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Am i really being forgotten?

Hei, i post this cause, i don't know... No where else i possibly talk to with..

And maybe one day, Dani.. You read this.

I never could lie to my self, how much i miss you over and over and over... I need you.

I don't know, maybe you already with someone and happy, but did you ever think how i felt, how i miss you, how im sorry that i lost you? How i want to fix it, how i want you to know that i really love you?

Each day, i torn more bad than i ever been, everyday is a like black cloud day,

Why you hate me so much, im dying to see you again, i... Miss you so bad till i don't know who i am anymore.

Small hope

I guess, maybe everything has over, and i guess.. I can't see you again. Sometimes that small hope seeing you again save me, but when sometimes that light fades, its just feels like... Please let me sleep and never awake again.

Where do i have to run and look for you...?

I really want to see you again, want to see your face again, your smile, laugh,

Oh God... Please.. I miss her so much.

Scream

Really miss you,

How are you? Are you okay? Doin fine? How's work? How's life?

Are you with someone new?

Are you awake?

Are you asleep?

I really want to see your face. I want to touch you,touch your hair, your face, your hand. I really want to hold you close,cause i really miss everything about you.

Miss you so damn much... Where are you.? Can i see you again? Can i talk to you again? At least.. Can i hear you voice, just to know you're alright?

I'm listening to " When I Was Your Man-Bruno Mars ". Let's enjoy music on JOOX! (#JOOX)

Dear D. P

Hey,

How are you? Aku gak tau mungkin kamu masih gak mau bicara sama aku atau mungkin udah gak mau bicara sama aku lagi,atau worse benci banget masih sama aku, aku gak tau dan aku menyesal serta minta maaf,

Aku cuma gak bisa stop mikirin kamu dan semua tentang kamu. Beneran aku sangat kehilangan kamu banget, dan entah sekarang disaat yang sama, perasaan aku serta harapan ke kamu bahkan memori dulu juga tetap jadi semangat aku bertahan, ingatkan aku betapa kamu baiknya dan ada untuk aku.I will never ever forget that.

Aku tetap doain kamu baik baik sekeluarga, kerjaan dan rejeki kamu lancar selalu. Jaga terus kesehatanya dan selalu sempatkan ibadahnya.

Warm regards,

Petra

PS: dont know why, somehow, i don't wanna change my phone home screen saver/wallpaper.

I miss you so damn much, I'll die if i have to.. Just for an hour, a simple one hour to see your face again.

Nightingale

A night time like this, the rain still won't stop, each drops reminds me of her. How she walks , how she talks.

Minds keep playing tricks on me, perhaps you already with someone who drove you home, or having a dinner with or a movie. Oh Nightingale bird, just talk to me nice about the world tonight.

But i don't care, somehow...this time will last long,long enough to kill slowly each days, weeks even years. Until today, my feeling hasn't change.

Will i ever see you again?

#Nightingale #Schizophrenia

I hate that i can't hate you, and i try too, and i miss you so really really bad. My prayers always be with you. D.P

I'm listening to " Gerimis-Kla Project ". Let's enjoy music on JOOX! (#JOOX)

I not the blocking kind a type, Sometime, just deactivate, delete, wipe all my accounts are better far. Besides, my memories are all mine to keep, mine to remember.

But yeah i keep this tumblr account active, the only media with no one around much. Simple,easy upload, private and lots of joke inside.

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