It really sucks to be with someone who you slowly see is breaking you down more and more. Changing you into a person you fucking despise. Manipulating you into thinking it’s all you when really it’s no one. The both of you are just not meant to be, yet you hold on for this fairytale relationship because god you’ve been with them for years and years. You think you have to fix it. You have to stick it out. But why? Your both fucking miserable. Why can’t anyone just end things on good terms anymore? We tried it, it didn’t work, we move on. Of course it’s going to hurt but so does falling and scraping your knee. You can’t prevent these things, you just get up and move on. I hope I find myself again. Slowly pick up the pieces, find new ones, and rebuild the person I need to be. Who I want to be.
