A smile a day keeps the questions away

Every time I say that I'm fine, I want someone to see how much I'm hurting inside. I do not promote self harm, eating disorders or mental illness in any way.

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It hurts because if I didn’t have these certain two people in my life, I would end it right now and not even care about anybody else. It really hurts more than anything because I can’t live like this anymore and I can’t keep holding on but I don’t want them to get hurt, I care about them too much. I just want them to be okay without me.

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i don't want this life anymore.

[decidingrecovery-blog]

[bvcvwvrner-deactivated20191222]

[per-suasion]

It hurts because if I didn't have these certain two people in my life, I would end it right now and not even care about anybody else. It really hurts more than anything because I can't live like this anymore and I can't keep holding on but I don't want them to get hurt, I care about them too much. I just want them to be okay without me.

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Breakdown #562

School: 3,974

Me: -694

[velvet-plats]

I want all my secrets back

six word story  (via suchvodka)

[hellanne]

The fact that I’m silent doesn’t mean I have nothing to say.

Jonathan Carroll (via rhymez)

[you-lost-her-idiot]

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IS THIS AN OKAY STORY SO FAR SOMEONE PLEASE HELP

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daisycraze:

if i was famous i would just knock on peoples doors and be like hello yes its me

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Hahahah, I can just imagine..

All of my teachers: Why didn't you do the homework that we set for you over the holidays? You're falling so far behind.

Me: Ohhh! Well, I attempted suicide multiple times because I just wanted to fucking die. It obviously didn't work, so I just got worse. .

All of my teachers:

Me: You see, every night I go to bed and I pray I don't wake up in the morning. When I wake up, I cry for hours because I realised I was still breathing. Battling my thoughts constantly wore me out to the point where I'd cut myself to make sure I could still feel. I had Appointments with all these fucking people trying to give me advice on my life and how I can get over my depression. You know, the usual stuff.

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OMG I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE IN FOREVER DSJBLJSBKHVA

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I can't do this.

Seriously, I can't keep holding on. I can't keep going anymore.

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I'm not the sort of person that's cut out for life. I'm just not. There's people that have an idea where they want to go and quite frankly, I don't even know what I'm doing tomorrow yet alone in years time. I'm not one of those people who has their lives together or can envision themselves in the future, no. That's not who I am.