Well, it's about time until I spoke up about this, to be honest.. I've honestly had enough of how Susie keeps trying to make me the bad guy on the story. Sooo, here we are:
My experience with Susie. (aka KingSusiePen-KSP24/KingSusiePen24)
CW: MANIPULATION, GROOMING (POSSIBLY), MENTIONS OF PEDOPHILIA AND OTHER "LESS SEVERE" THINGS LIKE STALKING.
This post also mentions vore. Sorry.
For a quick introduction: Hello, I'm Misty, formerly known as Waffles and Sol (nametakenbozo/beachfuneral on deviantart, biologicallyhazardous/luckywhammy on Furaffinity). By the time that I'm starting to write this up (November 16th of 2025), I'm 15, and Susie is 18. I really don't know how this is going to affect the whole stuff in general, buuut, here we go..
Keep in mind that this will focus on my feelings while this is all happening at times, so some unecessary stuff might appear in there.
Before everything (unecessary part): My vore interest sprouted back when I was 9. I forgot about it sometime later until 2021, then I kept dreaming about vore from time to time until like 2024. In that year also, I started to seek comfort/become a kinnie on a BFDI character called Nine, and seeing vore posts of her being prey would really make me a bit sad. And well, one day I couldn't hold in that desire on drawing 9 as pred, and I created my first ferish account: Luckywhammy. Keep in mind that I would also "admire" Susie's posts from a distance, as she "was the only person to draw 9 as pred at times".
Around august, I then posted something on Furaffinity with that New account. I felt disgusted by what I've done, but people there really received me with pratically open arms: Most of them said that my art looked great, and I then felt glad, but promised myself to not come back there.
October. These funky feeling came back, and I couldn't hold them yet again. I drew that yet again, but this time, not only it got a good repercution again, but it also caught Susie's eyes.
So this is where my first interactions with Susie would start. I was 14 at the time, and she was 17.
I was really happy that I caught her attention at then time, since she seemed to be pretty neat looking through the google images. I started to interact more often with her and we became pretty good "friends" very quickly. She would like some of m drawings, and I would do the same. I would also hop on her whiteboards to draw some stuff.
One day, I decided to test out the notes on Furaffinity. She then replied asking for a request, but I saw it days later. I then apologized for that, but I said that I would take it anyways, as I felt honored by being able to draw a request by the one and only Susie. She told me to draw some vore stuff, and I did it. This is where she started to request-bomb me.
Every drawing that I did, either on FA or on her whiteboards, she would comment/ask/post a note about something like: "Request. Do [character] eats [character]", mostly the ones on the post. I would often try my hardest to draw all of them, which made me start to feel overwhelmed very quickly, but I didn't give up until then as I wanted to make her happy (and because I was a people pleaser at the time which couldn't say no).
On the meantime, I also met a user now named Elisha (formerly known as Elcho, but we're NOT going to deadname him for everything's sake).
About some time later (around days before christmas eve), she sent a note to me saying:
"Hi, you love Tally Hall Vore!"
I was aware of her shenanigans as I saw some of her Tally Hall posts. I was a really big Tally Hall fan at the time. I then replied with:
"Hello! I don't usually enjoy drawing vore of real people, but I'll do it as a request. :)" (Boy, that was a huge mistake by my part)
She then replied to me saying:
"Well, Ross said that they're like characters"
I then tried to search it on google, and found no evidence whatsoever. But I decided to trust her.
"Well, I must be missing out some information. LOL"
"Well, can you draw Ross Vore?"
I tried to ignore her request as I felt uncomfortable, but I was too embarassed to say it. But she would keep me nagging about it everytime. I needed some advice? "[advice] but can you draw my ross vore request?". I wanted to draw a fanart of her sona with mine, but asked her if she minded it? "Yes, I do. My Ross vore request?" ANY POST THAT I WOULD DO???? "DO MY ROSS VORE REQUEST"!!!!
Christmas Eve came around and she pressed me so much that I couldn't fight it back: I drew it. I posted it, and said that I wasn't good at drawing humans, trying to hide the feeling of disgust that I felt towards myself for doing that, and she reassured me that it looked great. I then went to my aunt's house (who lives on another city which is on one of the mountain ridges of my state) to pass the chirstmas in there. I then put my playlist to play, and when a Tally Hall song came (more specifically Ruler of Everything), I started to feel even deeper disgust mixed with regret from the request that I've accepted. "What have I done?" I wondered to myself, while the ruralized city covered in fog passed through the car's windows and my grandma drifted away right by my side.
But thinking that this was over, it wasn't: I ended up attracting even more Tally Hall vore fans due to Susie, which proceeded then to stuff me up with even more Tally Hall requests. I drew one of them (which was Andrew vores Ross) and made the other Joe Hawley one go to shit. I then said that I wouldn't draw Tally Hall Vore anymore. Susie then saw that Andrew request and came at me saying:
(Also keep in mind that im the meantime I accidentally got informed about Susie's drama, but I was too afraid to speak up).
"I know that you don't draw Tally Hall vore requests anymore, but can you draw Ross vores Andrew??? I hate seeing Ross getting eaten."
I then decided to stand on my ground.
"IF YOU DON'T DRAW IT, I'LL CRY!!!"
"I'LL QUIT FURAFFINITY IF YOU DON'T DRAW MY REQUEST!!!"
(The comments were under one of the Tally Hall vore posts. I deleted them all without thinking twice, and I lost the comments, but you can still find the drawings on furarchiver.)
She then protested. This made me draw it anyways, as I didn't want to make her sad.
She would then still bombard me with requests: Snake eats Nine, Snake eats whatever... I drew everything because I wanted to please her, not realizing that she was using me.
I told the whole situation to my online best-friend and asked for advice about finally letting go off Susie. She told me to do it. I finally got the courage to do it. I confronted her aout it. The first thing she asked was about her Ross request. I told her about the drama, trying to snap out of her strings, and she told me to not trust it. I really don't recall much about what happened after. :/
Around January, I decided to expand my territories to deviantart: I doodled something about Nine eating Fifteen because mhm, and it got a quite good reception. Susie went along with me and interacted, asking stuff about my requests, when a user (let's refer to her as "Eli") told me about the whole situation. I finally got the courage to speak up, and then the ties were finally broken. I thought that this was the end, but it was just the start.
As I posted and posted on deviantart, I started to rise and make more mutuals/friends, and Susie would often copy me. I realized that quickly while snooping on her profile.
I then asked for a advice to one of these friends that I made, and he told me that I should in fact confrontate her.
(Just a glimpse of our conversations)
She first tried to excuse it trying to say that she was "inspired" out of me.
But turns out, she wasn't. She just wanted to copy me. Even admitted it. I then started to be more harsh towards her (which I don't know if it was one of the best things to do). I blocked her and she then drew Four digesting Nine out of spite.
Some time later, Elisha (one of the FA friends that I mentioned earlier), was trying to break ties with her, but she wouldn't let him go. I intervined, but he still felt unsafe blocking her. Seeing that Elisha still hasn't blocked her, Susie would try to take advantage off him. She even once forced him to unfollow me.
She would also draw Nine as prey too labeled as "hate art" (pretty imatture by her part tbh), as well as often request other users with Nine as prey to attempt to make me feel down, but I still tried to seem tough from the outside and pretend that I didn't care (even though I did, deep down).
Stuff like these that Susie would orchestrate against me would in fact affect my emotional: It would just keep piling onto my back, making me barely wake up in the morning, check deviantart and already feel like screaming onto a bottomless pit. I felt that I was all alone: I had pratically NOBODY to speak about this and my feelings because I trusted no one, I would spend most of the time on my classes trying to solve everything, making plans on how to stop her, all while I carried that weight of drama that I ended up causing. Some time later though, Elisha broke out the news and in fact broke ties with Susie, which caused some users to switch up on Susie.
I also started to collect evidence on what Susie has done in a server, and also got the attention of some other users like Anonweirdo (aka NT) and Luxian because I broke with Susie and spoke up about what happened to me intil then. I thought that Susie would stop, but she didn't: She went on to stalk me, but I didn't have any concrete evidence whatsoever. I also started to attack directly Susie, which resulted her on releasing a little bombshell.
I know that I wasn't the right one on this, but come on, this is DEFINETLY something AMAZING and VERY MATURE to say to a 14yr old./sarc.
Its also good to mention that in this month I criticized her artstyle and she said that "it's like that because of her autism". I am an autistic person myself, but I don't use that as an excuse to have low skills.
March came around, it was the month of my birthday. I moved to another school. I started to make direct attacks at Susie (such as pissing her off by drawing as prey) alongside with the people who originally exposed her/some of her victims.
My 15th birthday then came. I was a little bit more "popular" on deviantart by then. Everyone wished me a happy birthday and such, except for Susie: She wished me an "unhappy birthday" and guess what?? She drew a SNAKE eating 9!!!! Such an amazing gift!!! /sarc again
She kept on with that bullshit of drawing 9 as "main prey" trying to "torture me", as she once said.
Remember that one "it's because of my autism" thing she said? Well, turns out that this screenshot got featured on a very known callout (aka Sakiro64's callout post). This is where I first talked with Sakiro (who would also become a very important piece on this whole situation).
Some time later, I hopped on her server and tried to show the evidence of what she has done in there and also to piss her off alongside with my online best-friend and some of the peopl in the server. Of course, she silenced me (and even tried to "expose me", but I technically didn't do much), but I pretended that I was sorry so we became "friends" again.
Around the end of the month, she requested me to draw revenge art on One (because I drew One eating her then), and I did because I wanted to play along, but in a crappy way. She asked it to be a bit more high-quality and even asked to give it a specific title (how entitled).
April then came. We seemingly made ammends, but not so much since she would still nag me at times about her requests and I still hated her deep down. I would request her back. After some time, I told her that I wouldn't do any requests from her anymore, and she went on to "give ideas".
On this very month, I realized that Susie somehow still wanted to copy me. All the drawings that I would do, she would then steal the concepts. I warned her about it and she then apologized... with crocodile tears.
I really don't recall much about what happened on April, so we'll skip to May.
From what I remember, she pressed me to draw some revenge requests cuz she saw some stuff that I drew to piss her off.
She basically in fact admitted that she would stalk me in this month, proving my paranoia to be real.
And also, not only she would copy me, but turns out that she would also copy other people's arts only because I FAVORITED THEM.
(Screenshot from one of my former friend groups)
Susie was still trying so hard to be like, she was basically OBSESSED with me. Even the things that I favorited, she would copy. She really wanted to be my shadow, huh?
Not only that, but she would also
try to copy my artstyle too.
Around June, she was still nagging me due to thsoe drawings that I did.
Around the end of June, I was yet again feeling overwhelmed. Thousand requests for me to do, exams week, feeling exhausted emotionally. I felt like I was going to collapse.
I ended up venting about the situation to one of the "leaders" of my Spiritist Youth Group (because I'm a Kardecist), which ended up telling my dad about the things. I ended up becoming way too nervous while venting about the whole thing and he told me to delete the account and to leave everybody (which was hard for me since I adored almost everyone on deviantart). I then decided to take a break around the start of July, and guess what?
(Tumblr won't allow me to post photos here anymore..)
There was she, trying to make me draw her requests despite me almost crashing out due to EVERYTHING happening on my life. She truly cares more about remixing to her requests than about people's mental health, huh?
She also tried to apologize to me when I asked her to stop copying me, and she replied to me with:
"Well I will stop copying you only if you do these things:
1. Repost my revenge requests
2. Do Me eats 9 as revenge on Strawpage"
(These exact same words.)
She tried to manipulate me YET AGAIN to draw her requests, but I wasn't a pussy anymore so I told her that she could stop it by herself.
AAAAND, on the day of her 18th birthday, she made a poll to decide which username she would use to her new account (desperate attempt to try to escape from the consequences), with one of them LITERALLY being "UsernametakenbyKSP". If you didn't realize it yet, YEAH, EVEN MY FUCKING USERNAME SHE WAS TRYING TO COPY IT!!!!
And after the day of her oficially becoming an adult, she yet again begged me to repost her requests, which I wasn't willing to.
Some days later she came at my DMs on discord absolutely PISSED because I drrw something that pissed her off, and then she drew my fucking oc as a prey. Yet again, this made me uncomfortable.
Around this time, Sakiro requested something to me, which ended up on us talking more and more and becoming friends eventually.
August of '25 then came and she was still at her tyrade of hating herself as prey.
After exactly two weeks after the start of the month, Susie said something that made me blow up at her. I couldn't hold the feeling of hatred that I had towards her, all the times that she fucked me up, ALL THE MORNINGS, AFTERNOONS AND NIGHTS THAT I WOULD THINK ABOUT HER AND HER DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR ANYMORE. I probably must've hurt her feeling and gone a bit too far on it, which wasn't the best thing to do, but then, instead of seeing my side of the story, she went on to victimize herself to her followers saying that "I Cyberbullied her". I really don't remember much about what happened after, but we both deleted our stuff.
Nothing really important happened on this month I guess, except for her trying to yet again unstabilize me by using an alt of hers which was "her daughter" and by me trying to keep one of my friends safe from her.
Then, September. Sakiro re-posted the callout post as it has been deleted by the DA staff, and it yet again generated another wave of people switching up on her.
I moved most of my vore arts to scraps due to someone almost giving me a metanoia on how to stop drawing vore.
Keep in mind that in the meantime, Susie had thoughts of me drawing an Anaconda eating One, except for the fact that I despise feral vore.
I remember that I told Susie to leave me alone, but that didn't work, as some time later she went on to comment on one of my drawings with "And I prefer this [revenge request of her digesting One]". I reminded her about leaving me alone, but she didn't seem to care, as she replied with that and also commented
"Also, this is how an Anaconda eats One would look on your artstyle" with a crappy attempt pf copying my artstyle, which made again me uncomfortable (and mad). I lashed at her, and she told me
"Well, that's what you get for drawing me as prey, idiot!!"
She really didn't care about breaking boundaries with a minor which she should've stopped interacting a long time ago, ESPECIALLY in this way, she just wanted to be goddamn pred. I was basically FUMING because of her. Why was a fucking 18 year old pushing someone who's literally 3 years younger than her to their limits??
As I trusted Sakiro even more now and he was finishing the callout posts, I suggested him to add a little bit of the experience that I had with Susie. As we were talking, guess who contacted me? The one and only KINGSUSIEPEN!!!!! ON DISCORD!!! She asked about my vore drawings and I told her to leave me.
I also recall on venting on her server, and she told me that she would ban me for that.
In one moment, I also shared some docs that a user made about Susie's actions. She told me not to share them. I even shared the docs and stuff she has done on her own server, which resulted me on getting banned, but also oppened the eyes of some people. Turns out, me and the people who were raiding the server discovered that she can IN FACT get arrested for what she has done (Grooming and Tampering Evidence). Being the really smart/sarc being that she is, she deleted the evidence yet again, got scared and blocked.
I then threathned her on DA, and yet again she came with another alt (her "mom") trying to intimidate me, but I called my irl friend (who's aware of the situation and even managed to get her IP, but that's something for later) to handle the situation. Susie quickly got shut off.
Remember that one friend that I was trying to make them see Susie's actions? Well, turns out that in the end, they ended up trusting me and broke their relationship with Susie. She tried desperately to manipulate them and to make me the bad person, buuut, that didn't work LOL.
Then.. at the of the month..
Sakiro called the authorities and this made me feel worried that I would have to go to court too. The information ended up slipping to my dad, and he now said that he would tell my mother about it. I had a panic attack since I was afraid of what she would think of what I have just done, but he reassured me in the end, although I still felt nervous. I asked for advice to my therapist, and she told me that everything will be alright.
We ended up having a talk with my mother, and it went bitterly: My dad kept arguing that I should have NO access to the internet, and my mom defended that I should have my own freedom. In the end, my mom questioned me by saying that I didn't trust her cuz' I didn't tell her about this earlier.
This made me create another account to try to rebrand (and to escape from Susie), but she found me.. And she still came plumetting at me.
After watching TPOT, I got paranoid about one of the scenes, thinking that Susie would draw something out of it. I wasn't even trying to hide it anymore. I desperately asked for a "deal", and she made it: I act kind towards her, and she won't draw it.
She still interacted with me despite saying that she would stop interacting with minors, even following me at one point.
And now, November has come./ref
I'm finally writing this to speak up about what happened to me. I don't know if in fact I have been groomed or not, but... here it is. One year later.
Reflecting a little bit, Susie has changed something in me: She ripped out my innocence, and now it seems like I've became a more harsher person because of what she has done.
I'm still waiting for justice to be done, but all what remains now is to hope that everything will be all right.
I'd really like to thank everybody who has standed alongside me and supported me in my worst moments. I appreciate you all, really. :)
And, that's it. I'm sorry if this is a bit too long.
Thank you for reading and hearing me until here. Hopefully this might knock some common sense into Susie's supporters.
