PenDragon

eh, this is just some random gal posting stuff on the internet... in other words, I have no idea what I'm even doing :D

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this is one of my favorite sound tracks and games I have.

if you like this song I suggest you buy all of them, they are just simply beautiful.

I really could just lesson to these all day, or just play the game all day

disclaimer: I don't own this piece of wonderful work (I secretly wish I did) if the artist happens to find this and doesn't like it I would be more then happy to take it down

-.-" I don't normally do disclaimers, but I'm unsure when it comes to music

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The question game :3

its a game me and my family or friends do

the rules are simple

only reply in the form of a question, no statements.

=w= my friend and me would randomly start these, they would ask a question then when I answer they just say "I win" then we confuse everyone by talking in questions, even when someone is asking us something XD

try explaining what your doing in the form of a question, your most likely just going to look very insane

maybe you should try playing?

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More random thoughts and stuff

I just happened to remember a time in one of my english classes, we had to do research on different types of poetry. because I wanted to try something new (I like reading poetry) I decided to do war poems.

so I read poems that came from the first and second world wars, got really sad and moved by some. My teacher even lend me one of her war poetry books (it was a collection of ww2 or ww1)

anyways I got to the part of the project where we had to talk about some of the poets

so I didn't give that a second thought, I did stuff like that a million times before.

I was so... stunned. Out of the several poets I read poems of, nearly, if not all, died. One of them didn't even want to fight, he was training to be a doctor; he got out of fighting because of a leg wound, but guess what? he died due a mosquito bite.

I was just so depressed, when reading more poems I couldn't help, but think "what was it like for these guys?" or "what if they didn't die so early"

I wish I could remember the book, and post up some of these poems. However, sadly I can not remember the name, and these poems are hard to find.

well I might make this a mission for myself.

anyways this won't make much sense, this doesn't even really have a point.

but that's what my tumblr is anyway, really just random things I think about.

.... oh gosh I'm rambling >.< got to stop doing that

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When I'm on the internet and someone is insulting or trying to bully me

based on personal experience (there is a story behind it, but I'll look like a crazy evil villain if I tell anyone)

when it comes to the internet I don't cry about it, I just ignore them or get sweet revenge 

and yes I do play borderlands 2, I even made this gif

I even love to play as Zero

this gif suits me so well its freaky 

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I am trying to learn to draw, I can't take classes at this time sadly ): but I don't want that to stop me from even trying... it may look a little off (even though it was a bit off before XP) since I used distortion to try to get it less distorted .... wow that sounds complicated 

anyways its just a wine bottle... with shapes beside it for no reason

so maybe tell me what you think?

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Even a clock that does not work is right twice a day.

Polish Proverb

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kind-a rant, but who really cares this is the internet rant central

I like to read fan fiction, it can be very good or bad that's why I read it. When I find someone that makes stories I like I go to their profile (I mainly use Fanfiction.com) and read more or read what they put up. 

Well most times there are those posts that state "you will die in _____ days if you don't post this up" I mostly ignore those unless its something like "post this on your wall if you believe in equal rights for ____" 

so I was reading this story that was quite long so I wanted to see the person who was making this, the only thing on the profile was a one of those things I read it because it was quite long. It was a story, I won't bore you with the details since that's not important; what is was what was on the end of it.

I forget where the profile is and don't care to find them again, but the end generally said this

"if you don't post this up on your wall then you are not a true Christian, and when facing the lord I will not not defend you" I got the last little bit wrong I know that so forgive me on that part.

I was just so furious at that comment, (I'm a Christian just to clarify)

Who the hell did they think they were to denounce people like that, random people they didn't even know. Your allowed to express your opinion on the internet I know that, but this is just so wrong. 

I don't go around saying "oh your going to hell because you are _____" or "your going to hell because I don't think your a true Christian" because that isn't any of my business nor do I have any right to. 

but seriously, I really hate when people do things like this. No matter what you believe or Think you cannot judge a person because they do something you don't like (except something like murder, or bullying then judge like the worlds about to end), or they do something differently. 

and even though there is a lot of this and most of the time I keep my cool, I can't help but flip the ****** out when someone just does stuff like this.

At least the other people are just targeting one person (or lots) but this is just so much worse since they literally have no idea who is reading it they just posted up on their wall.

what if the pope happened to like fanfiction, but didn't write it?

your what? saying the pope is going to hell? I'm very sure that's bad karma.

that's about it, if I went on any longer it would mostly just be animated table flips

adding Obama kicking down door because I feel it is needed

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: D I forgot about this one, =w= I had to do a face replace assignment and I couldn't think what to do so I put Robert downey jr.s face onto the Mona Lisa 

it took well over 50 different adjustments and redoes before it looked like this

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the one with the mask isn’t mine (I just photoshopped it) but the other is. I love working with photoshop, kinda an addiction for me since I can’t help but photoshop pictures that I think could be better

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>w< I just want to express how much I love this game, and the attack on titan series is as well

but seriously this game is sooooo fun! its funny though I found this before the manga/anime, and I was very confused.

but anyways this game impresses me so much and the update I love it so much

except the crawling titans, kills me. every. single. time. 

if you play this I go on the public servers a lot under the name of steam

TT_TT if only I could host some games

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I found this really cool download that polarizes your photos :D I think it does a good job

http://poladroid.en.softonic.com/ just put that link there in case you want to download 

I wish I had a polaroid, but at least I have a type writer :3 ...... I desire the strangest things

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=w= I do photography and editing, but I probably won't post to much on here.

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This is a Role playing site I made, and since I'm supper naive and probably made a huge mistake -.-" I'm putting this link up here so people will actually find this site.

please just humor me and click it ^-^ or actually click it because your interested? 

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something random that no one will understand but I'm just putting it out there

longest title ever

anyways, I just had a random thought relating to two of my characters that no one knows about.

their names are Ignus and Kenet and just in case someone is in fact reading this then here’s a little info on them

and since I suck at drawing thus far I’ll use gaia avatars to give a general appearance

Ignus:

she is a very cocky, hot headed, stubborn miss. in my little head world she is not human, but a juvenile form of a titan (huge elemental creatures that use human blood to become stronger) she is very good at starting fires. she also tries to doge around the subject of heritage since everyone hates titans more so her friends whose families have been nearly destroyed by said monsters.

Kenet:

very anti social, usually hiding in the less savory parts of the globe. Kenet used to be famous for killing many people without mercy, horrifically too with his ability to control fire. After more then a few years of that something in his mind changed and he dropped off the map. He never talks about himself, Kennet even wears a mask so no one recognizes him. Presently he works as a healer.

So I just realized that these two have much in common: both live in a semi apocalyptic world, both use fire, both try to hide their past.

But they do have one difference, how they deal with their pasts.

Ignus tends to be more upbeat and doesn’t go to great lengths to hide it. she hates it, but Ignus doesn’t let that ruin her future On the other hand you have Kenet who let’s his past drag him down, feeling that he can never repent for it and because of that he never lets himself rise above it. He try’s so hard to forget that he has yet to escape it.

it’s interesting because I made Kenet when I was feeling depressed, I made Ignus two years later and not sad.

… I have a tendency to over think about things, but I just wanted to put this out there

And if you did bother to read this, how about a question

Are any of your characters affected by your mood or what’s happening too you?