I am so freaking anxious dude I feel like electric with it. I am anxious in my sleep I’m anxious at work I’m anxious at home. I hate that it’s been like this my whole life, I hate that it genuinely handicaps me to operate normally. It genuinely feels like such an insane weight that I sometimes get used to but sometimes it ebbs into an unbearable swell and I feel for weeks or months that I can’t breathe all the way. Like I can’t rest.
















