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Bisexual โ She/Herย โ Thirtyย
Occupation ;; Bartender at The Snuggly Duckling
โซ Currently Playing โซ ;;ย Villain by Julia Wolfย
โ Scorpio โพ Leo โ Taurus
Her childhood wasnโt one she talked about fondly. Neither of her parents were all that great but her father was just a little bit worse. Thatโs why when her mother died she expected the worst which is exactly what he got. Her father reigned with an iron fist and Meg wasnโt the type to go easy. The first moment she could she was out of there, not bothering with college and wanting to figure out life on her own first. In all honesty, Meg also had absolutely no idea what she wanted to do with her life. Instead of getting a plan she got a job as a bartender which is where she met her ex-boyfriend who was one of her regulars. After being unable to trust anyone and hating the most prominent man in her life she was wasnโt hopeful when they started dating. They were together for years, even thinking about moving to start a life together outside of Echo Isle when he passed away in a motorcycle accident. Meg didnโt want to lose the only person in the world she cared about, having heard of a guy named Hades from someone at the bar. Upon visiting he offered her his life back in exchange for her soul to which she agreed; there was no other way. Things had felt normal again but then she caught him after work one day in bed with another woman which was when she found out heโd been cheating for months. It left her completely indebted to Hades who was happy to have her all to himself. Thatโs when she started doing his dirty work for him, as well as babysit his other two henchmen who sheโd nicknamed Pain and Panic. Meg quickly developed a place to put all her anger but she wasnโt happy about how it came to be. There was an incident where she had to kill someone and after that she didnโt feel the same. As much as she wanted to go back she was working for the man that dealt death itself. Her jobs varied from enlisting to making sure people kept their mouth shut until Hercules came along. Meeting Wonderboy was an accident but now sheโd been tasked with getting his weakness to return back to Hades in exchange for her freedom. Meg doesnโt know how else sheโll ever be free and is doing all she can to get close enough to him to find answers.ย
Meg isnโt as tough as she is perceived. Inside sheโs actually quite soft and gentle but after years of life sheโs been hardened. It started when she was young and grew until now she feels like stone. Thatโs what confuses her so much about Hades is just why heโs hit that soft spot still in her heart. All sheโs wanted for ages is her freedom but now somethingโs in her way, the last thing she can afford is having any attachment to it.
Meg loves music, itโs how she connects to her own emotions sometimes. In fact, after growing so cold from her past it can also be the only way she works through them anymore.
She genuinely hates her father. As much as people would fight her on it, she hates him. There isnโt any sympathy for the man that abused her growing up. He is everything she wishes to never become.
Meg tries to keep plants alive constantly, as if it will somehow give her hope for the future. Her attempts are always futile and they never live.
Sheโs afraid once she gets her freedom what sheโll do after. Meg lacks knowing what she wants in the future, the life she strives to live, as it felt before she was even able to decide sheโd sold her soul. Sure she just wants out but then what?
Her feelings toward Hades are strained. He drives her more hateful side, he sees her strength, but at what cost? As much as she loves feeling that side of her fueled sheโs just another minion. Meg knows she put herself in this position and yet she canโt forgive Hades for putting her through all his dirty work. In his core she believes in to be a bad seed but has on ย occasion seen good in his intentions.
Children absolutely terrify her. The idea of having them, and raising them is out of the question. She canโt imagine bringing anything into this world in the state itโs in. Sometimes she wishes she herself wasnโt. Meg worries sheโd fuck up a kidโs life and would become the parent she hated.
She sometimes lacks purpose. In quiet she feels as though sheโs just floating through life. Sure she saved her ex but he didnโt even appreciate her actions, her emotions, her love. If all of that was thrown away, Meg wonders what sheโd ever ย offer another. To make sure it never happens again though sheโs shut herself off entirely in regard to emotional attachment. Or so she thought.
Heights are a no. Sheโs never liked them regardless of how people have tried to change her mind. Meg has no idea where it came from but assumes itโs got to do with her childhood that was less than ideal. Isnโt that where weird fucked up stuff comes from?
Her bedroom is almost always a mess. It feels like seconds after itโs clean there is a mess again. Most of the time thereโs clothes on the bed she pushes aside to sleep at night. Whenever sheโd have someone over most of her junk just gets tossed in the closet. It used to not look like this but after losing her soul she didnโt see what difference it made when she couldnโt even plan for any real future.
Meg isnโt afraid to die, as long as itโs for something with purpose. She doesnโt want her life to feel like it had no meaning and sometimes she worries that while she belongs to Hades that it doesnโt.















