Nai

radfleur transfem loser with Jax and Two Time as alters fuck my chungus life

[permahusky]

𝑰ntro 𝑷ost ꒰ঌ𐔌՞ キ‸ ◟՞𐦯໒꒱

call me Nai or Husky! im cisadult but permateen

im a radfleur jesterqueer jirai transid MUD user loser, i believe in youth liberation but i also study psychology and believe your own actions can traumatize you, and that 14 and under is not developed enough to fully understand certain situations.

i try to remain as mysterious as i possibly can but if we're mutuals i automatically consider you family! (in a non incestuous way)

im the opposite of an addgenic system, meaning i am actively trying to minimize my alters... so currently i have Jax, Two Time, and Quackity! and others but who gaf about them (눈‸눈)

i like the pastel goth / pastel scene aesthetics

uhm... idk what else... permahusky OUT

[eptck]

you have to be kinder to people with memory issues.

you have to be kinder to people who are slow processors.

you have to be kinder to people who don't understand your jokes.

you have to be kinder to people who forget important dates.

you have to be kinder to people with cognitive decline.

you have to be kinder to people who were always this way, too.

you have to be kind. you have to be kind.

[bunppyhearted]

whenever i get more than 3 likes on a post i feel like this

[wavetidal]

More people need †o unders†and †ha† humans can and should easily be proper†y

[sunk133]

I'm an example!! 😋🫀

[wavetidal]

Damn righ† you are mon é†oile <3

[sunk133]

Huff, I'm so obsesseddd<33

[wavetidal]

Good, †ha†'s how i like my †oys, brainless and obsessed

[permahusky]

horny faggots on my feed point and laugh

[imjunebitch]

yk guys I think a lot of ppl when arguing against the death penalty go for a like "people don't deserve death, etc" view and I get why ppl argue for that I rly do! but it doesn't matter. I don't trust the government to do it, I don't trust them to decide who should die, I don't trust them to determine who is mentally competent, I don't trust them to not be bigoted and discriminatory in their practices, I don't trust them to have the right people, I don't trust them to execute it in a humanitarian way. and I've had discussions with ppl who otherwise have similar viewpoints to me in many ways but can think of people they think deserve to die, and I think if abolishing the death penalty is like, a super important cause to u the same way it is to me, the argument u use shouldn't be "well these people deserve to live" (although in some cases I think yeah the death penalty is done to people who totally don't "deserve it") because that's so subjective, it should be "do you trust the government to do it?" like, do you trust the people who cant even fill potholes on your road to determine who should and should not live

[permahusky]

"Jax is goth!" "Jax is scene!" "Jax is emo!!"

ALL OF YOU ARE WRONG IM A PINK FLUFFY UNICORN DANCING ON RAINBOWS.

[sunny-queer]

Stares

New flag just dropped. I think this is a new coin? I haven't seen it anywhere

Perma-dissociating

With and with/out symbol

Description -

When oneself believes they should be permanently dissociating

Coined by - sunny-queer

No right or wrong way to use this flag! No dni! Follow your own

[permahusky]

his whole online narrative is crashing and burning all over again because this time theres real evidence that nobody is deleting and its amazing i love it so much

[qtiechan]

Archive of permamonika's alt before he wiped it

https://web.archive.org/web/20260617024219/https://www.tumblr.com/permam0nika0ff1cial

[windows-foureight]

I am officially withdrawing my support from Permamonika/Prophecy

I was willing to play devil's advocate, and I'm sad to say that I made a mistake. I want to stay out of discourse as much as humanly possible, but I want to claim the credit that my misused art deserves. I will not say anything on the grooming and predator allegations, as it is not my place, and I'm still not sure if it's true or not. To make it clear, I did not experience any grooming or predator behaviour.

I joined Prophecy's server as a mod and offered to design and draw a sona for them for free. I sort of sucked up to them and wanted to feel like I was gaining some sort of status from doing this. See drawn sona below.

Prophecy was very happy with this design, and I was sort of high on praise, as my art doesn't really get much attention. I offered to draw some graphics and emojis to go with it, again, all for free.

I also currently have 2 paid commissions I'm working on, along with IRL medical issues, financial issues and severe family issues. So, it was taking me a bit longer to meet my desired deadlines, and I already felt guilty for running behind on my paid commissions. A day after I had offered the free emojis...

Yeah, I felt really rushed. Free art wasn't exactly my top priority, and that same day I had a fight with my parents which made me have to stay at my fiance's. So, obviously 1 day wasn't enough to get at least 8 graphics done with all the other factors.

Today, I opened my phone to....

This.

Keep in mind, I had already posted on the server that I was actively working on the graphics.

My artwork was fed through AI without my consent to make emojis...which were then used in both the server and Prophecy's blog without any credit to me.

Once I had a second, I sent Prophecy a DM, really confused by the whole situation. The DMs can be seen below, I believe they speak for themselves. None of the conversation was cut out, this is the full thing.

Reblogging for following screenshots

[windows-foureight]

This is where is started getting out of hand, I tried to just end the conflict easily but Prophecy just kept going. I started to feel gaslit. I was starting to think "maybe I am making a bigger deal out of this than I should be", which I was already susceptible to as an abuse survivour. Without my fiance beside me to reassure me, I probably would jave just backed down with a quiet "I'm sorry, I'll stop talking".

2 more screenshots

[windows-foureight]

That was my last straw. I felt like I was being talked down to. "Don't respond/answer yet" was something my past abusers did, and I wasn't having it this time.

[eternal-pr0phetic]

I wasn't trying to appear like I was "talking down" to you, I was being genuine and trying to explain my point of view on things which you took offensively.

I'll agree. I was originally aggressive because I was being accused of something that WAS NOT my intention. My apologies.

I was doing the whole "Don't answer yet" thing because I wanted to get the point of across, and to better help you understand MY thought process.

Unfortunate that I'm "called out" over something like AI, and even kept my promise to remove the AI content.

[permahusky]

"i was aggressive because I was accused"

and you purposely and maliciously fed his art through AI what the FUCK are you on about??

[windows-foureight]

I am officially withdrawing my support from Permamonika/Prophecy

I was willing to play devil's advocate, and I'm sad to say that I made a mistake. I want to stay out of discourse as much as humanly possible, but I want to claim the credit that my misused art deserves. I will not say anything on the grooming and predator allegations, as it is not my place, and I'm still not sure if it's true or not. To make it clear, I did not experience any grooming or predator behaviour.

I joined Prophecy's server as a mod and offered to design and draw a sona for them for free. I sort of sucked up to them and wanted to feel like I was gaining some sort of status from doing this. See drawn sona below.

Prophecy was very happy with this design, and I was sort of high on praise, as my art doesn't really get much attention. I offered to draw some graphics and emojis to go with it, again, all for free.

I also currently have 2 paid commissions I'm working on, along with IRL medical issues, financial issues and severe family issues. So, it was taking me a bit longer to meet my desired deadlines, and I already felt guilty for running behind on my paid commissions. A day after I had offered the free emojis...

Yeah, I felt really rushed. Free art wasn't exactly my top priority, and that same day I had a fight with my parents which made me have to stay at my fiance's. So, obviously 1 day wasn't enough to get at least 8 graphics done with all the other factors.

Today, I opened my phone to....

This.

Keep in mind, I had already posted on the server that I was actively working on the graphics.

My artwork was fed through AI without my consent to make emojis...which were then used in both the server and Prophecy's blog without any credit to me.

Once I had a second, I sent Prophecy a DM, really confused by the whole situation. The DMs can be seen below, I believe they speak for themselves. None of the conversation was cut out, this is the full thing.

Reblogging for following screenshots

[windows-foureight]

This is where is started getting out of hand, I tried to just end the conflict easily but Prophecy just kept going. I started to feel gaslit. I was starting to think "maybe I am making a bigger deal out of this than I should be", which I was already susceptible to as an abuse survivour. Without my fiance beside me to reassure me, I probably would jave just backed down with a quiet "I'm sorry, I'll stop talking".

2 more screenshots

[windows-foureight]

That was my last straw. I felt like I was being talked down to. "Don't respond/answer yet" was something my past abusers did, and I wasn't having it this time.

[permahusky]

kinda revealing myself as a server rat but i talked to Gloomi and we agreed on stuff, but theres also this response he just made!

really not beating those allegations. your getting sloppy and alot of people are starting to see you lie about your victims and this situation itself is revealing everything.

i hate that we took AI more seriously than child predators but whatever, at least hes getting his due

[permahusky]

scenario

your age regressing and playing with your putty or slime to calm down from mental illness issues.

suddenly

your significant other fucking steals it from you, doesn't apologize, and even gets mad you got upset about it

yeah this just happened to me im considering murder that shit threw me out of a safe space.

[redstonedust]

i cannot answer the bait ask... even though i have suuuuuuuch a good comeback in mind............. roasting an anon isn't worth my time........... i cannot feed the troll...................... even though my comeback would be so so good good and everyone would clap and cheer for me.................... it's n

[pitayashellhole]

can you make a transpoopeter stimboard \ lhj \ nsrs

bro 😭

[permahusky]

YOI WEREN'T LYING ABOUT THE FLAG???

[pitayashellhole]

oops look whos on my dash again.

make me a Damon Broken Colors moodboard NOW

you treat these asks as if they are threats , but you underestimate my enjoyment whenever i do receive asks from you .

also this moodboard looks ass lmao

[permahusky]

it does look ass but its okay, anything to do with my husband is perfect

[pitayashellhole]

you should totally make a transpoopeter flag actually

blocked /j

also a flag has. shockingly already been made for this.

[permahusky]

you have GOT to be transpoopetering me rn what the fuck

[made-of-wires-and-rot]

I have nothing to say so take this rat instead !

…⁠ᘛ⁠⁐̤⁠ᕐ⁠ᐷ

[permahusky]

SO CUTIE AND KAWAII