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feelings are so confusing

#bpd #emotions #dissociation #trauma

i’m just silly

#bag of jinxies #thoughts

I have my bpd under control

* minor inconvenience*

#bpd #thoughts #I feel so silly #it’s not a big deal but sigh #crazy femcel rambles

reading ur past posts really hits different

#crying #lol #bpd #thoughts

perfectlyunknownn

Let’s storm the streets with flaming torches, pitchforks and some random rando wearing a black cloak like it’s 1661.

#still want to do this btw #pitchforks #murderrrrr #yaaaay

fairycosmos

honestly i dont need therapy i need a machine to go into my body and manually stretch all my muscles and crack all my joints and then i need the machine to go into my brain and deep clean it with soapy hot water

perfectlyunknownn

found this again

#bpd #tw sui vent #sui implied #femcel

where are the actual nd neets that don’t work I need neety depression talks

#neet #hiki

i’m scared of being loved and abandoned

#cptsd #actually cptsd #bpd #abandonment #love #toxic love #trauma #pain #sigh

I want a cuddle party with my fellow bpd peeps

#bpd #i just really need a hug rn #my people understand how hard this shit is and I just wanna grovel for a while #cptsd

It’s so weird how you believe things will be ok but then it changes really fast

#I’m really tired of always being in this head space #I’m tired of it getting worse because of people though

today has been a horrible day. I do need to remember that I have friends and family around me that came through today. Idk how to lean on them for help when I’m just a ball of fuckery

#thoughts #diary

Even though I want to die and have been praying to goddess Hecate for that and another thing. Is quite scary. I find myself hating life more and more. Being stressed and anxious over small things. This life isn’t for me. I’ve accepted that I’m done “experiencing life” basically participating in society. I’ve always wanted to be dead , this has been on going. Writing letters, video diaries. Seems like I’m not preparing for a new version of life but preparing to leave. Maybe somebody else who is more appreciative will take over

#bpd #cptsd #diary #crazy femcel rambles #depressing shit

I’m so tired of being broken

#fix me #bpd #female manipulator #hikikomori

I just want to go to the beach at night

I’m so tired of coming back here and things being the same

I really need a space for lonely ugly femcels. Idk where they go and it pains me

#I just want a community with people who understand #idk where and I feel so lonely #especially because I have no friends #bpd #femcel #thoughts #sad

I’m genuinely scared of letting my bpd thoughts out or entertaining them. I just know I would be the crazy stalker bitch, literally already did it to an ugly fat spineless fucker

#bpd #I should post his pathetic messages but that shit angers me

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