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fifteen years, fifteen million tears, begging til my knees bled

i gave it my all, he gave me nothing at all, then wondered why i left

now he sits on his throne in his palace of bones, praying to his greed

he’s got my past frozen behind glass, but i’ve got me

sometimes i feel like everybody is a sexy baby, and im a monster on the hill

too big to hang out, slowly lurching towards your favorite city

pierced through the heart, but never killed

i need someone to just shoot me in the head and make it quick

raeiyyn

[yelling at the club to someone i met ten minutes ago] do you think im a burden be honest

tomhoppusdelonge

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

bonivers

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

secondbeatsongs

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

girltwank

probably feels really good to jump off a building

its just like??? what the fuck am i supposed to do?? i have changed and i have worked on myself and i have turned myself into the person that people kept telling me i have to be, just to keep being turned away and berated and made to feel like absolute shit. i want to rip the ears off my head so i can stop hearing everything this. i want to rip the eyes out of my skull so i have to stop seeing this bullshit. i want to rip the lips off of my face to stop talking about this bullshit. i want to rip the brain out of my skull and drop dead like a fucking pig so i can stop thinking about this. i can bend and break and spin and twirl and twist and fold into anything ever. but its never fucking enough is it?