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All of these highs And all of these lows Don't keep me company I've been breathing you in And drinking you down You're the only remedy Say you're gonna hold my head up Say you're gonna break my fall Say you're gonna stay forever Baby, this is all I want.

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BILL: okay so i know halloween is coming up in another month or so & people are excited for the season

BILL: but i have to ask... is it really necessary for people to say i'm a clown daddy or i caused them to have a clown kink ?

BILL: not that i'm kink shaming or anything ! i mean lets be honest, clowns are fucking terrifying & have been since the dawn of time

BILL: so wouldn't spooky daddy be better ? either way, i'm glad i can talk to you about this

NICOLA: ok lemme just say the movie IT was a fucking masterpiece

NICOLA: but clown daddy ? that's horrific and just not right at all.

NICOLA: do people really have clown kinks ? that's just....... i don't want to picture it. i don't want to think about it.

NICOLA: spooky daddy doesn't sound any better but that's probably just me

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lcuiiiz·:

well s’definitely good that you’re not the back out type, cause that’d be a super lame quality t’ withhold. uh, good cause lana’s a queen n’ i reckon s’what we both deserve ! amazin’, looks like i’ve got a solid bit of plannin’ t’ buy some things. i’ve got us covered, don’t worry. 

i guess you could say i’m a bit of a wild child, when i put my mind to something, even if it’s breaking the law, i’ll go through with it. we have to honor her by doing this ! seems like we have ourselves a solid plan and it’s making me excited.

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cvbelllos·:

of course lovey, you may try but i doubt you even have to. i love disney so i’m in. good, i’d be really sad if i was left behind.

well i must say, if we get caught we both are getting caught and going down together ! okay, good. i figured you’d be interested in disney and all the wonders of it.

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mcliiks·:

   they really are the best thing you could wear, honestly. i might be crazy but i’ll find any excuse to wear a hoodie…or no shirt at all. random combination, really. ah, right, and no lines, so even better.

i mean, i get it because it’s like you’re being wrapped up by a freaking cloud or a blanket. but during summer ? that’s a big no no. yes, lines are the worst. especially when you pay to go somewhere and you have to wait a whole hour just to get on a ride.

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all my friends are telling me to go out and find myself a boyfriend or something and instead i’m watching the entire first season of stranger things in one day. someone needs to take my netflix subscription away asap.

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personally, i think the stranger things route is better than going on a date and trying to find a boyfriend. plus, it had dustin on it. dustin ! nobody is better than dustin, so no i will not take your netflix subscription away.

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mcliiks·:

 i think i just like sweaters and hoodies too much that i decide to make the terrible decision to wear them in the summer and then i just end up dying from the heat. i could easily pay for the ticket into an amusement park or museum, so i don’t really see the fun in sneaking into them. maybe it’s just me.

sweaters and hoodies are the best, if you’d ask me. things about fall in general is amazing. but that’s a bad idea to be wearing stuff like that in summer ! you’re definitely a crazy one to do that. because dude, it’ll ONLY just be you and i along with a few security guards ! we’d have the whole place to ourselves.

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lcuiiiz·:

alright you’ve got a solid point, but some people say that with the most open mind n’ then when it comes down t’ doin’ shit like … they back out. like lana del rey style ? sounds like a plan !

oh louis, i wouldn’t back out from this. i think it’ll be an experience, and a pretty good one for that. exactly like lana del rey, except we’ll be the one dancing on the hollywood sign. we must buy some disguises, things that’ll blend in.

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cvbelllos·:

i love your ideas, that sounds like a ton of fun and i’m so down for it. i suck at running but anything to get from getting caught.

well thank you, darling. i do try. great ! i’m thinking more like disneyland than anything else, i want to dig up some secrets the park has. girl, i won’t leave you behind.

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cvntineo·:

you doubt but you truly don’t know, nicola. i don’t need you to take it easy on me, i want your worst. skinny dipping ? that’s boring but the amusement park idea sounds intriguing. as long as it’s NOT seaworld considering the last time someone did that it ended up with them dying.

i think i do know, noah. you seem like the type to flake at the last minute when things get too intense. i don’t think you’re brave enough to see my worst, but maybe someday we can get there. well at least i don’t have to show off in front of you. i remember that ! i wouldn’t even plan on going to seaworld, now that’s boring. i was thinking more like disneyland.

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i was looking online and found manips of me and fanfictions. the fans are hella creative. like i read one of the fanfictions, it was so descriptive i blushed. i had to get off the computer. but seriously i love my fans no matter what they write, they’re amazing. have you found any about you before?

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it seems like you’re really close to your fans. i personally would never look up fanfiction or manips..  it’s, uh, not my thing. so no, i haven’t. i hardly know how to use technology & social media, minus instagram.

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kenjfck·:

i don’t think he’d murder you, but he’d definitely give you a stern talking to ! but the secret with dyl, is just threaten to flick him or take away his food. then he’s the biggest baby known to man. i’ve done both and they’re pretty fucking memorable. ah yes, i’m on standby for the next five, six months ? but that only means everyone else has to go out there and live for me ! ahem ! 

well thank you for the very helpful information, i’ll be sure to use it in the future. in the next five or six months i better be getting called aunt nicola, or when the baby talks. either way, i’m thinking of the future. are you hinting at something, miss jenner ? what do you want me to do for you, exactly ?

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lcuiiiz·:

what properly decides your excitement though ? cause like, that level of excitement for somethin’ means that this has t’ be somethin’ properly HUGE. regardless though, i sadly haven’t got any ideas. please tell me you have somethin’ in mind.

many things, louis. it’s actually a variation of things all together, but i wont get into that now. you can’t tell me that we don’t need a new tradition, because that sir is just a lie. i say we climb the hollywood sign ! 

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mcliiks·:

  i, for one, am actually excited that summer is ending. i can’t wait until it’s fall weather, that’s the best weather. but, you came to the wrong guy for ideas because i don’t have any good ones.

i can agree with you on that one, i hate summer. the sun is a monster during this time, but might as well enjoy it while it’s still here. am i right ? i have PLENTY of ideas. for instance, sneaking into an amusement park or museum ! or we can do something simple like parasailing.

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addykcne·:

          there’s always the thought of doing something illegal at the beach if you’re that adventurous. but you’re kind of barking up the wrong tree here. i’m usually the type to stay in & cuddle with my cat while having a cup o’ coffee. if i can assist you on any of that then let me know because that’s how i will be celebrating the end of summer.

i am more than aware that that’s an option but no beaches ! i’m putting my foot down on that one. sweetie, you must live a very sheltered life. i for one, do not. though i will take you up on that cup of coffee.

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colemcns·:

   ` there’s always the option of doing something potentially illegal at the beach if you know what i mean …. i’m kidding— unless you’re down. ` 

“ so i’ve been told and i'm quite aware of that possibility, so i do indeed know what you mean. screw it. i’m always down for a little challenge. ”

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cvbelllos·:

let’s do it, what’d you have in mind tho??

i have MANY idea, but for you i’ll settle with breaking in a building at night and climbing up the staircases to the top so we can see and enjoy the hollywood skyline. and if there’s security there waiting for us. RUN.

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kenjfck·:

i think you’re barking up the wrong tree if you’re looking to break the law—BUT i’m really curious… what did you have in mind ? just humor me a lil ! is everything having to do with the beach too basic ? what if it’s doing something really dope like parasailing ? how could you say no to that ? or, you know, anything food related sounds pretty damn amazing too, don’t you think ? 

as if, girl ! dylan would murder me if i got you caught up in some shit and i would very much like to make it past my twenties. i can’t say, it’s a secret. but i will tell you, you might be seeing me on possible news outlets if it goes horribly wrong. parasailing does sound a little fun, along with zip lining. whenever you don’t have the little one in you i’m down for some of that action.