maxwell

host of the sadissystem spiteradqueer/transradqueer, currently transitioning ANTI-CONTACT FOR MAPS AND ZOOS! sharing phanuel yumeshipper, secretary fictionkin

[phanuelscumrag]

intro

maxwell, host of the sadissystem

transitioning transradqueer...generally anti-rq, but hoping to transition to become more accepting

more info below cut.

HE/HIM ONLY heterosexual, demiromantic, anti-contact zoophile

anti-contact for maps and zoos, neu-contact for (mostly) everything else.

transmale+transamab please treat me as a cismale, permakid/tereage, transspecies incubus/cat ciswhite, cishypersexual, cisintrovert, cisauthor, yadayada i'm cis- most things

suspecting audhd+depression. also suspecting either osdd-1 or bpd+bipolar. i may refer to myself as a system but i could be misinterpreting bpd dissociation as plurality.

very asocial, but i try to be as friendly as possible. please don't mistake my introversion for rudeness. dms and asks are open but i may not respond if i'm uncomfortable.

i will most likely dedicate this blog to writing. i am very passionate about narrative writing and poetry, so watch for that.

[luluyamofficial]

2 year anniversary

[mutobigbro]

Urophilia/urolagnia blinkies for a request. Shout out to the like 5 other raduqueer piss likers

[phanuelscumrag]

You do realise that most of the times, the people did not consent to their corpse being jerk off material / assaulting body before death. Why are you so openly biased? Necrophilia is just as harmful as the other 2 big paras.

I am neutral contact for consensual necrophilia. If the person consented before death, I don't care. I am still very much against people going to dig up random corpses without their consent.

[phanuelscumrag]

hi baby do you need something

[necrofoxfang]

HAPPY PRIDE TO ALL!

some words under the cut

i really did not expect to stay here for as long as i did, i only made my tumblr presence originally to cope with abuse i have recently gone through, i did not intend to stay here.. but i have realized that i am here to stay for good. these communities are the only ones i feel safe and truly loved and accepted in, pro-para and radqueer spaces are the only spaces i have been in that have not harmed, harassed or witch hunted me due to my disorders and sexuality. The only communities that are aware of my origins, who i am, and simply do not care. It feels refreshing to be in a place that does not instantly antagonize me and accuse me of horrible things, but see me as an equal, a role model and inspiration.

ever since i was a kid my dream was to make an impact with my art, to leave a staple, and even though i have succeeded in making my mark, i somehow did it again a second time with my pro-para activisms and movements, i have always dreamed to make a necrophile movement the same way maps and zoos did, and i have succeeded.

before this community, i was full of hatred towards myself and others, if it wasn't for this community i would still be the miserable person i used to be. i have learned kindness, compassion and acceptance towards other paraphiles, i have made and met friends i would of never had if i haven't learned to accept others. i have learned things about myself i would of never had if i didn't ever decided to come to para tumblr to comfort myself.

i feel like i have become a more open minded person, a more kind person, i want to change and make up for my past behavior by using my platforms and art for positivity and awareness. thank you all so much for supporting me and making me learn things about myself and others. I love you all, happy pride!

[phanuelscumrag]

Should I start opening writing requests? I really like writing yumeship stuff (or any kind of fanfic) for my friends, so I wouldn't mind taking requests from others. Plus, I get to use my talent to make people happy, and that's what I love about life :)

[ferricsailor]

silliest horse there ever was

[peachdelta]

[Nothing Hard Work Can’t Solve!] Daiwa Scarlet SR support stories

original by @punkitt-is-here (all comes back to horses)

[avian-owen]

Being a therian studying psychology is hilarious. I’ve turned the tables. Animal studying human. Just you wait Humanity I’ll be running unethical experiments at any moment

[rqartmaker]

“This user is very pro Radqueer, but does not entirely consider themselves Radqueer due to personal reasons” as a userbox? Could it be cat themed?

As a bonus I created a for someone who is pro-radqueer but not radqueer themselves flag :)

[phanuelscumrag]

Me me me

[n3cronico]

Biastophilia moodboard

(Requests are always open unless I state otherwise!)

[phanuelscumrag]

This isn't anything against you, just letting you know that crippled peeper is paramisic so you might want to block them.

They said that they don't support "pedophiles" because they "cause material harm to children" which we both know that attraction alone isn't the cause of child abuse alone.

Oh, thank you for letting me know! He's blocked now.

[mossyforestfox]

Man i love walking outside and then being loudly and violently reminded of my lack of fur

It’s FUCKING COLD out here

[triadictruther]

Hello so called nuanced thinker, for my first task, you must discuss paraphilias without demonizing— oh they're already dead. Wow. Didn't even let me finish. Rude

[phanuelscumrag]

Non-Contact

A poem about being an anti-contact zoophile; putting the safety of animals above your own desires.

Apologies for the low quality.

[atypicalattractions]

PARAPHILIAS AND PARAPHILIC DISORDERS ARE NOT THE SAME.

Paraphilias are atypical attractions (objectophilia, sadism, etc.)

A paraphilic disorder is when you are struggling with urges, self-hatred, or generally feeling distressed over your paraphilia or acting on your attraction in a way that harms nonconsenting parties.

The key difference here is that one is a disorder involving distress, struggle, and or harm to nonconsenting parties, and the other is just a feeling of attraction. It’s kind of like being gay vs having internalized homophobia.

I am a zoo; however, I have no urges, I don’t hate myself over it, and I don’t act on my attraction. Therefore, I do not have a paraphilic disorder.

You CAN recover from having a paraphilic disorder; you cannot “recover” from simply having an attraction.