Allegedly by Tiffany D. Jackson
I was having a reading slump so I searched on Tiktok for good books with good twists. I was lied to when Allegedly was suggested.
The Tiktok mentioned this had their jaw on the floor. I think they were lying down horizontally with their faces close to the floor because I think my jaw was sealed shut and unmoving when I read the ending.
I felt expectant for a twist and I would have been okay with a cliche twist as long as it made sense. But the fact that the book ended with a 'twist' that was so meh and 'So?' made me feel the reverse of picking up another book.
Spoilers section
Why was the twist merely something that didn't impact much on anything? It was just revealed that she had put pills in the baby's mouth and she had been the killer all along. So? She was 9, and she didn't have any perception of what it would have done to the baby. We were lead to believe that the mother was already an asshole, and beat her kid. So revealing that she didn't kill the baby was like okay cool, but she has already killed someone. So this doesn't impact my impression of her, I don't feel sorry for her. And speaking of the mother, she had the dimension of a piece of paper. Her character was a caricature of a person dealing with mental illness and taking it out on her child. Yes, people like this exist in reality, but I didn't see any depth to her cliche character. But the twist was intended to make us feel in some way differently to the Mother.
I feel she should have removed the twist and kept it as a dramatic book about the trials of an abandoned teenager who is forgotten in the system and who nobody believes because of prejudice against her race. I think that was the strongest themes in the book, of someone being forgotten in the system. But the twist made it seem like everything she had set up about her was not as important because it turned out that they were all right about her in a way.
I'm pretty pissed writing this right now because I wanted to read more but I'm afraid of picking up the next book only to be met with the disappointment I felt with this book.
1/5

















