#momlife

TBA...

[magnus-thegreat-redundancy]

[perfectly-unperfect247]

My brain just disappeared and I can't remember what movie this is... *sigh*...

[perfectly-unperfect247]

I see you.

I see you pretty much everywhere. I've blocked you from Facebook and deleted your number and conversations. And yet everywhere I go, I see you. I was at the mall yesterday and saw this guy and his girlfriend I couldn't help but stare because at first, I swore it was you.

[khylee]

Psychology is a beautiful thing.

[psych2go]

Interesting! 

[egobuss-deactivated20150421]

inspired by [this post]

[nicotou-blog]

[perfectly-unperfect247]

I feel empty. I feel like there is a gaping hole in my chest. I hate you.

[written-on-polaroids]

When I first met him, I would never have guessed that he could hurt me this bad.

2:39pm (via written-on-polaroids)

[poemsaboutyoubaby]

“He knew I loved him. He knew I would do anything for him.” She said. “So what happened?” “He kept breaking my heart. He didn’t expected me to leave. He thought I would stay because I loved him. And I did. I swear I did. But I couldn’t handle the pain anymore. That’s why I left.”

(via poemsaboutyoubaby)

[written-on-polaroids]

I hate you because I will have to wonder for the rest of my life why I wasn’t enough.

10:40 am (via written-on-polaroids)

I love you. I love you so much it hurts. I love you so much, that I fucking hate you.

[chasing-scarlett]

Sometimes I’ll walk past someone who looks like you, has that same air of confidence or walks in the same way. Maybe they wear the same perfume or have a similar tone of voice. Either way, at that moment I can literally feel the pieces inside me breaking all over again, because I remember that it was me. I broke us. And there will be never be a part of me that will be forgiven for that. 

[perfectly-unperfect247]

I can't help but wonder... How would you feel if I died? I know that if the roles were reversed I would be miserable. Drowning in all the memories and things unsaid. I wouldn't be able to breathe. Would you even be affected. Probably not...

[perfectly-unperfect247]

The moment when I realize every taylorswift CD I've ever owned was in my car. I had every CD she's ever released. I'm more upset about those being stolen then my car..

[perfectly-unperfect247]

If anyone has any sugestions, I'm open to them all. I feel like my heart is completely shattered. Gosh this sucks..

[perfectly-unperfect247]

Like the night down by the river. And the sheriff showed up and we speed off. Because we weren't supposed to be on the property that late. And the time at capitol forest. Or the time Bren helped you break in to my car for Valentine's Day. Or the last words I said to you. At least I have my memories

[perfectly-unperfect247]

[perfectly-unperfect247]

Andy

3 years. It's sad and extremely pathetic that after three years I just can't stop thinking about you. We broke up. You cut me out of your life. Moved far away. You moved on. And then came back as just a friend. And you had me at the moment we reconnected. I just wanted to jump in your arms and forget everything that happened. But I didn't. I pretended I was cool with just friends. I kept my feelings to myself and said I could accept this. At least I'd sorta have you. Your ringtone was I Almost Do. You walked around and called me love and babe. You said you wanted me. But it was too complicated with you working in Alaska. But you made it work with her. And I never questioned it. You told the people at Wal-Mart that we weren't married...yet. You whispered sweet nothing's and weaved a web of heartbreak. You string me along because you know I will always be here. Because I'm sure by now you realize this, but here it goes. I'm madly in love with you. So I keep signing myself for inevitable heartbreak. But just so you know, I'm deleting your number. And all your messages. I can't convince myself to delete you off Facebook or block you. But I won't be able to contact you anymore. The balls in your court, but its almost out of bounds. Oh and taylorswift thank you so much for the beautiful songs to describe my feelings. I've got my Taylor album on my computer on repeat and hopefully I'll get some sleep. You 're an inspiration.

[sicksadfaeiry]

[perfectly-unperfect247]

I miss you. And I love you. I never should have closed that door. I'll never forget the memories.