don’t  tell  me  you’re  sorry .  ❜ ❛   feel  sorry  for  yourself .  ❜ ❛   someday  i’ll  be  everything  to  somebody  else .  ❜ ❛   you’ll  be  the  one  who’s  crying .  ❜ ❛   i  don’t  think  anything  could  ever  be  enough  for  you .  ❜

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .

❛   i  thought  my  heart  was  detached .  ❜ ❛   does  she  mean  you  forgot  about  me ?  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy  but  not  like  how  you  were  with  me .  ❜ ❛   i’m  selfish,  i  know  .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy .  ❜ ❛   but  don’t  be  happier .  ❜ ❛   an  eternal  love  bullshit  you  know  you’ll  never  mean .  ❜ ❛   now  i’m  pickin’  her  apart .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  you  all  the  best ,  really .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy,  but  don’t  be  happier .  ❜

𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .

❛   i  kinda  wanna  throw  my  phone  across  the  room .  ❜ ❛   wish  i  didn’t  care .  ❜ ❛   i  know  their  beauty’s  not  my  lack .  ❜ ❛   It  feels  like  that  weight  is  on  my  back .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  let  it  go .  ❜ ❛   comparison  is  killing  me  slowly .  ❜ ❛   i  think  i  think  too  much .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  sick  of  myself .  ❜ ❛   i’d  rather  be  anyone  else .  ❜ ❛   my  jealousy  started  following  me .  ❜ ❛   i  see  everyone  getting  all  the  things  i  want .  ❜ ❛   i’m  happy  for  them,  but  then  again,  i’m  not .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  stand  it .  ❜ ❛   oh  god ,  i  sound  crazy .  ❜ ❛   their  win  is  not  my  loss .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  help  getting  caught  up  in  it  all .  ❜ ❛   all  your  friends  are  so  cool .  ❜ ❛   yeah,  you’re  living  the  life .  ❜ ❛   i  wanna  be  you  so  bad .  ❜ ❛   i  don’t  even  know  you .  ❜ ❛   all  i  see  is  what  i  should  be .  ❜

𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .

❛   know  that  i  loved  you  so  bad .  ❜ ❛   i  let  you  treat  me  like  that .  ❜ ❛   i  was  your  willing  accomplice .  ❜ ❛   i  watched  as  you  fled  the  scene .  ❜ ❛   the  things  i  did  just  so  i  could  call  you  mine .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  i  was  your  favorite  crime .  ❜ ❛   you  used  me  as  an  alibi .  ❜ ❛   i  crossed  my  heart  as  you  crossed  the  line .  ❜ ❛   i  defended  you  to  all  my  friends .  ❜ ❛   you  know  that  i’d  do  it  all  again .  ❜ ❛   it’s  bittersweet  to  think  about  the  damage  that  we’d  do .  ❜ ❛   i  was  doin’  it  with  you .  ❜ ❛   i  say  that  i  hate  you  with  a  smile  on  my  face .  ❜ ❛   look  what  we  became .  ❜

𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .

❛   somehow  we  fell  out  of  touch .  ❜ ❛   hope  he  took  his  bad  deal  and  made  a  royal  flush .  ❜ ❛   don’t  know  if  i’ll  see  you  again  someday .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  that  you’re  okay .  ❜ ❛   we  don’t  talk  much .  ❜ ❛   i  just  gotta  say  i  miss  you .  ❜ ❛   address  the  letters  to  the  holes  in  my  butterfly  wings .  ❜ ❛   nothing’s  forever .  ❜ ❛   nothing’s  as  good  as  it  seems .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you  know  how  proud  i  am  you  were  created .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  that  you’re  happier  today .  ❜

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A Dinner Date With Barbara Palvin & Dylan Sprouse | British Vogue

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“mother, i am trying. i cover up my bruises, i rub my scars. mother, i am trying. i scratch at my tears, i yank at my heart. mother, i am trying. i reach up to the stars, i try to pull them down. mother, i am trying. i bury my hands in the dirt, searching for something cleaner than my soul. mother, i am trying. i plead for help, i beg for mercy. i ask them to see, to please please see. there is something else, there is more to me.”

— but it is oh so hard to be loved (p.b)

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Our House (2018) Directed by Anthony Scott Burns

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LiL PEEP & XXXTENTACION - Falling Down

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HADESTOWN SENTENCE STARTERS - PT I

taken from the broadway cast album. feel free to change pronouns, etc.

ROAD TO HELL

‘ don’t ask where. ’ ‘ it was the road to hell. ’ ‘ it was hard times.’ ‘ it was a world of gods and men. ’ ‘ it’s an old song. ’ ‘ it’s an old tale from way back when. ’ ‘ they’re always singing in the back of your mind. ’ ‘ someone’s got to tell the tale, whether or not it turns out well. ’ ‘ maybe it‘ll turn out this time. ’ ‘ it’s a tragedy. ’ ‘ come on in from the cold. ’ ‘ it’s a love song. ’ ‘ it’s a tale of a love from long ago. ’

ANY WAY THE WIND BLOWS    

‘ i was a hungry young girl. a runaway from everywhere i’d ever been. ’ ‘ you’re no stranger to the world. no stranger to the wind. ’ ‘ the weather ain’t the way it was before. ’ ‘ ain’t no spring or fall at all anymore. it’s either blazing hot, or freezing cold. ’ ‘ there ain’t a thing that you can do when the weather takes a turn on you. ’ ‘ do you hear that sound? ’ ‘ ain’t nobody gonna stick around. ’ ‘ got a match? ’ ‘ people turn on you just like the wind. everybody is a fair-weather friend. ’ ‘ when you’re hungry & there ain’t enough to go around, ain’t no length to which a girl won’t go. ’ ‘ you know how those muses are. sometimes they abandon you. ’ ‘ you have a way with words. ’ ‘ you sing just like a bird up on a line. ’

COME HOME WITH ME

‘ come home with me. ’ ‘ who are you? ’ ‘ i’m the man who’s gonna marry you. ’ ‘ your name is like a melody. ’ ‘ i’ve met too many men like you. ’ ‘ i’m not like that. ’ ‘ i’m working on a song. it isn’t finished yet, but when it’s done, and when i sing it, spring will come again. ’ ‘ a song so beautiful it brings the world back into tune, back into time. ’ ‘ all the flowers will bloom when you become my wife. ’

WEDDING SONG

‘ lover, tell me, if you can, who’s gonna buy the wedding bands? times being what they are, hard and getting harder all the time. ’ ‘ when i sing my song, all the rivers’ll sing along. ’ ‘ who’s gonna lay the wedding table? ’ ‘ you wanna take me home? ’

EPIC I

‘ where’d you get that melody? ’ ‘ it came to me as if i’d known it all along. ’ ‘ remember how it used to be? ’ ‘ but i fell in love with a beautiful lady. ’ ‘ i love you, and the kingdom we shared. ’ ‘ but without me above, not one flower would grow. ’

LIVIN’ IT UP ON TOP

‘ you’re never early, always late. ’ ‘ well, it’s like you said, i’m an outdoor girl. ’ ‘ are you wondering where i’ve been? i’ve been to hell and back again. ’ ‘ if you ain’t six feet underground, you’re living it up on top. ’ ‘ you take what you can get, and you make the most of it. ’ ‘ to the world we dream about, and the one we live in now. ’

ALL I’VE EVER KNOWN

‘ you make me see how the world could be in spite of the way that it is. ’ ‘ when i fell, i fell in spite of myself. ’ ‘ i was alone so long, i didn’t even know that i was lonely. ’ ‘ i didn’t even know that i was cold. ’ ‘ this is how it’s always been. ’ ‘ all i’ve ever known is how to hold my own. ’ ‘ all i’ve ever known is how to hold my own, but now i want to hold you too. ’ ‘ you take me in your arms, and suddenly there’s sunlight all around me. ’ ‘ everything’s bright, and warm, and shining like it never did before. ’ ‘ for a moment, i forgot just how dark and cold it gets. ’ ‘ i don’t ever want to have to let you go. ’ ‘ i don’t want to go back to the lonely life. ’ ‘ i don’t know how, or why, or who am i, that i should get to hold you? ’ ‘ when i saw you all alone against the sky, it was like i’d known you all along. ’ ‘ i knew you before we met, and i don’t even know you yet. ’ ‘ all i know is that you’re someone that i’ve always known. ’ ‘ i’m holding the world in my arms. ’ ‘ say that you’ll hold me forever. say that the wind won’t change on us. say that we’ll stay with each other, and it’ll always be like this. ’ ‘ i’m gonna hold you forever. the wind won’t change on us. long as we stay with each other, then it will always be like this. ’

WAY DOWN HADESTOWN

‘ better go and get your suitcase packed. ’ ‘ guess it’s time to go. ’ ‘ did you ever wonder what it’s like on the underside? ’ ‘ everybody’s trying to get a ticket to go, but those who go? they don’t come back. ’ ‘ i hear that high and lonesome sound of my husband coming for to bring me home. ’ ‘ i’ll be bored to death. ’ ‘ give me morphine in a tin. give me a crate of the fruit of the vine. ’ ‘ you’re early. ’ ‘ i missed you. ’ ‘ seems like he owns everything. kinda makes you wonder how it feels. ’

A GATHERING STORM

‘ it’s not supposed to be like this. ’ ‘ this is how it is. ’ ‘ where are you going? ’ ‘ the wind is changing. there’s a storm coming on. ’ ‘ we need food. ’ ‘ do you hear me? ’

EPIC II

‘ my loneliness moves in me, cruel and black. ’ ‘ jealousy fuels me, and feeds me, and fills me, with doubt that you’ll never come—dread that you’ll never come—doubt that my lover will ever come back. ’ ‘ with a million hands, he builds a wall. ’

CHANT   

‘ you gotta keep your head low. ’ ‘ why is it so hot? ’ ‘ it ain’t right, and it ain’t natural. ’ ‘ you were gone so long. ’ ‘ lover, i was lonesome. ’ ‘ when you feel that fire, think of it as my desire. ’ ‘ is it finished? ’ ‘ i’m trying to trust that the song you’re working on is gonna shelter us. ’ ‘ i’ll sing a song of a love gone wrong. ’ ‘ look up! ’ ‘ it’s hard enough to feed yourself, let alone somebody else. ’ ‘ give that back! ’ ‘ the wrath of the gods was in it. ’ ‘ every year, it’s getting worse. ’ ‘ did you think i’d be impressed? ’ ‘ lover, what have you become? ’ ‘ i don’t know you anymore. ’ ‘ lover, everything i do, i do it for the love of you. ’ ‘ if you don’t even want my love, i’ll give it to someone who does. ’ ‘ i’ll give my love to someone who appreciates the comforts of a gilded cage. ’ ‘ i’ll give my love to someone who could love these walls that hold her close and keep her safe, and think of them as my embrace. ’

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𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑   ,   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓   ;   edit  004   .

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𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑   ,   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓   ;   edit  003  (  feat .  lucy  ,  susan   ,   aslan   ,   and   edmund   )   .

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𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑   ,   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓   ;   edit  002   .

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𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑   ,   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓   ;   edit  001  (  feat .  edmund   )   .