Hope My Mum Doesnt Find This Blog

[20] [They/Them] [TW: ed, sh + vent] [Not Pro just doing what this website if for and blogging] [Friendly and only bites on occasion:)]

[peppermintteabags]

Hiya!

I’m Oliver, I’m 20 years old and I live in England!

I made this blog to basically try and document this time of my life and see if I can connect to people with similar issues as me! Turning 18 made me realise that I can’t really control anything around me, but I can control what I eat, so here we go!

I hope who ever reads this has a lovely day :)

(Joined 26th February 2024- age 18)

This blog isn’t pro ana or pro ed- if recovery is the best choice for you, fucking go for it man!

Stats:

Height: 5”5

SW:74.5kg

CW:73kg

GW:

UGW:

My fav ed related bangers:

[moominirl]

[peppermintteabags]

Why is it genuinely so hard for me to do anything I just had to be reminded by my mum, as a 20 year old!, to clean my room and I just fucking burst into tears like what the fuck is wrong with me I actually struggle to do anything!!!!

[neverwonderneverremember]

sleep is stolen time. don't let them take it from you anymore. tonight. we are staying up. til one billion o clock.

[stadigikkesigne]

i’m not even hungry rn, but my brain keeps yelling at me to eat eat eat eat eat

i’m so sick and tired of this bs fr

[peppermintteabags]

People who still live with their parents: how do you avoid eating dinner when they cook it?? Like I’m a whole 20 years old and 4 out of 7 days a week my mum will still cook for me, so no matter how much I resist I’ll still end up eating! What do I do about this???

[vxmprbones]

cool guys panic over going out to eat with their family

[peppermintteabags]

I feel like I’m dead. I feel like I look and sound like a fucking dead person, and either no one cares about me to notice, or they have noticed and they just don’t care

[peppermintteabags]

I wish people fucking cared about me. No one gives a shit about me and it’s killing me. It’s genuinely fucking killing me

[peppermintteabags]

All my friends are moving on with their lives and I’m just stuck in my room eating 300kcal a day and disassociating

[peppermintteabags]

Why is feeling lonely the actual worst feeling in the world??

[peppermintteabags]

Been feeling myself a little too much lately something dreadful is going to happen soon I can sense it

[condemnedbody]

I'm so sick of acting like I'm not completely drained and full of hate.

[userl4mb]

I fucking hate being alone. I hate it.

I wish I could just disappear if I'm forced to be alone anyways. l

[sickfrr]

[bpderanged]

One day I will kill myself. It's just a matter of time before I stop hesitating and finally follow through.

[peppermintteabags]

Going to slam my head into a wall over and over again just to see what happens brb