✿ ｡* BLOOMING! ╯

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we’re back babey !

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sorry about the lack of activity here lately !  i have reading week, so hopefully i’ll be able to do more replies and finish starters !!  i’ll also be on my multi-muse.

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Would you ship our muses?

Send ❤ if you would ship our muses romantically. Send ♀ if you would ship our muses sexually. Send ツ if you would ship our muses platonically. Send ♠ if you would ship our muses as enemies.

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me as me ... thinkin of adding a n.aruto muse to my multi ...

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while some pages on this blog are still wips, i’ve gotten impatient, so here we are !!  essentially, this is a multi-muse, featuring characters from mystic messenger, katekyo hitman reborn, gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun, zankyou no terror, drakengard, and an original character of mine.  if you’d like to interact with any of them, give this a like or reblog !

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‘ and for a second, just for a second, i forgot. i forgot that this isn’t real. ’

to all the boys i’ve loved before sentence starters.   /   accepting !

      this had become CLOCKWORK; he’d use a flirtatious line on her, she’d show no reaction, and he’d find himself red-faced and flustered.  never had chitanda eru ever fallen for his honeyed lies.  this time, though … it’d gotten too close to reality.  the practiced lines felt true leaving his lips, his gaze earnest.  and, for once, chitanda reacted.  his pulse jumps at her admission.

      mikoto’s mind draws a BLANK.  the silence stretches on between them; he struggles to fill it.  then a breath expels from his lungs, and he leans back, creating DISTANCE between them.  eyes trained on a spot above her shoulder, he laughs.  it sounds weak to his ears.  ❛  is that so ?  i must be getting better at this then !  ❜

      yes, it’s best to write it off.  to pretend it wasn’t real.  after all, what could a boy hidden behind masks possibly offer a girl like chitanda eru ?

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gurrrrrrl same

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Bold any fears which apply to your muse. Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark  .  fire  .  open water  .  deep water  .  being alone  .  crowded spaces  .  confined spaces  .  change  .  failure  .  war  .  loss of control  .  powerlessness  .  prison  .  blood  .  drowning  .  suffocation  .  public speaking  .  natural animals  .  the supernatural  .  heights  .  death  .  dying  .  intimacy  .  rejection  .  abandonment  .  loss  .  the unknown  .  the future  .  not being good enough  .  scary stories  .  speaking to new people  .  poverty  .  loud noises  .  being touched  .  forgetting  .  being forgotten  .

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WHICH PRIMAL SOURCE ARE YOU CONNECTED TO ?

your result:  moon

moon magic draws on the spirit and energy of the moon, creating illusions, concealment spells, and connections with spirits.  the moon is cyclical in its strength, relating directly to lunar phases.  moon primal creatures can be private and secretive, and are keenly aware of the power of appearances.

tagged by:  @schoolsprince tagging:  whomstever hasn’t done this !!

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‘  i hate change more than almost anything.  ’

to all the boys i’ve loved before sentence starters.   /   accepting !

      surprise colours his tone.  ❛  change ?  really ?  ❜  he pursues his lips in thought.  ❛  i guess i could understand why … but change doesn’t always have to be BAD.  ❜  it was because mikoto changed that he finally achieved popularity, after all his troubles in middle school.  then again, that was a VOLUNTARY change, wasn’t it ?  ugh, all this thinking is giving me a headache …

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‘ you’ve just gotta hold your head up and act like you don’t give a shit. ’

to all the boys i’ve loved before sentence starters.   /   accepting !

      features are pinched, his head ducked low so carmine bangs can hide his eyes.  ❛  act like i don’t give a shit …  ❜  mikoshiba mikoto is an EASY TARGET for taunts and jeers.  it’s become instinct for him to flinch, to turn away when his peers are in the vicinity.  ❛  i don’t know if i can.  ❜

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‘ i hate when people say they have something to tell you and they don’t just say it. ’

to all the boys i’ve loved before sentence starters.   /   accepting !

      ❛  alright !  i’m getting to it !  ❜  his face is FLUSHED, partly by her words but more because of what he has to say.  ask, really.  mikoto takes a deep breath, then just goes for it.   ❛  would you be willing to help me out ?  with, uh, VOLLEYBALL ?  i want to work on my passes and i need someone to serve them to me.  and since nozaki and waka are busy …  ❜  he trails off meaningfully, unable to maintain eye contact.

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‘ i don’t understand, girls. i think i have them figured out and then… and then i don’t. ’

to all the boys i’ve loved before sentence starters.   /   accepting !

      he nods, very much able to sympathize.  of course, when mikoto thinks of girls, his mind conjures up memories of hours upon hours spent in front of his gaming system, unable to procure the GOOD ENDING of his favourite bishoujo girl.  still, it counts !  probably !

      ❛  i know what you mean. girls can be confusing.  it takes a lot of time to master         er, understand them.  if you stick close to me, though, you’ll learn in no time !  ❜  he practically strikes a heroic pose by the end of his spiel, even as he wonders why he offered to help ?  teach ?  the other boy on a subject he himself hasn’t figured out yet.  not in bishoujo games nor in real life.

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(   *   &.   TO ALL THE BOYS I’VE LOVED BEFORE SENTENCE STARTERS.

* all of these are taken from jenny han’s book series, these are from the first book in the series to all the boys i’ve loved before. 

‘  and for a second, just for a second, i forgot. i forgot that this isn’t real.  ’

‘  but you never said anything! not one frigging word!  ’

‘  by all rights, you were mine.  ’

‘  do you know what it’s like to like someone so much you can’t stand it and know that they’ll never feel the same way?  ’

‘  fighting isn’t a good sign. it means you still care.  ’

‘  girls love it when i do that.  ’

‘  goodbye doesn’t have to be forever.  ’

‘  he looks at you a lot. when you’re not paying attention. he looks at you to see if you’re having a good time.  ’

‘  hey, i’m sorry i didn’t show up on your doorstep with flowers and profess my undying love for you, but guess what, that’s not real life. you need to grow up.  ’

‘  he’s your boyfriend? since when?  ’

‘  how was i supposed to know what’s real and what’s not? it feels like i’m the only one who doesn’t know the difference.  ’

‘  i always thought you were cute.  ’

‘  i could make him mine, but i don’t want him. i want someone else.  ’

‘  i don’t understand you girls. i think i have you figured out and then… and then i don’t know.  ’

‘  i don’t want to be scared anymore.  ’

‘  i hate change more than almost anything.  ’

‘  i hate when people say they have something to tell you and they don’t just say it.  ’

‘  if you were mine, i would never have broken up with you, not in a million years.  ’

‘  it wouldn’t kill you to get out of your comfort zone a little bit.  ’

‘  it’s hard to concentrate when your feelings are hurt.  ’

‘  it’s kind of silly to feel so disappointed about something you only just realized you wanted, isn’t it?  ’

‘  it’s not like in the movies. it’s better because it’s real.  ’

‘  it’s so annoying how handsome you are.  ’

‘  life doesn’t have to be so planned. just roll with it and let it happen.  ’

‘  love is scary: it changes, it can go away. that’s part of the risk.  ’

‘  maybe this was all supposed to happen just like this because… because it was always gonna be you and me.  ’

‘  quit. you’re creeping me out.  ’

‘  that’s not fair. when we started this thing, you liked someone else too.  ’

‘  wanna hear something funny? i think i started liking you.  ’

‘  we can still talk to each other. nothing’s changed.  ’

‘  we’re not even together anymore so can you stop with this shit? we broke up. we’re over.  ’

‘  what do kids our age know about love and life?  ’

‘  whatever spell you just tried to cast on me, it didn’t work, so i think you need to go back to hogwarts.  ’

‘  why is it so hard to say no to you?  ’

‘  you don’t love me.  ’

‘  you might think you like me, but you don’t. if you did, you wouldn’t still like her.  ’

‘  you only like the guys you don’t have a chance with because you’re scared.  ’

‘  you’d rather make up a fantasy version of somebody in your head than be with a real person.  ’

‘  you’re just mad because i didn’t die of happiness because you said you liked me. your ego really is that enormous.  ’

‘  you’ve just gotta hold your head up and act like you don’t give a shit.  ’

‘  you’ve never thought of me that way, not ever, so don’t go trying to reinvent history now that i have somebody.  ’

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i’m still in the process of setting my multi muse up but if you wanna follow... here it is !!

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the duality of man mikorin   ( charat choco . )

tagged by: @conseille thank you !! tagging: whomstever wants to do this !

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ok if i Do make a multi ... these r probs gonna be the muses on it ... so like this post if you’d interact with them maybe ??

kang jaehee  /  mystic messenger

hori masayuki  /  gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun

twelve  /  zankyou no terror

yamamoto takeshi  /  katekyo hitman reborn

zero  /  drakengard 3