365 days of favor

Hi I am Feliz Arbues also known as "Ehliz" i am 19 ~ straight girl |A proud Filipina|dancer/cheerleader| 3rd yr. college (Marketing Management)| In a relationship :) I am a huge basketball fan, i love to watch but i don't love to play. |

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Sometimes its so hard to push people away when they are so so attractive.

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Yum

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What we usually do when we are together 😂😂😂😍😍😍😊😊

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Kamay ni hesus with my lovr💞💞💞❤❤❤💏💏👫💑

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Happy family!! Lol

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Long distance

10 months na kami ng boyfriend ko sa loob ng 10 months kung susumahin 3 months lang siguro kami nagkasama ng personal. Simula umpisa ng relasyon namin lagi kami magkalayo. Una kailangan namin magkalayo at nagkikita lang kami ng weekends o kaya holidays kasi malayo ung pnagtatrabahuhan nya dto samin. From cavite to laguna binabyahe nya every week pero minsan hindi sya nakakauwi kasi kailangan sya sa office nya. Noong panahon na yun medyo madali pa kasi atleast kahit minsan nagkikita pa kami kahit minsan lang nayayakap ko sya kahit minsan lang nahahalikan ko sya kahit minsan lang andun yung presence nya.. Hangang sa dumating yung panahon na ayaw na nya sa trabaho nya gusto na nyang mag abroad hangang sa pumayag ako kasi mas okay.. Mapapalayo sya sa temptations madami kasing mga babaeng natutukso sakanya dun at madalas hindi pa sya tnitigilan ng ex nya. Kaya naisip ko na mas makakabuti kung aalis na sya. Pero kasabay ng pag alis nya sa office yung pag uwi nya ng mindoro andun ung talagang umaabot ng 2 months na hindi kami nagkikita.umuuwi lang sya pag inaayos yung mga papel nya para sa pag aabroad nya o kaya pag may pnapakuha ate nya. Tawag.. Text.. Tawag.. Text.. Chat..chat..chat.. Ganun lang kami as in ganun lang.. Pnakamatagal ng magkasama kami almost 2 weeks nung akala nya paalis na sya papuntang KSA.. Mga panahong nagaantay nalang sya ng tawag.. And last ngayon na nasa saudi sya.. Ang hirap sobra.. Madami kaming mga importanteng okasyon ang namimiss at mamimiss pa.. 2 times lang kami nkapag celebrate ng monthsary together tapos ngayon nd namin magksmang icecelebrate ang 25 na monthsary namin ang 2 anniversary namin ang 2 christmas at new year ang 2 taon ng birthday namin mamimiss din namin.. Ngayon lang ako nkahanap ng lalakeng magmamagal sakin ng ganito pero minsan tinatanong ko bakit? Bakit kailangan ilayo sya? Yun anf lagi kong iniisip kasi aminin ko man o hindi nakakaparanoid ang mapunta sa ganitong relasyon kasi hindi mo sya lagi kasama.. Hindi mo alam kung sinong mga tao ang nakakasama nya. Buong buo man ang pagtitiwala mo pero hindi mo naman maiwasan nag isip tuloy dun nagsisimula ang mga away kasi hindi magkakaintindihan minsan pkramdam ko may iba sya.. Nakakabaliw oo sobrang nakakabaliw.. Minsan nasasaktan ko sya nasasabihan ng mga salitang hindi naman dapat para sakanya.. At alam kong hindi nakakatulong sakanya.. alam kong nagtatrabaho sya para samin dalawa.. Pinaliwanag na nya sakin yun pero hindi ko alam bakit ganto yubg puso ko masyadong masunurin sa utak ko.. Sobrang hirap ng long distance sobra mababaliw ka.. Lalo na pag sobra.. Sobrang mahal mo ang isang tao.. Isang tao na milya Milya ang layo sayo simula umpisa palang kaya sana yung pagtitiis ko may kapalit sana sya na talaga.. Sana .. Sana matupad nya yung pangako nya. Sana matapos na tong laging magkahiwalay kasi nagbabadya nanaman ang isa pang kinakakatakutan ko yung pag alis ko..

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The hart hart!

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can’t wait to have my own baby, i just wondered how it feels .. how true what other says that no matter how tired you are, one hug is equal to a relief .. don’t worry baby after 7-10 years i’ll see youuuu unless mama will get more flirty i’ll see you sooner LOL! but i’ll do my best to prepare for my future so i can give you a better one.. But before anything else i am going to find first the man you can call daddy, guide me my little angel:) Take away all the man that will going to hurt me instead.. bring closer the man who will love me the way i did..

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Reviewing my blog and i saw my post last jan. 2013.. grabeee,

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half year

6 months with him, and we're facing the biggest problem that every couple should be afraid of. We both know that there's a big chance or possibility for that to happen.. I am so stressed, my body is not really well, my eyebags is so big and you can really see in my aura that there's something going on inside me.. And i am so happy no matter what happen randolph never leave me..

I am getting worst my mood is changing every time.. i easily get mad.. I can't sleep at night.. keep thinking and thinking, i never wanted to do it but i think its not the right time to let it to happen.. Knowing that there is a life inside you is the happiest thing to know and you got it from the man you so much love but this is the wrong time 9 months from now i'll finished my school theres much more waiting for us.. so we still pray and hope that everything will be okay.. as long as his with me i can face it all.. i love you so much beb.. and i am so sorry for everything i've done.. dont be sorry for what happen.. i love you an d i will always love you forever! :)

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Hi mahaaaalllll.. advance Happy 5th monthsarrrrryyyy :) 5 months with you seems like 5 years, Thank you for all the love, care, patience, foods, things and i thank you for lettinng me to have you.. 

5 months, its been 5 months.. not a long time.. but seems so long i have loved you more than i thought i could, so many memories that make it look so long like we laugh so hard like we are the only people in the world, talk about so many things, spent most of our free time together and make feel each others love.. and we already had so many fights.. we cray cray for several times together, and even we,re not.. we already got to the point where we almost break up.. but we still have each other, maybe because we really do love each other and i can't imagine my life without you.. I may always pushing you when i am angry.. but always remember dont let me go cause all i wanna hear is for you not to let me.. for you to realize that this relationship is worth for keeps.. that i am forever and you're my always :) I love you so much beb, i can't find another man like you.. you're the greatest gift i had and i must be thankful.. I miss you so much!!! comeeee homeeeeeeeeee!!

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I am so grateful that we're okay now..  the old randolph that i am longing for, maybe the past problems that almost made me give up is just a test or maybe for us to realize something.. after what happen last monday(before he get back to mindoro) i just realize how i hurt him in times that i want to break up with him, how he felt bad when i am trying to beg to let me go.. how i throw some slaps on his body that hurt him physically, how i hurt the person i so much love just because of the people who's trying to break us.. in almost 5 months of our relationship, we have so many fights that can't be counted by my hands or foot.. maybe enough of childish act, i should focus how to make this relationship work more.. like how he work for it.. how he stay when i am pushing him away.. i just realize i may not have the most trust worthy man in my life after what happen.. but still i have the most patient man in the world that don't let me go in his life, that make me more realize that he really want me in his life like i do, that he really love me more than i thought.. That our relationship are for keeps and i already have my FOREVER...

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I keep thinking how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile; how much I love your laugh. I day dream about you off and on, replaying our conversations; laughing at funny thing you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we’re together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.