I Looked into the mirror squeezing the fat from my stomach in my hands with a sigh. My legs and arms wiggled as I move them and I didn’t even have to try or a small double chin would be showed. This was how I looked when other people, and myself, looked at me.
I hated it all, the thousands growing stripes, the fat wiggling when I moved and the heavy weight.
How could anyone feel attracted to this?
I sighed softly and looked down barely noticing my legs under everything.
I grabbed a hoodie, jeans and sneakers and changed into them while my hair hangs loosely on my back. I put my hands in my pockets after putting a bag over my shoulder.
I grabbed my keys and phone and walked outside.
Scrolling through thousands of message the same familiar text from non-other than Robbie bloody Kay.
He always tried to cheer me up, like he had a sixth since for when I was depressed.
I sighed and replied him to leave it, in response he called me.
“What?” I said in my earbuds.
“Because nothing suits me”
“Just meet me at the library, I buy you a book if you work along”
I sighed in defeat and told him I be there in 15 minutes before putting on my music.
Reaching the library, I saw Robbie with a book in his hands and he waved. I sighed and walked towards him. “Let’s get this over with”
We reached a store where Robbie insisted we went to. It had cute dresses and shirts, all for pretty little girls and so not for me.
“no way I’m going in there.” I said as Robbie just pulled me along against my protest.
He gave me a long blue with white dress and told me to put it on, where I strongly rejected it but he shook his head and pushed me in a dressing room.
The dress was loosely on top and could hang over my shoulders, the bottom was wide like a princess dressed decorated with small iron chains.
I sighed, it did not suit me, nothing ever did only oversized shirts.
I walked out and saw Robbie with wide eyes looking at me.
Just when I wanted to see it didn’t suit me He blushed and looked away.
“I didn’t think you would be so cute” he mumbled which surprised me a little bit. “W-What?” I mumbled as Pan just kept blushing.
I couldn’t believe my ears, Robbie Kay called me cute, Me! With this body.
I myself blushed and looked at the ground.
My worry didn’t completely disappear but I hated my body just a bit less.
Robbie bought the dress and took my hand as we walked outside going for a movie to spend the rest of our date he later told our kids was our first date.
