Pelle's Journal
Pelle keeps a diary with him almost at all times. The content of it is a little sporadic and not quite so much a chronological account of days so much as an outlet for him to get his thoughts out of his head.Somedays he shows it more than others but his thoughts are always racing a mile a minute and sometimes it's hard to be productive or not get lost in them.
So he writes them down. It helps him. Often his diary entries don't make very much sense to others if they stumble on it or he misplaces it. He writes the thoughts as they come and tends to go down a rabbit holes and become very existential--but that's sort of the point. It's a way to sort of get lost and express himself without any judgement or people beginning to believe he might be insane.
He is, maybe just a little, but he's been told he wears his insanity well. It suits him. He still isn't sure if that is a compliment or not but he takes it for what it was.
If you were to open his diary the thoughts start in part of a page, another may began in the same one. Sometimes he can't think of how to express a thought with words for he draws it out. He's not a very good artist but it gets the job done.
In his own way, sometimes he views the things he writes as poetic, like an art that only he can understand. It's strange, a little tortured, but it's him and for him at least it brings some comfort to see his thoughts somewhere other than in his own mind.
