Today on I hate myself and I want to die
• my best friend died 2 years ago today • I thought it would be a great idea to drive to his accident site and instead I had a panic attack whilst driving, therefore almost killing myself • When he didnt respond to an email, I thought up some elaborate story of how my boyfriend was cheating on me, just because my Ain't Shit exes cheated on me.. •its 2:43 am & I'm on my 4th panic attack. • I haven't eaten in 4 days MAN I LOVE LIFE















