Someone with a pen full of ink

I once picked up a pen, and haven't looked back lol. Born January Y2K. Taken. ♒. I like angst lmao. If you see here something you don't like, please block this blog. /// Items in the studio: a bottle full of ink (courtesy of Daisy :3) with a star sticker plastered on it (courtesy of Malachi :3) and a vase with fresh sunflowers (courtesy of El :3). Outside lays a beehive of protective bees (courtesy of honeybomb :3). Adorable and kind bunch that deserve only the best of the best :D

[pen--anon]

Hi. My name will never be known by the masses, but I'm ok being referred as Pen (🖋️) or Pen anon. Any pronouns but male ones are a-ok.

This is a secondary main/side blog I made years ago and planned to use for mostly reblogging/liking stuff outside of my main online/fandom circles. I, more often than not, dabble into stuff like whump or rpf, so if you stumble upon this little blog of mine and see something that weirds you out, there's this nifty lil' thing called the block button. Use it :)

Fair warning that I might not be very active in general, I still like going incognito mode, y'know? lol.

And yeah... that's all there is to say, lmao.

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The studio: Currently working in: Circus AU drabble, toying with 1655/5516, 214/142 and 5533/3355 plot bunnies.

Items in the studio: a bottle full of ink (courtesy of Daisy :3) with a star sticker plastered on it (courtesy of Malachi :3) and a vase with fresh sunflowers (courtesy of El :3). Outside lays a beehive of protective bees (courtesy of honeybomb :3). Adorable and kind bunch that deserve only the best of the best :D

[spookypartycrit]

Attention pc community.

Lets cut to the chase. Lefty has not only gotten worse, she has planned a suicide pact with a minor, tried to blackmail gio (verns bf) by calling him a groomer, manipulated someones D.I.D in order to find a alter who will act as a therapist and more.

Shes actively dming and trying to befriend minors in the community who will want to “give her a second chance”.

The minor in questiin approached me and asked me to help them get away from lefty and make a doc detailing thier experience. To warn others who might see her pleas that she just needs a chance as valid. So i have composed one. I know i promised to never make a callout but too many minors dont know the full extent of her depravity so im going against my word this once. (Shes also just been a years long pain in my ass)

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1uRjdFxH_tMT0Y0BvnwRo1z8l7ugiyQ3T2QicNHZREgY/edit?usp=drivesdk

Left hooks recent predatory behavior

Left Hook has tried to form a suicide pact with a minor, sent them sexual messages about the Party Crashers, exploited this minor’s dissocia

[stanzvomit]

HAPPY NEW YEARS FROM EVERY PIECE OF ME THAT WILL EB LEFT IN 2025!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I CANT THANK ANY OF YOU ENOUGH FOR BEING HERE AT MY HIGHEST AND LOWEST!!

[pen--anon]

Now seriously lol, happy new year to everybody!!!

Deciding to join the pc rpf community and the crashers village was one of the best things I did last year. Made some wonderful friends here and met a lot of talented people :3 /gen. You peeps/buds/friends are one of the beet things in this site and I'll always be grateful for all of you.

Wishing everyone a happy new year and rhat 2026 treats all of us well lmao x3 /srs. Sending lots of hugs from us (🖋️&🖊️) to everyone.

[motherfucker-unlimited]

[pen--anon]

Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everyone!! Hope your day's wonderful and full of cheer. ☃️☃️☃️

[falling-stars-dont-go-far]

Fun tag game idea: say something that most of your followers wouldn’t actually know

I’ll start first: I am actually married. Irl. I have a husband. I know it’s surprising considering the Tumblr spouses, but my husband thinks it’s funny.

Open tags

[katcannaedance]

Fun Fact: I have a boyfriend who is a history nerd!

So you got movie/show nerd and history nerd! We very cute 🥰

@1shouldbedoinghomeworknow @crazygirlcute @deliciouswritingcandymantree @spilledinkandtearstainedpages

[1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow]

Awww that's nice! I have mentioned this on my blog before but I have a published book on Amazon!

@c0nstantlyscreaming @s0l1v4g4nt @lostdogdexter @locothewolf @averydeadshootingstar @arsonistic-carp-0-2 @outlying-hyppocrate @lilblossomtwin @kingkitsune @kindregardsfrommylifetoyours and open tags!

[cl4d-1n-cr1ms0n]

WAHHH WHAT'S THE NAME??

i used to be a fnaf fan! I have the lore memorized lol. Creepy pasta and scp too.

@iodine-coated-landmine @aj-b0o @sugarysakurakitty @thesaart @thesaart @the-drowned-collective @achelovoodoo @the-collector-blog

[achelovoodoo]

our style was described as ' christian-like ' once . . . because we usually wear long skirts .

;; @angeljirai @derangedakira @cutieririka @lovebuggedblog @pr1nc3ssb0yy @jiraiomori @jirairenshi @fanmarasupreme @frankiefridayyy @piko-chan @ed3nsgard3n @lordeforeverblog @de4d-m4n @questionablyal1vev4mp @sil3nt-0bs3rv3r @s3raphst4rs @bitezncutz @elliotdreadthedead @luxxie-xv @darlingsheart PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THAT WE'VE TAGGED EVERYONE. WE SEARCHED THROUGHOUT ALL OF OUR FOLLOWING LIST ON WEB TUMBLR. PLEASE . . . ( please tell us if you don ' t do tag games ! )

[angeljirai]

Thank you for the tag! I appreciate it ^^

Also,, CHRISTIAN? You don't seem Christian at all to me 😭

A little fun fact about me, I love collecting things! Especially merch such as pins, figures and also shells! I plan to decorate my whole room one day ♡

Tags: @dudejealousy @violetdecayz @astrasarrows (feel free to ignore this or tell me you don't want to be tagged in these! Also open tags for anyone else who'd like to participate ^^)

[dudejealousy]

thank you so much for the tag!! i appreciate it

also ive literally never been in a relationship before or had a crush on anyone >:) (by choice btw i swear im not just an unlovable loser-)

open tags pls join

@rr31ch @gojosno1gooner @incandescentlamp @darrencriss-is-superior @xyuriloverx @kawaiinotenshi @cosmiccomrade @everythingistakenihavenothing @milkemim @jioperai @moriartea221 @abiding-warmth @sageisgreenithink2 @diary-of-a-ghoztyy @blackdogfollowingyou @rabid-autistic-tf2-obsessor @dearlyadoredfashionista @3cl1p @sunshinesliife @cherrievalentino @decayingvqmp @andez4u @about-that-teenie-girl @butterflygirlwithbrain @melancholicmochii @youdeservesooomuch @lotusangel222 @little-missscareall @saneobsession @undonethroughfire @gyufishes @catcatb0y @angeljirai

[moriartea221]

when theres clearly smth wrong with you but im not diagnosed so i cant say anything

@aka-edmond @autistobrat @rosemelodyshah @identitycroissant-tm @flashbandit @gayfurbyboi

[autistobrat]

loll it's usually consciousness being a bitch @moriartea221

uh. hmm.

I have 251 paper cranes right now :D

open tags <3

[do-not-u-dare]

despite the fact that it’s in my intro post… I doubt many of you know that i write songs :3

@aceofpans @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @no-one-offical @spectrexviiii @holyshit-am-i-okay @make-me-president

[skeletal-spire-man]

Oh, I actually don't know.

Uhm.

I dress quite alternative irl, also not fem at all, which is apparently surprising with my current blog theme.

@the-local-pineapple @lightsabersandbluecookies @yourlocalavian @endlesswatcher @randomguy0ntumbir @dreamless-cosmos @kingkit7734 @lunathetunaaa @storm-is-wandering + open tags

[dreamless-cosmos]

Oh nice anyways my turn so something that my followers don’t know (almost all of them are mutuals) is that I name functions I have no idea what to call in coding Qwimble

Anyways @bees-with-a-camera , @sketchettevio , @goobyers , @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat , @tacopimball do something your followers don’t know

[sketchettemuffin]

i literally don't know what to say

uhm...

I'm really socially awkward

and shy :3

@blessedbythealmighty @hungry-and-evil @brokenarcademachine @spammoose-reviews1 @drishkoo @lucas-is-gay @kay27-iread @rottmnt-tmnt @strangelycasualhorror

[brokenarcademachine]

dating my puter. idk. also if you know that one, im a film student

@kay27-iread @allikawaii @teaweltzer @tikhondownichi @former-golden-retriever-bf @f4ll3nch4os

[f4ll3nch4os]

uhhhh, well I tend to make paper claws like once a year then I throw them away later that year

@f1n4ll4 @squeakypillar @robin-does-things @agentbeenix

[c00lkiddsdaycare]

Thank yewww for tagging me :3 anywho uhm, i like uuh sleeping with my jason mask cause its comfy to

@fantasy-artz @just-a-joey @fantasy-pressure

(i am not good with tagging 💔)

[itrapped-detecter-deactivated20]

Um...hi uh...

I have social anxiety. Ik ik its surprising considering how much i comment on almost every post i see lol!

Tagging: @mswhatever @deadlysmokecloud @trinthealternate @parappatheyappa @2the4th @nel-azure @demoleetionist @mrswolf @guest-1337-detecter @guest-1337-detecter-detector @itrapped-detector (hello other itrapped detecter) (btw hi the detecters i tagged) and (hi my moots) :)

[parappatheyappa]

Surprisingly, I'm very shy irl.

@blank-the-weirdo @laughing-reindeerjwj @aliceinwonderlandsposts @insertjjkjokehere @fluffyfeatherfun

[s1lly-th3-bl4nk]

I have a short-ish temper--

@chocos-universe @sillyyarteest @yoursimp098 @sillyslumberontop12

[sillyslumberontop12]

im terrible at comforting ppl 😔 /srs

@undead-crackhead @chitzdoodles @f1n4ll4 @askalyaggression @ak-tb

Mb if you don't wanna be tagged/don't do tag games/have already done this

[ak-tb]

i love being tagged ty mootie🥹🥹

oh man uhh UHM omg i have no clue

im pretty into fashion!! Im really wanting to dress more alt but i lowk dont have the monei..💔

@ccinder--block @jibbertyflibbet @y3ki02 @sillyyarteest @synnisdead @c3rberuz @that1ceilingfan (oh uhm i remember you dont usually do tag games sorry😿) @sailorchibachu @jaythro etcc

[weird-gummyworm]

Ty for the tag!!! 💚⭐️

ANYWAYS! Uh uuuuuhhhhhhh……

Me and my mind are VERY different when it comes to romance! My brain be thinking of friking like kissing and stuff meanwhile me my partner will sit next to each other, ONE ATOM of my hand will touch his and then I literally just die! 💚⭐️✨

@adhd-brain-slushie, @thank-you-doggo, @abandoned-dezxyre, @sillyfiedlazul1, @syllius, @polina-kuzy547, Srry if I missed anyone

[abandoned-dezxyre]

Hmmmmmm

We're very open about a lot of stuff, so there's not really much we could say here... uhhhh- we have this idea that, had circumstances aligned, we'd've been a theater kid! We even helped paint the backdrops of plays at school a couple times, and did really well in our first performance in elementary

@lucasisverycool01 @aurora-starlight-silly @hamsterrodent @bigassfuckingmushroom COM'ERE

[hamsterrodent]

Eeeeeeer lemme think.... I don't have anything ground breaking, but I have nearly won a school spelling bee (and lost partially due to nerves. It's a miracle I can perform in orchestra concerts lol)

@alextydaisuda123 @lunar-dal @glitchyanimations @simplefanatic @creat0rstudi0 a few quick tags!

[creat0rstudi0]

I had a relationship before my boyfriend. I was dating a girl, we broke up, but now we communicate well :3

@alice-the-demon @onelittleornotthing @oddpizza

[onelittleornotthing]

Uh huh- well, I used to dance (about 10 years ago), but then I got bullied- And I quit dancing (I still hate doing it)

And I'm not Oleg :)

@bozikliveadept @weirdo456 @the-cosmic-cowbo-y @marylittle

[klepa-456]

Well, what can I tell you about myself?

I've had many interests (and I still do).For a long time, I was into dancing, arts and crafts, extra English classes, and closer to my teenage years, l attended art school (I don't go anymore).

I don't know who to tag, damn

@bigboybird @golubichkalive @firfirov @krinhanster

ok, bye☕️

[krinhanster]

Wow... so many people... well, I'm a huge fan of Transformers, robots in general. And... I also love bumblebees even more. :)

aaaand I have a boyfriend

Lol

@alice-the-demon @alextydaisuda123 @bigboybird

[alextydaisuda123]

Okay, well...what can I tell you about myself? As a child, whenever I was watching a cartoon, my grandmother would give me an assignment: draw a frame from it. I had a whole sketchbook dedicated to it, but alas, I lost it. Too bad, because that's where I got the hang of drawing beautifully.

@eelsnoot @mattplatonic @golubichkalive @itselisaeclipse

[itselisaeclipse]

I actually have a twin brother that has heavy autism!He can't speak or do normal stuff like read and write but he has learned some small stuff from then and there,he can definitely use a computer to watch kid's songs,the weather or news.I still love him and care a lot for him

@deafeningkittycomputer @catfacean0n @mseclipsia @choco0ne @golubichkalive @bigboybird @blitz01sstuff

[deafeningkittycomputer]

Uhh im lactose intolerant -

Hm

@lexirambles

@toadettely (I hope its okay i tagged you-)

[toadettely]

Thanks for tagging and ofc it's okai to tag me, I love Tag games!! :D

When I was very young, I think like more than 10 years ago, I started playing an Otome Game called "My Candy Love" and I'm still playing it as of today xD

I had to think reallyyy hard for this one because I think saying "I really love the Yakuza Games and sleep with plushies" would not be a huuuge surprise to those who follow me x3

Tagging (hope that's okay with y'all <3): @echoknight05 @starrysurvivormechanism @wolfytheraccoon583 🫶🏻💛

[wolfytheraccoon583]

Welp time for the the tag game…I guess

I play the clarinet in band since middle school and I have dyslexia…I remember when I was in a band competition I thought of jumping into in those car block while waiting but I managed to land it but slipped out of foot and I didn’t broke anything…

@alumirare @sopping-wet-cat-wizard

[sopping-wet-cat-wizard]

Very unexpected.

I do not like red sauce pizza (or anything involving tomatoes really). There is one local pizza place that I'll tolerate the red sauce from, but 99% of the pizza I consume willingly uses an alfredo sauce.

My pizza of choice is a spinach and chicken alfredo pizza.

@second-best-daisy @honeybombgoesboom

[honeybombgoesboom]

oh dear! i don’t really know what to say? i don’t know what is considered surprising to y’all.. i think i’ve been very transparent!!

i have a sister! i’ve been told i give off only child vibes so maybe this will be the most surprising one?

here’s an extra in case that one didn’t deliver, lol!

while i give very new pop vibes (like sabrina carpenter, taylor swift, chappell roan, gracie abrams… vibes.) i mostly listen to 2000’s-2010’s music (britney spears, sleeping with sirens, pierce the veil, falling in reverse, bowling for soup, all american rejects…)

anyway, take your pick and this was fun!!

@spookypartycrit @pen--anon @funky-muffin

[pen--anon]

Thanks for the tag, Honeybomb :D! /gen.

What to say, what to say lol.... Well, I'm left-handed and happen to also have cross-dominance (meaning that my good eye is the right one). This has caused me problems when I used to compete in archery back in me pre-teens and teens lmao :')

I also did gymnastics competitively when I was a child and managed to win some regional competitions lol.

Dunno what else to say apart from this lmfao /silly but /gen. Tagging (don't feel pressured to do if you don't want to :3 ): @deadtiredvictor / @zombiewritingblog / @whenhetcnickonmy3

[pen--anon]

hiya pen! just wanted to pop in and see how you're doing! whats up?

Heyyyyy, honeybomb :D. Is so good to see you :3.

Well... I'll let some images show how I'm doing lol /silky but also /gen

In other way... I'm very stressed lmao :'). Have tomorrow my final on literary translation and localization, and so many final projects to deliver this week and on January ;^; . So I haven't been able to do much but focus on college work unfortunately.

Buuuuutttt... I've also been drafting and writing on the side, so thats great lmfao :3 /gen. Hopefully I'll be able to post the circus au drabble for christmas!! :D

Hope you and everyone's doing great and, if I can post much these weeks, have happy holidays! :3

[asterrwritess]

Anything can be symbolism if you squint hard enough.

[writersisland]

Love Confessions

☆ “Your name feels like home on my tongue.” ☆ “I love you. I love you, do you understand?” ☆ “Why would I need salvation when I have you?” ☆ “I want to be the one you come home to.” ☆ “If I could, I would give you the world and all its riches. But tonight, I will start with my heart.” ☆ “It's you. It's always been you.” ☆ “You want the world? Let me conquer it for you, or be your spoiled consort, I don't care. But let me be with you.” ☆ “There is no light without you.”

★ whispering a confession at their bedside--not knowing they are not actually asleep ★ angry confessions in public, when emotions bubble over for anyone to witness ★ in the rain, joking about how cliche it is but not wanting to change it for the world ★ at the place they first met, on complete coincidence (or is it?) ★ in the hospital, unable to waste another moment after almost losing them ★ at a scenic outlook, left sweaty, red and dirty from the long hike, but finding the other no less beautiful ★ after a fight, unwilling to have this end before they ever has a chance ★ when a carefully planned date completely falls apart, sitting on the curb, trying to articulate why this evening was so important

(Got an ask for this but it dissappeared when I tried to put it into drafts, I hope whoever sent the ask still finds this!)

[soulwriter-sp]

shoutout to AO3 authors who write 100k fics for free while juggling mental illness, academic burnout, 3 jobs, and a deep-rooted need to fix fictional people.

[writing-official]

[tokkibean]

why is my character 'leaning' and 'grinning' so much oh gods

[me-writes-prompts]

-:"Baby, I'm yours," Romantic prompts for your otp:-

(y'all...tag me if you write these<333)

By @me-writes-prompts

Waking up early to surprise them with breakfast in bed only to relze their partner has beat them to it.

Bringing them flowers/chocolates to work just because.

Random gift giving even if it's not a special occasion

"I love you please don't ever leave me." "Babe, I just went to the bathroom."

"You'll always do this for me, right?" "Do what?" "Laugh at my jokes that are not always that funny?" "Are you kidding me? You're a comedian." "This is why I fell in love with you." hahahaha

Just looking at them with adoration in their eyes as the other one rants about interests.

Celebrating every little one of their accomplishments

^^"Love...we really don't need to celebrate the fact that I've finally learned to property hold chopsticks." "I just thought it'd be funny to see your reaction."

Doing their morning routine together. <3

Hiding behind a wall/door and trying to 'boo' them, but getting 'booed' instead.

^^"I really thought I had you this time!" "Me-12, you-0! Hah!"

They both just love cuddling in, and watching horror movies to see who gets scared first.

[akwardsilince]

Person A: "You know, I don't think I was ever really happy until I met you."

Person B: "That's because you didn't actually do anything before I dragged you along with me."

Person A: "I also don't think I've ever been annoyed until I met you."

[solarsthoughts]

writing advice i live by (as someone who writes as a hobby):

your first draft is allowed to be awful. let it be awful, you can always improve it later.

if you’re writing as a hobby, it should be enjoyable and not feel like a chore.

if you’re stuck on a scene and can’t get the words out, skip it. write a note for yourself to come back to it later and move on to the next scene. sometimes you just need to look away from the scene and come back to it with a fresh pair of eyes for the words to flow again.

that also applies to finding the right words and metaphors.

consuming media is one of the best cures for writer’s block.

another thing that helps writer’s block is asking yourself: “what is the most fun/best/most devastating thing that could happen next?”

do not rush your writing. quality work takes time, so don’t ever beat yourself up for being a “slow writer”. it’s always worth taking your time building the right plot and finding the right words to make something you’re proud of.

you’re allowed to take a break from your writing. writing is hard work and burn out happens. take a break if you need, and come back to it when you’re ready. writing is not a race.

writing a story/plot you love > molding your plot to trendy tropes you don’t enjoy.

when you’re writing as a hobby, your work doesn’t need to be perfect. it just needs to make you happy. that’s it.

having more words doesn’t mean higher quality work. don’t feel bad for having a low word count.

if you like your own story, chances are others will too.

[writingisbestonrainydays]

high-tension romantic scenarios to get lost in

fixing each other's collar/zipper/tie/etc - getting unexpectedly close, breath catching when they realize (or their light touches burning into the other's skin)

^ also moving someone's hair out of their face/behind their ear

^ or touching someone's necklace/bracelet/watch

eye contact in a crowded room, but not exchanging any words/expressions - just looking at each other, the rest of the world going still.

^a(n unironic) wink in this situation. or an eyebrow raise, lick or bite of lips, or head tilt. there's something in the subtlety of it - like "this is between us"

pulling someone in by their belt loops??? this is so random idk

feeling the other's breath/lips ghosting their neck

any sort of whisper. anywhere. goddamn.

a long pause when someone is speaking, as though they lost their train of thought while looking at the other person

their bodies accidentally pressed together - being stuck in a small space, falling onto one another, or having to sit really close together. the pause when it's realized.

^this but they're hiding

"make me"

"i dare you"

"and if i do?"/"what will i get (if i do)?" "show/tell me what you want"

the pinky reach before holding hands for the first time

slow dancing (the hand placement, eye contact, proximity, MUSIC)

teaching the other something that involves physical contact (like holding their hands while trying to balance on a skateboard, or guiding their hands somewhere)

eye contact, waiting for one to fold

"don't do that to me" (tempting the other)

sharing earbuds - forced proximity, the vulnerability in sharing things that matter to them

i'm back!! i'm in a huge slump rn, so submit to my "ask" box if there is anything you want to see :) alsoo if you have anything to add to this list, reply to the post!! i love hearing what you guys have to say