Welcome to my blog! This here is my wonderful little intro post, fully expanded under the cut. Letās begin, shall we?
last updated (5/8/26)
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ā³ Main names (in order of preference): Hajime/Izuru/Owen, but cool with anything really. M-784 is my ID tag number for my canine and avian theriotypes but I normally only use that when heavily shifted
ā³ Full name list if you're curious
ā³ Pronouns: He/They, sometimes we/us (not a system I just like them)
ā³ Age: Under 18, y'all don't need to know more than that
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ā³ Kinlist
ā³ Kinsider list
ā³ I struggle to see folk as their kintypes, including myself. I'm trying! But am not always the best. So sourcemates and doubles especially please interact with caution, as I likely won't see you as me/my friends. But interact if you're comfortable, I'd love to get to know you, and I am really trying to get better at it!
ā³ Worth noting that there's only a like 50% chance I'll reply to DMs. I try! But I am very bad at it
ā³ (I also don't have discord so can't talk to you on there very sorry)
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ā³ Profile by BL0oky on Picrew, though I am planning on changing my theme soon
ā³ Fandoms: Doctor Who, Torchwood, Hadestown, Danganronpa, SFTH (there are more but these are the main ones right now!)
ā³ Music: Sparkbird, Rabbitology, Goodbye Despair Musical, In Crooked Wonderment, The Amazing Devil
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ā³ I use the terms Fictionleech, Fictionflicker, Polymorph, and Psychological Alterhumanity as ways to describe my experiences with alterhumanity. However, I normally just call myself Alterhuman
ā³ I'm a big fan of terms related to my theriotypes! Fur, claws, wings, paws, tail, all that kinda thing. Go wild
ā³ I call Phantom Shifts "ghost shifts" because it's a separate thing to phantom limbs, which already exist, and calling them phantom shifts feels kinda weird to me, so if you're confused as to that then uh. That's what that is!
ā³ Technically a selfshipper? Kind of? Its complicated, if you wanna know more feel free to ask, I wouldn't mind talking about it
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ā³ I use this as a side-blog (meaning I can't follow or like your posts from this account) to post about the things I don't want the people I know in real life to find out about. Apart from the ones who already have this account. Which is One. Mainly alterhumanity, but occasionally other stuff as well!
ā³ I prefer terms related to my theriotypes - my hands are talons, fingers are claws, that kinda thing, but I get it can be weird to get used to so I donāt mind if you donāt :)
ā³ With all the Kinrad/Kinmed stuff going on I think it's worth saying that otherpaws, funlinks, all that sort of thing are welcome here and anyone who disagrees can kindly fuck off! Physical/IRL alterhumans, factkins, objectkins, anyone and anything is welcome here
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Nagito Komaeda selfshippers please be careful when interacting! Nothing wrong with you at all, Iām just not always comfy with it. No specific dni outside of that, so uh. Follow your own!
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I think that's everything for now! If you have any questions feel free to ask, just be respectful please!
And if you know me in real life you can ask me about this but please be aware I am very nervous and pretend you don't exist when on this blog okay thank you bye
Okay okay so. This flag is for fictionfolk who selfship with a character from their source. E.G: An Adora kin shipping themselves with Catra from She-Ra. This flag is specifically for fictionfolk who see their kin as the S/I in the story, but can be used more widely. It can also include folk who ship themselves with the character they kin - E.G, a Luke Skywalker kin shipping themselves with Luke Skywalker.
The colours are based off the alterhuman flag - green white purple - and a self ship flag - yellow white pink. I changed the colours to be more pastel, to make them fit together better.
The green represents therianthropy, and a more animalistic/earthly connection to kintypes
The white represents the many identities under the alterhuman umbrella and the vastness of the experiences
The purple represents otherkin and fictionkin creatures
(I can't seem to find the selfship flag I used to make this. If anyone knows it could they send it to me so I could research the meaning behind the colours? Thanks!)
I know overall this was explained terribly, but I'm just kinda excited about making one? And I don't think there was one before. I've been calling it "a flag for fictionkin selfshippers" which is a terrible name and doesn't explain it, so if anyone has any better ideas please let me know
Okay so I selfship in a kin way, right? Like, I ship Hajime with Nagito and therefore ship Myself with Nagito. And sometimes I worry I donāt love him enough or show how much I love him enough and then I remember that canonically I despise him with every inch of my being and love him regardless, so at least Iām in character
I have the weirdest problem. People keep pronouncing my name in different ways. So I pronounce it different ways. So I pronounce it wrong. I say my own name wrong
When I have a strong Izuru shift, my language tends to become more formal. It feels unnatural to talk in my normal tone of voice. This is rather inconvenient when conversing with others who do not know of my fictionkin identity.
The problem is I want to change my theme every time I have an intense shift. I was Izuru for a solid portion of yesterday and I wanted to change it, now I'm Hajime and I have changed it, can I be consistent in anything please
So the way my fictionkin-ness works is I normally only feel like a character, and therefore identify as a character, when having a shift. So the characters I kin are more ācharacters I am sometimesā.
Apart from Hajime Hinata, who I am 100% of the time, shift or no shift. I am him. He is me. We are one and the same.
I live in the awful middle ground where I need long hair to be Izuru I need it I need it but nooo dysphoria means I cut my hair short. But I NEED IT LONG AGAIN GIVE ME BACK MY OMINOUS LONG HAIR CMON MAN
being a bit negative about the fictionkin community if you donāt wanna see that scroll past!
So Iāve been spending a lot of time in fictionkin spaces lately as I am, yāknow, a fictionkin, and thatās made me realise that like. Nobodyās really considered āvalidā here?
Like if youāre a psychological fictionkin then your experiences arenāt as valid as an IRL and you arenāt that character as much as an IRL is. But if youāre an IRL of a character then thatās not a valid identity at all. And if youāre a part of a system then youāre faking and if youāre not then youāre mocking systems and fictives. And Iām a psychological fictionkin so Iāve only experienced this from one side, but if youāve been in certain parts of the community then Iām sure you can notice a pattern of this happening. And Iām just tired of it. I am a fictional character, okay? It doesnāt matter to what extent I feel that. I just am. Canāt we just accept that we all exist?
I dunno, I could just be seeing only that kinda thing because I interact with it sometimes and thatās how algorithms work. Overall this community is great but this keeps happening and itās exhausting.
