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@pharmaceutie
Would ya look at that, it’s a wild Zinnia! I logged on here on whim and now I miss Kimura again. Unfortunately my job tends to drain me of creativity bc it’s so boring but I might try to make the effort to start logging onto my blogs again here and there. So this is still gonna be be very much on Semi-Hiatus. If anyone wants to add me on discord or find me on other blogs just shoot me a message and I’ll get you those!
rules: tag your followers that you want to know better! tagged by: @powerfrommyfourdarkdevas forever ago tagging: no one bc wow hella late
muse: Kimura, Seiko nickname: Sei/Seiko-chan zodiac sign: Gemini gender: Female favorite color: Purple / Black average sleep: 5 or 6-8hrs if she’s not trying to pull all-nighters to finish projects last thing googled: “ what are the effects of acetylcysteine in topical form ” height: 5′6″ ( I always had the hc that she was tall )
mun: Zinnia nickname: Zin zodiac sign: Pisces gender: Non-binary favorite color: Purple, but I have an affinity for the Red / Black combo average sleep: 6 weekdays, 8-10 weekends last thing googled: “ sword poses ” for drawing reference height: 5′0″
❂ Is Party The Remedy? ❂ - DANGANRONPA verse. - ❂ locked for pharmaceutie ❂
aquflux:
🐼 🐼 “I… I don’t know.” - Aqu tries to force a smile towards Seiko but… he simply couldn’t. After all that time in recover he grew closer to Seiko. At least, on his side, he felt that it was somewhat comfortable to have someone to whom he could open himself up to. “Will it really help? … Actually, don’t answer. I… I’ll tell you.” With guilt still hanging heavy around his neck, the former SHSL Despair sat on the chair, leaning back and then forward, his hands covering his face. The shame was… unbearable. “I’m scared, Kimura-san… I can’t go back to that place. I… I want to throw up everytime I think about that time under her control… All I can do is try to forget and atone for what I did but…” Slowly, tears started to form behind his eyelids as he closed them in anguish. “If I could go back… I’d… I’d try to stop myself from watching the brainwashing video. I can’t believe I was tricked into creating those messed up games… I killed, haven’t I? … It’s impossible to pretend it didn’t happen. People will surely destroy me if they discover who I was… who I am.” 🐼 🐼
Sympathetic eyes watched his every movement, never missing a single beat. Every bit of it was weighed down by his grief. Truly it wasn’t something he could hide no matter how hard he tried. If there was one thing that had made itself known, like a barking dog on a quiet night, it was the fact that each former Despair acted with hesitance. Whether it was in reaching out to help another or accepting that kindness in return. It showed-- the f e a r that they would hurt someone again. How h e a v y a weight that must be.
“ You’re doing everything you can, and you’re free from her now. ” She stepped closer again, until she was standing right in front of him. A gentle hand found it’s way to his shoulder as she then crouched. “ No one can fault you for being tricked, you know? So many people fell for her games. Even the strongest of us. ”
She pulled a handkerchief from her jacket and tried to gingerly wipe whatever tears she could. It was a gesture that came almost natural to her now, but even still Kimura hoped it wasn’t crossing any boundaries. “ You’ve apologized enough. And even if people find out and decide they hate you, you’ll still have us at your side. Despite what’s happened, we wouldn’t let them do anything to any of you. ” A brief pause.
“ I’d make sure of it. ”
❂ Is Party The Remedy? ❂ - DANGANRONPA verse. - ❂ locked for pharmaceutie ❂
aquflux:
❂ “Kimura-san. H-hello!” - his smile could prove not enough to hide his anxiety, but the report was already finished and he did all he could to forget the sins he’d committed. The woman, with whom he still insisted in using honorifics, had helped him so much, always being patient with his mistakes and meltdowns. He had grown to hate himself for falling under someone else’s control, doing horrible things for them… Still, even before he was brainwashed, he had already an habit for sadism considering he didn’t mind hurting the ones who brought harm to his loved ones and himself. Maybe not something a host should have on his personality but he still got the place back at Hope’s Peak now a ruin waiting to be rebuilt. “I… I’m fine, I think. Eheh, my report is complete. I hope my hosting skills aren’t as rusty as before. Oh, mind if I ask how are you feeling?” She was one of his strongest supports right now. He saw hope in her. The care she always showed for others… And slowly, the smile started to vanish… “O-okay… I’m not fine. You know, I’m … I wish I could forget it all at once. I know I can’t change it but I don’t want to think about it anymore.” ❂
With a practiced patience, she waited until he had finished speaking. Knowing that oftentimes one learned more about a person by mere listening-- and this she was good at. Never had Kimura been much of one for talking, but when she did it was always with h e a v y words. Ones with much feeling behind them. Especially now that they were on a path towards rehabilitation. With a sympathetic smile hidden beneath a mask, she took a careful step closer. “ I’m doing fine, but this isn’t about me. Do you want to sit and talk again? ”
It wasn’t much and with a schedule needing to be kept, their time wouldn’t be a lot. However she wasn’t about to l e a v e someone who needed help. This was the very reason she’d gone out of her way to come in person, after all.
“ I know that remembering has been painful. That’s why I might not have believed your report if I hadn’t come. ” There was quiet for a moment as she thought. What more could she say that hadn’t been said before? Truthfully, not much if anything at all. With the many times she’d done this, it never got any easier. “ Why don’t you tell me your report now? On your own. ”
I care. I always care. This is my problem.
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OCT 7TH
What Lies in the Mist?
If the transparency works, the mist should change a bit on different blog colours. EDIT: It works!
Me: i’m gonna get on and do shit, yeah!! Game: finally installs after three hours Friend: hey im headed over Me: sweats
She’s known sadness, and it has made her kind.
Nathan Filer, The Shock of the Fall (via thequotejournals)
brokata:
@pharmaceutie ♥’d to hear some supportive words.
“It’s quite alright, Kimura. You don’t need to apology. It was I that caused this small accident.”
He had been walking down the halls of the foundation, on his way to Tengan’s office when he had bumped into Kimura. It seemed this caused her to drop her paperwork to which she began to frantically panic and apologize. Munakata began to assist in retrieving the fallen papers for her while reassuring her it was his fault not hers.
Once all the papers were gathered, Munakata handed them back to Kimura while offering her a kind smile.
“This may sound quite out of place for me to bring up but your branch has been doing excellent these past few weeks. The number of those taken care of and saved thanks to your medications is quite grand. I find myself amazed and impressed by it all.”
Placed a hand on her shoulder softly after speaking, was he ready to excuse himself before adding.
“Keep bringing that hope to those that are in need of it, Kimura.”
To say the least, she had still been in a bit of a struggle to get a grasp on things. For all the personal progress that had been made, the pharmacist was still learning how to interact with others. Being head of a branch helped in this, but just barely. She was comfortable in her field, but outside of that... Well it showed in the apology caught in her throat and the w i d e violet eyes that now looked at the male in d i s b e l i e f.
“ I... R-Really? ” It was all she could manage in the moment, hands fumbling as they reorganized the papers. “ They’ve really been saving people? Are there any problems that I need to fix? We haven’t gotten the feedback just yet, so I... ”
She bit her tongue before uttering another word. ‘ Calm down, Seiko. He’s probably busy. ’ Though she d e s p e r a t e l y wanted to know if things truly were going well in the world.
Ah ! Glorious night and morning everyone ! This here is a new blog and also a new member to the DanganRonpa role-play community on tumblr, so ! If you all could Please like AND re-blog this, I’d very much appreciate it ! Thank you so much, and I hope many of us can role-play together !
I managed to make some sketches… DR makes me emotional,
❂ Is Party The Remedy? ❂ - DANGANRONPA verse. - ❂ locked for pharmaceutie ❂
aquflux:
@pharmaceutie
❂ “No more than three fountains, check. Percisely one hundred glasses, check. Guest list fulfilled and invitations sent, check. My anxiety, check.”
The young man had finally finished ordering his notes for the upcoming party and despite being over a week until the celebration, he was already stressed if he could pull that off. Luckily, he was quite good in hiding it, his face still apparently calm. But inside… there was still the turmoil of fear that he’d be outcasted. He did terrible things when under Despair’s influence. What if it’d happen again? And would he ever be forgiven? Even with the Future Foundation’s backing him up… Did he have a chance to be himself? “Sigh…” He leaned against the wall next to the window of the room, staring at the horizon. His family must be worried sick… And very disappointed of what he had done. All he hoped for now was forgiveness and the chance to feel happy again. Even if he had to remain out of everyone’s sights. It probably wasn’t a good idea to leave the facility even if the Ultimate Despairs took all the blame. He was also responsible in his own way. But at least, he was using his original talent once more… ❂
It may be viewed as out of place for Kimura to step in the way she had. The woman had specialized in science and her skills comprised of mixing chemicals and creating new ‘ concoctions ’ as people called them. So what would she have known about a person’s mentality? Surprisingly, a lot. Apart from her required studies as a pharmacist, ( as drugs more commonly affected the mind through stimulation ), there was a lot of personal practice. With the former SHSL Therapist now dead, they needed someone to take over and assist in the rehabilitation of the former Despairs. A sort of “ two birds with one stone ” deal as she was administering their medicines as well.
Opting to personally check in on the individuals rather than leave it to dated reports, Kimura wandered through the building in search of the former host. Deep breaths were taken along the way to calm her nerves, as even she felt pressure in this role. It was a different scale compared to talking shy individuals through very personal requests.
Clack - clack.
The sound of her shoes was almost deafening as she came to a stop. “ Aqu? Is everything all right? ” A brief pause. “ I came to collect your report personally. ”
C A N D Y
* COMMISSIONS *
[Btw if anyone is interested in more science girls I’ve got an oc over @katalysatcr who’s an SHSL Chemist. Funny considering how much I loathe chemistry.]
Character aesthetics: Seiko Kimura/Ruruka Andou/Sonosuke Izayoi
[Headcanon!! Despite the fact that others have asked her not to test any new drugs/medicines on herself, Kimura sometimes does this anyway. She doesn’t like using animals as test subjects-- or anything at all for that matter. And in the Future Foundation, considering the state of the world she most definitely doesn’t want to bring harm to any more animals. ( Especially when a Remnant of Despair is the SHSL Breeder ). I also imagine that she creates things specifically for either humans or animals. It isn’t often she’ll make something that can be used for both. While it’s been an idea it’s likely a longer process. Most times they have willing participants who will test anything that is developed, however there have been cases of rather negative side effects. She may be the SHSL Pharmacist, but in the area of science that doesn’t mean everything can come out 100% perfect first try. The subject is founded upon trial and error after all.
She’s developed somewhat of an immunity or tolerance to many things, so it isn’t too much of a big deal when she tests something on herself. She’s made it this far without dying, after all. Side-effects such as nausea and fatigue still affect her as they’re the common, less harmful ones. When it’s definitely not something good however, her body is always sure to tell her through things such as immediate vomiting or even passing out. Though others deem this as dangerous, Kimura would rather test something on herself with her tolerance than risk possibly permanent damage or pain to another. Also something to note is that because of this, she can also consume larger doses of medication and drugs than the average person.]
