i just wanna change!

indie oc roleplay blog. written by Sam.

[guardiansuggestion]

I hate the fact that I can’t protect you from everything. But that won’t stop me from trying.

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requested by anonymous “i’m alive out of spite”

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victoriousartorius:

cont from x @pervyatti​

The corners of Artorius’ lips quirked up into a small smile at their reassuring words, a smile that turned into a full blown grin when they hugged him. He bent down slightly, pretty much picking them up as he gleefully returned the hug, squishing his cheek against their’s. ❝ Well, thanks, babe! And–no! You aren’t at all. I’m glad you’re here. I don’t know what I’d do without you! It’s..uh. I guess..I guess this is kind of about that, kinda. ❞ he admitted, wide grin fading to the tiniest of frowns as he set them back on their feet. He went to sit down, resting his elbows on his knees and his chin in the palm of one of his hands. 

❝ …R-remember when that guy–Victor–broke in? Like, like last year? ❞ he asked slowly, a little hesitant to bring the topic up.

Atticus was extremely happy when Artorius hugged them back, giggling happily as he squished their cheeks together. They were so lucky to have him and they were extremely grateful that they did. Without him they wouldn’t have been here. “... What do you mean...? I-Is something wrong..?” They questioned, as he spoke about how this was about what he would do without them. Worry began to build up in their stomach and they tensed up, trying to hide how worried they were over the topic. They sat down across from him and let their mis-matched eyes focus on him. 

“Y-yeah, I do.... Why...?” They questioned, their voice a bit shaky and concerned. They weren’t exactly sure why he was bringing the subject up... They had gotten through that, together.

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rxberiot:. 

“I…” He gave them an odd look, humoring them with a small, unsure grin. “I..I mean, it just, grows? Like hair on your head, you know? And you can shave it, if you want.” he explained gently. He was curious as to how they had so little knowledge, it seemed, of the outside world. Though he wasn’t native to Earth and didn’t know most things about humans and their culture, he did at least know what facial hair was. In the end, he supposed it wasn’t his business to go around asking. Clearly, they weren’t willing to talk about it. Unfortunately for Atticus, Ruberiot was terribly good at seeing through other people’s lies as well as reading their emotions, so he picked up immediately on their sudden change in mood.

“Are you sure? I will admit to you, I can’t really do much. I’m just a musician–kind of. Trying to become one, that is. But if you need help at all, even if you just want to talk, I will help you.” he said, sitting with his legs criss-crossed in front of Atticus. 

Ruberiot seemed to.. be comforting; somehow. They weren’t exactly sure how but he made them feel comfortable around him and enjoyed his company. They couldn’t help but stiffen a bit as he talked a bit about if they wanted to talk and they felt small tears form in their eyes. Of course they weren’t okay.... but they didn’t want to bother Ruberiot at all. He seemed too innocent to need to know all the horrible things they were put through. 

“I-- Listen, Ruberiot, it’s better off if I didn’t tell you a thing... I’ve just had a hard life, alright? I know I’m not the best and don’t know a lot of things... But its just been.. Hard. I don’t want to bother you with this..” Atticus mumbled under their breath. They then turned their head to look away and sighed softly, shifting a bit. They were more focused on making sure that the cute and pure male in front of them didn’t have to pity them. “Ahem, anyways.... Tell me about yourself?” 

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（ ´Д｀）

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（ ´Д｀） : Is your muse loud in bed?

hoo boy,,,,,,,, all i’m gonna say about this topic is: very.

[oopsprompts]

“People keep telling me I shouldn’t love someone else so much that there’s nothing left for myself, and you know what I say? There was nothing for me to begin with.”

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rxberiot:

Ruberiot flailed for a moment, not used to the random contact by a complete stranger. Atticus was awful cuddly, though he didn’t really mind the affection, even if he didn’t know much about them. When they pressed their head into his chest, he put an arm around them in a one-armed hug.

When they pulled away again, he grinned at them genuinely, cheeks tinted pink slightly. Compliments flustered him; he was never really sure how to reply, as he wasn’t really that used to them–each one he received, he genuinely appreciated from the bottom of his heart. “Thank you!” he replied happily. He couldn’t help but seem surprised at their age, his expression more than likely giving it away. How on Mewni were they the same age as him?? “O-oh. Actually, I’m 16 as well.” he replied, subconsciously reaching up to touch the aforementioned facial hair. “Are…you sure you’re alright?” he asked, feeling the need to make sure; especially after the ‘terrible things’ comment they had tried to casually brush off.

Atticus couldn’t help but feel welcomed around their new friend. Ruberiot seemed very kind and welcoming and they were glad that they were lucky enough to meet him! They couldn’t help but feel incredibly happy as they were given a one-armed hug. They couldn’t help but notice how cute he looked when he got a bit flustered about the compliment. 

They couldn’t help but giggle a bit at how surprised he seemed to be when they told him how old they were. “Oh? Well, thats interesting!” They cheered out, furrowing their brows a bit. “How did you get.... that hair on your face, anyways?” They questioned, tilting their head to the side. “Yeah -- I-I’m er.. yeah, i’m fine. No worries.” They replied a bit nervously, they were afraid that they may get a bit emotional if they began to talk about the subject about what has happened to them... And they didn’t want Ruberiot to have to deal with them. 

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ヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ

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ヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ : What calms your muse down?

Honestly – only really one or two things calm Atticus down. One of these things is their pet hellhound, Romeo. He always comforts them when its needed and will cuddle them and nuzzle them when they get emotional. The other thing would be Artorius. He’s always there for them and supports them no matter what!!! He’s always there to show them that everything will be okay and they’re very thankful for that and him. 

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Send me a face for a headcanon about my muse!

(`･ω･´) : What does your muse completely gush over?

＿|￣|○ : What situation would your muse give up in?

(｀-´)> : Who does your muse honor the most?

(´；ω；`): What brings your muse into a state of

depression?

ヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ : What calms your muse down?

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ : What irritates your muse the most?

(＃ﾟДﾟ) : What does your muse do if they're angry?

（ ´Д｀） : Is your muse loud in bed?

（　ﾟДﾟ） : What does your muse do when surprised?

┐('～`；)┌ : When your muse can't answer something, what

do they do?

（´∀｀） : What could your muse care less about?

（　´_ゝ`） : Who or what is your muse most indifferent

about?

Σ(゜д゜;) : Is your muse easily scared?

( ﾟヮﾟ) : When is your muse happiest?

キタ━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!!!! : What does your muse do when

very excited?

⊂二二二（　＾ω＾）二⊃ : Does your muse like to cuddle?

(　´Д｀)ﾉ(´･ω･`)　ﾅﾃﾞﾅﾃﾞ: Does your muse pat others on the

head? If not, do they get pat on their head?

(((( ；ﾟДﾟ))): What is your muse terrified of?

Σ(ﾟДﾟ): What would your muse be most shocked to obtain?

( ﾟдﾟ): What amazes your muse?

(´ー`)y-~~ : Does your muse do any drugs? Smoke?

（ ^_^）o自自o（^_^ ） : How often does your muse drink?

ヽ(´ー`)人(´∇｀)人(`Д´)ノ: How friendly is your muse around new people?

('A`) : What does your muse do when they're alone?

（´-`）.｡oO( ... ) : What does your muse think about a lot?

(ﾟДﾟ;≡;ﾟДﾟ): Is your muse impatient?

( ´д)ﾋｿ(´Д｀)ﾋｿ(Д｀ ): Does your muse enjoy gossiping?

（･∀･)つ⑩ : Does your muse enjoy saving or spending money? Or are they indifferent?

(ﾟдﾟ): When your muse didn't expect something, what do they do?

(ﾟ⊿ﾟ) : Is your muse in denial a lot?

（・∀・） : Does your muse like to tease people?

（・Ａ・） : What does your muse consider to be bad?

(ﾟ∀ﾟ) : If your muse was a drug, what kind would they be?

（ つ Д ｀） : When your muse is sad, what do they do?

♪┏(・o･)┛♪ : Can your muse dance well?

d(*⌒▽⌒*)b : What makes your muse the happiest they could ever be?

(╬ ಠ益ಠ): What infuriates your muse to the point they may kill whatever it is?

(≧ロ≦): Is your muse a screamer in bed?

(ΘεΘ;): How much of a tsundere is your muse?

（‐＾▽＾‐）: What does your muse's laugh sound like?

┌(；`～,)┐ : What discombobulates your muse?

ε=ε=ε=┌(;*´Д`)ﾉ : How does your muse run?

ヽ(´▽`)/ : What does your muse look like when happy?

ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ : Is your muse violent when angry?

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You smiled to me and I thought: Damn, I’m fucking in love with you.

(via tienimicontenonlasciarmi)

[f-uck-deactivated20161128]

nobody wants me. nobody wants broken things.

(via only-suicidal)

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rxberiot:

Ruberiot dipped his head slightly as Atticus ran their hand over his hair, looking a bit bashful as they did so. When they gasped, he looked up, mildly startled, before his features softened into a smile seeing that they were only reacting to his hair. “Thank you very much! I don’t do that much to it; I just, you know, wash it with shampoo, and conditioner, and then let it air dry.” What a diva. 

His eyes widened slightly with surprise when he was hugged before returning the gesture, embracing them and then pulling away with a friendly smile. “It is lovely to meet you, Atticus! I am Ruberiot.” he paused. “..I hate to be rude, forgive me if I am, but…how old are you, exactly?” he asked, putting his hat back on his head as he spoke. He couldn’t help but be curious. They were so small; if they were a child, what were they dong all alone?

Atticus couldn’t help but just smile widely at how much they enjoyed the company of the other. He seemed to enjoy them patting his hair as much as they enjoyed doing it. Humming softly they just looked at him with a wide smile, falling to their knees and then just pressing their head into his chest for a moment. He smelled good. 

“Really? It seems like it would take more effort to get it to look the way it does! It’s really pretty.” They nodded, tilting their head a bit to the side as he said his name. What.. an interesting name. “Mmm? O-oh....! No worries... Ahem, i’m 16. I know I don’t really look it but.... it’s because of some terrible things that have happened to me. But it’s alright. I’m fine!” They chirped out and smiled softly. “How old are you? ... You look old with that.... hair on your face...” 

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happy munday !!!! i was totally trying to hid my ten chins in this picture lol,,,

{{ he / they -- okay to reblog !!! }}

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➶ cont’d from here || @rxberiot ➴

Atticus looked completely overjoyed that he was allowing them to pet his hair! Giggling happily as Ruberiot sat in front of them they stepped a bit closer and gently went to touch his hair. With a loud gasp they couldn’t help but look excited at how soft it was! “Oh my goodness....!!!” They squealed out happily. 

“I cannot believe how soft it is!” They shouted happily, dropping to their knees and just smiling widely at Ruberiot. “Thank you so much!” They cheered and hugged him for a moment. “What’s your name? I’m Atticus!”

[justanotherrpmeme]

bold which habits your muse has

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justanotherrpmeme:

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

[bunchofrpmemes]

Red vs. Blue starters (Volume 4)

What happened to your body, ___?

I know my name! You can ask me, if you forget.

Hey, is it hot in here? Who wants to help me out of this heavy armor? This breastplate is so itchy.

You must have me confused with someone who’s brave.

No, don’t duck, that makes you harder to hit.

I only eat foods that begin with vowels.

I can’t have you not paying attention. You have to be alert! Constant vigilance! Composed, attentive!

I don’t know what you’re talking about, I didn’t see a damn thing.

You know what? I work better alone.

I need you to step up to the plate. You’re my number 2 man now.

I’m gonna go over to the chow hall and secure some Oreos. I got a diet to keep up.

I wonder, if I killed a ghost, would it come back as a ghost of a ghost?

Oh man, I can’t believe this. My life was going exactly as planned. How did it all go so wrong?

Shut up, you ruined my life.

I think I might need a tetanus shot.

Whoa, man, what is that stench? Is a skunk juggling dead hamsters in here?

You’re not gonna be able to figure out alien language by experimentation, give it up.

I don’t understand. Are- are- are you hungry? Are you cold? Do you need a blanket? ___, do you want some hot dogs in a blanket?

Look, no offense, but I don’t believe in you. You’re just a product of my imagination.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to go dig a hole to live in. 

My logical data analysis sector indicates that would be highly unlikely. And my bullshit meter agrees.

Now hold still. For science.

___, stop screening my calls!

This job is the best! I can’t believe you quit!

You’re not exactly the most diplomatic of individuals.

I feel that I’m gonna regret this, but I feel even more that I just don’t care, and that watching this whole thing unravel might be kinda interesting. Go for it.

I know you’re ridin’ high on your new promotion right now, but don’t think you can order me around.

We don’t wanna hurt them, I just wanna make them totally jealous for kicking me out.

Son of a Ben ‘n’ Jerry, who’s gonna help me eat all this ice cream we found?

Sorry to fuck up your quest, dude, but I’m not goin’. 

You better hope that I don’t die, ‘cause if I do, you’re the one taking care of my kids.

I don’t know, I think you’re just telling me what I wanna hear.

But you’re a slothful idiot! Treason takes effort! I never expected this from you!

What if I have to kill stuff, dude? I’m a lover, not a fighter.

I feel obligated to say something encouraging.

Come on, hustle up! If you gotta use the bathroom, do it now 'cause I’m not pullin’ over.

You don’t make a very good hostage taker. My last prisoner experience was much cooler.

I think yelling should be reserved for only the most critical of situations. Like when someone drinks milk out of the carton!

You have a hole? Whoa, now that’s cool!

Earth does not suck, Earth rules. We invented the telephone.

If you don’t like the plants idea, how do ya feel about a fountain in the armory? That place is so gloomy.

Dear God, the madness is spreading! It’s only a matter of time before it takes me!

So far this quest is a fuckin’ breeze. I’ve already killed a dead monster. What’s next, we gonna open an unlocked door? Rescue a princess from herself?

This is some greeting. I come to help you guys and you ambush me.

Wait, is this some really weird form of torture?

I lost one of my mittens. We have to go back.

And that’s how I rescued you and saved the day. The end. Any questions?

As you know, I’ve never liked you. Not even a little bit.

I have a first place ribbon in doing nothing. It’s the same ribbon as last place. It’s purple.

This conversation’s stupid, and I’m hungry. Where’s the food?

God damn, man, I would love to live in your world for about ten minutes.

You fool! Can’t you see I’m busy with an evil plot?

I’m not speaking with you until we punish your insubordination and treason.

Okay, this is officially more boring than any of the other times I’ve been to court.

Oh my God, that cake is huge! It’s big enough to fit a person in it!

I’m just using your body to fulfill my evil plans. When we’re done, I’m going to throw your rotting carcass in to a swamp and let the beasts feed on your entrails.

I took four years of high school Spanish. That’s the best way to learn any language.

I ate a pencil.

Here are your orders: eliminate the enemy. Good luck. Also, try to do better and please win.

A sniper rifle is a coward’s weapon. When you kill yer enemy, you wanna look in his eyes so he knows you’re the one who beat him to death!

Uh maybe we should, um, have the doctor explain, uh, just how babies are made, y’know, uh, in case someone in the group, uh, may not exactly know how that… happens.

I don’t want to live in a world without exploding!

See, these tools can be confusing sometimes. That’s why doctors have to go to school for so long. Not that I’m actually a doctor, mind you.

You’re not pregnant.

Would this be a bad time to mention that my stomach just started hurting really bad?

How can you think of soup at a time like this? 

We think that it’s your turn to surrender.

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“Am I more than you bargained for?” (:'D hi)

fall out boy starters and prompts || accepting!

Atticus tilted their head to the side a bit and furrowed their brows. They took a moment to process what exactly Artorius had said as they stared up at him. “More than I bargained for? .. Well, honestly, I didn’t exactly know what i was getting myself into… But, trust me, you’re greater than anything!” They cheered happily, flashing a wide smile up at him. 

“You are the most wonderful being out there and i’m glad I met you! Of course you’re not more than I bargained for!” They nodded furiously and hugged onto his leg tightly -- basically the only place they could reach to hug him unless they jumped up. “If anything -- I’m probably more than you bargained for!”