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❝ My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. It must, by necessity, always be midnight for me. So how was it possible that the sun was rising now, in the middle of my midnight? ❞
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Share ur gf Edward geez
“you need a jacket or somethin’, baby? you’re ice cold.” - credit to @the-most-pathetic-edge-marquis for the idea 🤎
my ethical way of being a vampire: I basically specifically kill/bite the people I want to because I don’t like them or feel like it and I’m always right because I’m smart
edward cullen during that human blood phase he had
as a certified cry baby, the fact that the twilight vampires don’t cry is horrifying to me. like i cry simply when i get frustrated. do you ever just have a good cry and you feel better afterwards because you let it out? just imagine getting choked up but nothing comes out. imagine that feeling building and building until you finally just explode some other way. that shit must suuuuuck.
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Something about Edwards telepathy being both a social aid and disability, that isn’t discussed enough. The constant cacophony of noise? A wall of sound constantly whistling, or like thunder in your head? And that includes the noises and voices that ARE being spoken out loud, it sounds like a nightmare.
I’m not surprised he’s jaded, but also his ineptitude to communicate well when he can’t hear someone’s thoughts- the immediate jumps to worst case scenario/anxiety episodes. He relies on and is disabled by his ‘gift’.
I can imagine this would make him prone to disassociating, to just ‘escape’, making him kinda spacey and distant. Because when he’s present, it’s all chaos and panic.
i just want 400 books of them hanging out!!
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In a shocking twist of events…. melodrama over comedy?? We out here giving Bella and Edward genuine romantic believability in 2020. Let them just be in love!
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'What if I'm not the hero? What if I'm the bad guy?'
Yes, but what if you're neither and instead an angsty 17 year old
Rosalie says she never loved Edward as anything more than a brother, but is mad when he shows no romantic interest in her.
She gets jealous when he shows an interest in Bella even though at this point she's been with Emmett for about 70 years.
She hates being a vampire, would rather have died, yet she asks Carlisle to turn a dying Emmett for her.
When asked by Edward what she would do if she were in Bella's position and Emmett in his, Rosalie can't give a clear answer. Some part of Rosalie would give up Emmett for a human life.
Rose has very little regard for human life. She only cares about the romanticized human life she lost.
She's about respecting choices, but only if it's a choice she agrees with. Rosalie supports Bella's choice to go through with the pregnancy, but only because it's something she would have personally done. Up until then, Rose has shown very little respect or care for Bella's choices. She tries to dissuade Bella, but never tries to understand Bella's POV.
I love Rosalie, but Smeyer made her so selfish and contradictory that loving her is really hard sometimes.
there’s a recurring discussion when talking about Twilight: the fact that Edward watches Bella sleep. for many, this is automatically classified as stalker behavior— invasive, disturbing, and indefensible. and, from a realistic perspective, it is. in real life, entering someone’s room without consent and watching them sleep is a serious violation of privacy.
but the problem starts when this analysis ignores a central element: Edward is not human.
in Twilight, we’re talking about a romance between a human and a vampire. not just any vampire, but a centuries-old being, a predator by nature, whose existence is anchored in impulses that are not human. when Edward invades Bella’s room, this is wrong by human standards, and the text itself makes it clear that he knows this. in Midnight Sun, he rationalizes, hesitates, acknowledges the transgression. the narrative doesn’t treat the act as morally impeccable.
now, through the lens of the Gothic genre—because, whether like it or not, Edward is a vampire, and vampires are Gothic beings—the scene becomes almost archetypal. the traditional vampire has always been a nocturnal invader. in Carmilla, for example, the vampire’s presence in the protagonist’s room is far more invasive and explicitly predatory. the figure of the vampire carries precisely this burden of transgression: he crosses physical and moral boundaries. he observes. he watches.
within this tradition, Edward’s behavior is not a “writing error.” it embodies a classic vampire trope. in fact, it is one of the most coherent attitudes aligned with the supernatural archetype within a narrative that often domesticates the monster to fit the mold of young adult romance.
what generates friction is not the act itself, but the framing. part of the audience reads the scene as Gothic fantasy—the predator fascinated by the prey he chooses not to consume. another part reads it as a romantic model applicable to the real world. when a work is consumed primarily by teenagers, the line between dark fantasy and idealized love becomes blurred. modern criticism often operates from a contemporary ethic grounded in explicit consent and clear boundaries — and that is entirely valid.
but it is also reductionist to ignore that we are dealing with a narrative about a supernatural being. to demand that a vampire operate with the same psychological and social codes as an ordinary human is to empty the very conflict of the work. the fascination of the novel lies precisely in the tension between danger and control, predator and moral choice, instinct and abstinence.
Edward is not presented as a model of emotional health. he is obsessive, extremely self-controlled, old-fashioned, morally rigid. he sees himself as a monster. the text works with this ambiguity. he is not simply a “perfect prince”; he is a predator trying to perform humanity.
therefore, the discussion is not “right or wrong.” the discussion is: through which lens are we analyzing it?
if we consider contemporary realist ethics, the behavior is problematic.
if we consider Gothic literary tradition, it is consistent.
if we consider romantic fantasy, it is part of the erotic tension of the domesticated supernatural.
in the end, Twilight, for me, exists precisely in this hybrid space: it is not classic horror, but it is also not realistic romance. it is a tale about the monster who chooses to love instead of consume, and discomfort is part of that construction.
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i’ve always found it curious how Twilight built Bella… and then suddenly, she becomes a mother. honestly, i never fully swallowed that ending. Bella a mom? and Renesmee, just appearing out of nowhere?
after years of being the shy, insecure girl who felt out of place, she finally finds some peace… but then suddenly, she has a hybrid daughter and the whole arc shifts. don’t get me wrong: it’s sweet in theory, but in execution, it felt like the ending was just thrown in without warning. i never really felt the journey of her becoming a mother.
Bella has always been about finding her voice, her strength, and suddenly, everything is about ‘motherhood’ & ‘protection’. is it beautiful? yes. but i missed the time to see that truly develop.
i’m not saying it was bad (it’s bad), just that it felt so out of nowhere. still, i can’t help but wonder how it could have been more... organic.
twilight and its depiction of motherhood in general is very trad/mormon in general.
- Esme beautiful gorgeous perfect amazing kills herself after losing her child and then is turned by Carlisle and is suddenly fulfilled because she gets to be this maternal figure for 17 year old angsty Edward. they don’t even fully discuss how losing her very young child affected her throughout her vampiric life (Esme as a whole just isnt a really fleshed out character to begin with she’s really only shown as the family matriarch and even her “job” as an architect is still her being a homemaker)
no one mentions her child in a way that gives the books or movies any substance and iirc her baby isn’t mentioned by name once. She doesn’t keep a baby picture, shoe, blanket, stuffed animal, pacifier or anything as a physical reminder of her first child or anything at all.
she missed out and very pivotal moments in motherhood and child raising and never gets to mention or talk about it. None of the Cullen kids call her mom iirc and Edward introduced her as his mom for all intents and purposes like a jackass
- Rosalie who died by the hand of her terribly evil and abusive fiancé and his friends is more upset about the facts that 1. Edward wants Bella and never gave her a second glance even though shes married to one of the better brothers and 2. that bella still has the ability to have a baby.
Yes she gives Bella a talk about the value of living a human life but imo it just gives the same vibe as an older woman telling a young girl that she’ll change her mind about motherhood when she has one of her own a very pro-life statement.
She shames and side eyes Bella all of the time and when they vote on whether or not Bella is turned she votes no because she didn’t get a choice rather than respect Bellas.
All of the hostility that she directed to Bella would’ve made a lot more sense character wise if it was directed towards Edward who was manipulative and coercive towards Bella at multiple different times.
- Bella who never mentioned wanting a baby and who judged her own mother for getting married young, only wanted to be a teenager with her teenage boyfriend and do teenage things fucking n screwing around instead does exactly what her mother did and gets married young then pregnant immediately after.
And when it turns out that carrying the baby to full term can/will and did kill her she’s determined to have it anyway again very strong and stupid pro-life rhetoric. Like she never mentioned wanting a baby before she ended up pregnant and even said that having Edward was enough but suddenly she’s willing to die just to give birth? and leave her baby without its mother when it’s already going to live the isolating lifestyle of a vampire hybrid.
I hate (its fun to be critical) how twilight depicts women and motherhood as well as how all of the women of twilight interact with each other almost none of them are truly and genuinely supportive or friendly with one another. They’re very half baked.
i agree !!
when it comes to the representation of motherhood in The Twilight Saga, i do think there’s a valid critique to be made. characters like Esme Cullen had enormous narrative potential that simply wasn’t explored in depth. her grief over losing her child is foundational to her transformation, yet it’s barely dramatized. we’re told about it, we don’t truly sit with it.
she’s framed almost exclusively as “the mother” of the family. even her career as an architect rarely moves beyond background detail. that’s a structural limitation in the writing, not an attack on the character herself.
where i become more specific is with Rosalie Hale.
at times, her hostility toward Bella Swan feels less like ethical concern and more like projection. Bella’s choice becomes a mirror of everything Rosalie lost, and instead of processing that internally, she redirects it outward.
and that’s where my frustration lies.
it isn’t that Rosalie is wrong to grieve her lost humanity. it’s that Bella’s decision is not about Rosalie, yet Rosalie often centers herself within it.
that tension is interesting. it makes her layered. it makes her human. but it also makes her difficult.
like: girl, stop for a second, this isn’t about you 😒
I found very little posts of such nature so I decided to do deep dive myself and combine what I found and make a sort-a Rosalie Hale accountability post . In my previous post I have tried to vocalize that for me it was out of the place that Rosalie remained as one of the Cullens in their house after Edward wasn't interested in her. It was being said that Carlisle after turning Rosalie never vocalized the fact that he wanted her to be with Edward, however…
After some digging (because who I am if I am not providing the sources? even if I had read Twilight books less than 10 years ago) it was found to be false.
Here come the screenshots of Midnight Sun which makes me even more sure of my statements - indeed it could been found weird that Bella had to put up with Rosalie's hatred just because Edward didn't worship her the way she expected him to do, she would constantly call Bella plain and would make Bella's time at the Cullens insufferable with her snarky remarks that the girl didn't deserve. I feel sorry for what Rosalie has endured before turning into a vampire, however it doesn't give her any rights to be the way she was.
In New Moon Rosalie also called Edward only to inform him that Bella is dead, didn't even care that she is no longer alive, only cared to come back to comfortable life in Forks. She didn't care how these news will impact Edward, she only cared about herself and nobody else.
In Eclipse Rosalie also openly admits that she was jealous of Bella just because Edward wanted her and not Rosalie when she was used to men fall for her the moment she came to the room.
The only redemption this character had for me was in Breaking Dawn, otherwise she was always bitter and snarky character and Bella deserved none of her shit.
i agree SO MUCH !!
after reading and rereading The Twilight Saga several times, i’ve come to realize that one of the characters who causes me the most internal conflict is Rosalie. not because she is poorly written, on the contrary. Rosalie is deeply coherent with her backstory, her frustrations, and the pain she has carried since her transformation. still, coherence does not make her easy to stomach.
the main point, as mentioned in the post above, is the way she treats Bella Swan, especially when it comes to the question of becoming a vampire.
i understand Rosalie’s opposition on a rational level. she hates what she is. her humanity was stolen from her. her dreams of motherhood were destroyed. her transformation was born from violence and trauma. it makes perfect sense that she would view vampirism as a curse rather than a gift.
however, what unsettles me is not the fact that she opposes Bella’s transformation, it is the motivation beneath that opposition.
when i compare her stance to Edward Cullen’s, the distinction becomes clear. Edward also resists Bella’s transformation, but his resistance stems from guilt and fear. he loves her profoundly and believes he would be condemning her to a damned existence. his refusal is rooted in protection, even if misguided.
Rosalie, on the other hand, often seems to project her own unresolved grief onto Bella. there are unmistakable traces of envy; something she herself eventually admits in Eclipse. Bella is choosing what Rosalie never had the opportunity to choose. that autonomy matters. and it clearly affects her.
this nuance is precisely what makes Rosalie compelling, but also difficult to defend. trauma explains behavior; it does not absolve it.
another element that stands out to me is that her genuine closeness with Bella only solidifies in Breaking Dawn, particularly because of Renesmee. it is in that moment that we see her most vulnerable and human side: her long-suppressed desire for motherhood finally finds somewhere to exist.
and yet, even then, the shift feels less centered on Bella as a person and more on what Bella represents — the possibility of a child.
in the end, what i feel toward Rosalie is ambivalence. i understand her. i feel for her. but she also frustrates me. and perhaps that is her greatest strength as a character: she was never meant to be comfortable.
this is simply my interpretation for now. a future reread may reshape it. but at this moment, this is how i see her. ✧