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Not that tweeter is dead I'll be commenting here about thoughts on grief, life changes and art content.

I'm struggling to hold on these few days. Despite being able to see my sister and my nephews I just feel so lost.

Happiness has been a feeling that I'm able to actualize or feel completely easily. I know that others lives don't easily fall into place like something outa a story book, they have just as hard experiences as my own and teachers their own troubles in their own way. But if I don't have faith and hope in dreams, if I don't believe in my own happy ending then what am Iiving for? Something I get asked is how am I doing? Which in my mind sounds more like, "hey, how are you surviving hell?" Honestly, sometimes I have no idea how I've made it this far or how I wake up some days. Come December I'm a mess of depression anxiety and PTSD. I've struggled and contemplated the end of my own existence the last three years then ever before in my life. I keep thinking back to reading my finances journals, which contained depressive episodes and her own end of life. I keep remembering her telling me that she some survived a massive head blow when she should of passed, and after she just wanted to hold on and keep believing love was out their. So, I held onto her words. They were my life preserve in an otherwise endless void of grief. Grief has made me someone, I'm only starting to see as myself again.

I don't want thing to end where they are but I respect those involved to much to not hear their wishes and grant them. I wish it wasn't so, but we're just going in different directions. Though I want them to stay and for us to work it just isn't in the cards right now. I don't know when or what my happily ever after looks like...or if I ever will find it. I want to believe it's our their, they are out their.

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☆ Happy lunar dog year! here are some mythological best friends to kick it off in cuteness! ☆

I have a lot of feelings about the ending of Little Witch Academia, all of which revolove around Croix and Chariot.

I believe there was a Little bit more to their, "relationship". I'm not typically the type to, "make something gay" for the purpose of doing so because I can, or because why not? I guess there's alot of reasons why so many do this and that's all cool, it's making you happy. Just don't be an ass to other people for having different ships then you or not thinking a character is gay. After all as I say, these aren't our character's. We can't claim their sexuality or gender or anything about them really, they aren't ours.

With that all being said, here I go.

I think Croix feel in love with Chairot the moment they went in search for the Shinny Rod. She Probadly felt like for the first time ever not crazy for believing the words and the rod existed and hope hope and friendship in someone else who also believed in it. As Chariot reveals more the words and doing her small acts for the non magic type, we see Criox leave her side. She wanted to share that spot light even more then she wanted it for her self, to just be included in it. We see this right after Chariot appologizese for the Shinny Rod picking her and Not Croix. Yes, she's visiuablly jelouse in that sceen but her feeling s change in support of Chariot. You only do that if you truly love someone and believe and them. Croix hung on the the resnment of not being picked not only the Shinny Rod but also by Chariot. We see and hear this when she is fighting against her own creation. She asks her self is everything is against her, why is she never important enough to be chosen to be out first.

Then we see Chariot do just what her friend needs and what she also needs for herself, she puts her own feelings about what Croix has done anf used her magic for to protect her. Because Chariot knows what's like to beat your self to death over your failings your short comings and it can only come to self distribution. She's been there she's been power hungry and hurt and all she wants now is to make up for not only her mistakes but also Croix. I think this because to Chariot they've been together since the beginning of it all and if it is going to end she wanted Croix to know she choose to finally stand with her.

I know its all sorta hypothetical and I mayne reading into the lines. But just my thoughts. Love this serious so much. It restored apart of my own beliefs.

#akko kagari #littlewitcharia

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D: gasps I'm not the only one!?

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Chest binding is arguably one of the easiest, cheapest, and least permanently-body-affecting ways for assigned female at birth (AFAB), transgender, or gender nonconforming people to express their identities. The internet is awash with advice for purc

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Binder/Packer/Breatforms/Makeup Giveaway!!!

Hello everyone!!!!! This is our first blog post!!! This is a blog dedicated to helping dysphoric nonbinary people find ways to alleviate dysphoria. We wanted to kick things off with a giveaway!!! Just like/reblog this to enter. But you have to be okay with giving us a mailing adress, as well as have your ask box or messages open so we can tell you if you are picked!!! 5 people will be chosen by October 1st 2017!!! It’s okay to reblog this as a resource to other people, so long as you put somewhere (even just in the tags) that you are not entering! Please signal boost! @any other lgbt resource or positivity blog!

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Signal boost both for the contest and for this NB support blog in general!

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Spectacular reflections of the Aurora Borealis over the frozen waters of Flakstadya island in the Lofoten archipelago

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☆ i want to see every star with you ☆

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Dame Shaniqua Ogletree - Knight! August 18, 2017

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@bikiniarmorbattledamage

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Now this kind of majesty and style is a fantasy look I can get behind. Particularly with the choices of decorative plate on the gorget and combination of chainmail and a tabard.

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Putting this everywhere I can. Because it is important! My older Sister asked her collage class today, THEIR PRONOUNS, BECAUSE OF ME. Because ALL of and EVERY ONE OF US MATTER.

#pronouns #glbtq #glbt #pride #nonbinary #gay pride

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Warpriest, Cleric of Iomedae

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@wearewarpriest @wearecleric @wearepaladin

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After some Google Image searching, I found the artist: Ekaterina Burmak. Knight Banneret Viona Kadarius, Human Cavalier 8 from Adventure Path 105, The Inferno Gate (Hell’s Vengeance)

The image is not currently in her DeviantArt gallery, but she has similar stuff.

Did anyone know that Reddit has a subreddit devoted solely to art of realistically armored women, that bans boobplate? https://www.reddit.com/r/armoredwomen/ They were discussing this image here.

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We’ve featured some of Ekaterina’s work for Pathfinder on BABD before.

So this one servers as an excellent example of making a prestigious version of the same group’s armor without making it look impractical or a liability to the wear of the armor. Outstanding.

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Demisexual Deinocheirus only experiences sexual attraction after forming an emotional bond with another person. This ornithomimosaur knows that the majority of people in our society are not wired to experience attraction in this specific way, making this dinosaur’s decision to label themselves as demisexual a valid and legitimate choice - there is absolutely nothing wrong with using a specific term to explain your way of experiencing attraction, especially if said term helps you find comfort, self-actualization, and a community of similar individuals that you can relate to.

Known only from a pair of enormous, 8 foot arms for over 50 years, recent discoveries have proven that Deinocheirus was a highly specialized type of ornithomimosaur, unusual due to its duck-billed snout, large size and humped back.