pengu

neurodivergent | needs/uses tone tags | 21 | they/he | sometimes nsfw | cashapp $mochipengu

[pengu-hours]

pengu-hours

(side blog to @penguin-sunghoonie)

status: i'm existing 😌

(info below cut <3)

age: 19

nickname: pengu

pronouns: they/he

gender: non-binary

sexuality: pansexual

♊ ☀️ • ♒ 🌑 • ♒ ⬆️

notes:

my cashapp is $mochipengu if you'd like to help! funds go towards college and household things so i don't have to constantly worry about my financial situation. i'll be trying to apply for jobs and help pay bills and stuff. i'm very VERY poor and right now i'm barely staying afloat. if you do send cash, know that it is highly appreciated and i love you guys so much and i'm so grateful for every dollar.

i'm neurodivergent (needs/uses tone tags sometimes)

i'm native american (ᏣᎳᎽ/tsalagi)

i'm sometimes nsfw, all of those things will be tagged as pengu — hard thoughts

i don't keep tags for anons

this is a side blog, so if i reply to a post, i'll put "— pengu" even though it'll come from the penguin-sunghoonie account

polyamourous, pansexual, nonbinary

hey! if you kept scrolling, this means this is your sign!! tell the people closest to you you love them. for me, for nini. if you or someone you know is dealing with suicidal thoughts, please encourage them to get help. you write your own story, and hey, your time isn't up yet! keep shining. you've got this. keep writing your story, angel. i love you, even if i don't know you.

[pengu-hours]

heyy how have you been?

-U_U

oh hey!! sorry i just saw this!! i've had a lot of health problems but overall i've been okay. trying to just manage day by day, ya know?

[pengu-hours]

hey! erm...you dont have to answer this, it's hui and i just wanted to take this time to actually apologize to you. i know it's been so long and yes im still on tumblr occasionally, but sometimes i come across the things ive said then and I'm really sorry about that. i acknowledge my mistakes, and even if its been a while and there's nothing much to change because it's simply just been done, i just want you to know that i really do regret my actions. i wanna explain that 2 years ago, i was not the best person i could be, i was selfish and hurt others and could not understand that people were really trying to just look out for me, people like you... im so sorry for being someone who made the community a bad place and kept shoving myself into drama, i guess i was just... chronically online back then and needed the attention, whether it was bad or not. i spent much time trying to be a better person and im so sorry if ive triggered anyone with my words. it was insensitive and immature and im sorry it took so long for me to get that. you dont have to forgive me or anything, i just id let you know! stay safe out there and if you do end up answering this ask and want to talk, ill come drop by but if not, that's okay.

i'm down to talk, i always am, it's been forever and i know people change a lot. i would be willing to talk again <3

[pengu-hours]

if we're still friends, let me know. i miss you guys a lot.

[sluttywonwoo]

sending you my thoughts and prayers during this trying time <3

NOT IN 4K oh i’m going to chew through drywall

[pengu-hours]

CURRENTLY CHEWING THROUGH WALLS AND CRAWLING UNDER DOORS TO GET TO HIM

[turing-tested]

"Many species of polychaetes undergo epitoky whereby sexually immature worms transform into pelagic morphs capable of sexual reproduction. After fertilization, they release their gametes through rapid disintegration." worms are out here having insane sex we can't even comprehend

[turing-tested]

"what do they mean by disintegrate?" "oh yeah no he fucking disintegrated"

[didthekingdieyet]

[pengu-hours]

Hii it’s been so long

-U_U

holy shit hey

[ruinedchildhood]

[spicymayonegg]

[toadsrbutch]

I don’t know what little cat needs to hear this but. it is Not Dinner Time. you are not going to starve and it will be okay.

[nagask]

[anxietyproblem]

[ningyizh]

By the time, this is posted, I'm no longer here but everyone take care, at least for me, if you loved me <3

@so-jays loml I'm so glad you came back but I'm sorry I couldn't stay. But you know it's time I stop being a coward and tell you how I feel, yeah? To be honest I'm really glad that I had you in my life and I love you a lot, yes more than friends and even out of the whole RP, I loved you for a longgg time and I really hoped I could tell this to you but now you know <3 I love you, and I love EVERYTIME you called me your angel, told me you love me and called me your one and only, and the dates we planned, our little lantern festival date, stargazing and cat cafe dates and everything was so dreamy,you only made me feel so warm and so loved and cared and that only made me greedy more , you treated me in the best way possible and I'm so so glad baby :( but I'm really really glad that you're now fine, and please take care of yourself, at least for your angel <3 I love you a lot btw mixtape : oh will forever be our song, okay love? Pinky promise me :( nini loves sof a lot lot lot mwah <3 if you ever loved me, please take care of yourself ❤️ nini will always wish you the best because you're the best and you deserve the whole world ❤️

@pengu-hours BABY PENGUUU ! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER THIS ALWAYS OKAY????? YOU were my very first friend here and I will forever and ever remember you :( I still remember when I was your kitty Hwall, I hope I made you happy for a little :( because you're so so precious :( and you always treated me like a baby and I really loved that. I really thought you're an angel for always helping everyone out and everything, but can I request you something? One last time, please? Will you talk to ray? Please? He misses you a lot, and I know you miss him a lot too, so please I really hope both of you become friends again :( it hurts me to think how you two were so good friends and all of a sudden things changed because of some mere misunderstanding :( you two are really really nice and precious, please I hope you two make up soon :( that's my last wish and my last request to you, baby pengu. Nini loves you a lot ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@en-cityzen mama Mia ❤️ I appreciate you a lot for the times you checked up on me and for the times you have me courage and told me all the good things that I thought I never deserved to hear :( but I want to tell you a little thing and that is, you're an angel, and everyone loves taking advantage of an angel. Please take care of yourself and never let anyone hurt you yeah? You're too precious and I hope everyone treats you the same <3

And to all the people I've interact in DMS and dash : @seo-thicc-bin ily zaf @jeontaeil ily Charlie thank you for adding me to the server, made me feel included ❤️

@/ HAEMIN : are you here? :( You aren't here my bear :( but your catto still loves you ok? Don't forget that mwah

@jaylaxies ariaaaa I love you so much bestie ❤️ thank you so much for making me feel less sad for the whole week, please take care of yourself ❤️

@shinramyeonz we didn't get to talk more :( but ricey I love you ok? Also tell stoopid soob best bro that I love him a lot and I miss him :( please both of you take care ilysm ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@rayyeez I love you, my Boro Bhai haha, and I think you know it all, in our DMS, I've already told you everything and I'll tell you this again, thank you for being my human diary, don't forget me or I'll haunt you in your dreams :( ILYSM 🖤

[pengu-hours]

by the time this is posted, it'll be the anniversary of nini's death at the time i found out about it. i just want to tell everyone once again what a beautiful person she was, and how much i love and miss her every single day. it's taken so much strength to move past her loss and frankly, i don't think i'll ever be past it, but it gets a little easier with time. we still remember you, nini, and we still love you. we'll never stop loving you. i promise.

[sharingneedles]

IVE BEEN WAITING ALL YEAR TO POST THIS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

[fuckyeahpaganism]

I’m crying. 

[for-fox-sakess]

i scheduled this a year ago..

[pengu-hours]

every time i feel like d wording i still text nini hoping wherever she is she understands.

[5cix]

220826 | SOAP

[chibird]

Little dino says no needless guilt! We should be allowed to live our lives without feeling guilty about everything!

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