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next to me

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I have now just realized that we’re all living in a fantasy. This phandom doesn’t realize. Dan doesn’t realize. Phil doesn’t realize. They’re getting older. Whether they’re together or not. Sooner or later all these things are gonna change. In three years Phil is gonna be 34 (cause he turning 31 on jan 30 lol brace yourselves everyone) Most guys at his age have found the one they want to love. And I understand the what if’s of Phan being real and they just not telling us but I feel that if Phan isn’t real… What if one of them is in love? Take Dan. What if he is inlove with Phil and maybe he thinks, “What if he likes me back?” And what if he’s waiting for the right moment. But what if Phil doesn’t like him back and leaves and gets on with his life. Wife or husband, kids. Dan would be so heart broken so scared because Phil is the one who saved him. And what if Phil is in love with Dan but the feeling is also not mutual. What if Phil is just too shy to admit it and waits and waits but then it’s too late and he is 37 and Dan has moved on with a family and it’s just too late for kids and a wife or husband for Phil. This whole thing is a fantasy. And all us phangirls who are here loving them. They are the ones who saved our lives. But what will happen to us when they grow too old? What if they grow apart? What if one of them dies? What are we gonna do? We all love them. Its all so weird and confusing and I have realized that me and so many other people rely on them and other YouTubers for happiness and it’s not healthy. Not at all. I am sorry if this is too real for any of you. I am not asking for hate. I am just saying that life goes on weather Dan and Phil are together not together feelings aren’t mutual… And life goes on when they go on. What are you gonna do when the day finally comes?

omg im so sorry im literally crying rn

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when someone says phil and dan:

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hi guys! i published my own fanfic!!!!! there ain’t smut (yet  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ) ) and i hope you give it a chance huhuhu thank you sm!! luv luv 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/133194190-phan-a-love-untold

[ygracha]

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hey guys! so i made a youtube channel about phan edits! i was hoping ya’ll could support me? here’s the link ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1S-S94D-fy4 ) thank 😚

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i guess phil’s underwear describes him ;)

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i accidently spelt my username wrong on my earlier post so i'll just not add it

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For him. - Troye Sivan

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when someone makes a really bad pun

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nobody's perf-

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When someone calls you the straight girl who has a weird addiction to fanfics and everything gay..

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mhm