A few times I passed as a nb androgynous man but like my boobs are really big and my body is curvy as hell even when I am fat so like, cishets will probably misgender me even if I wanted to live that feeling in public. Anyway liking feeling like a fluid non binary dude these days. Whenever I am on the gender spectrum I feel like non binariness is what is encompassing what I am feeling. From nb to nb masc to gnc woman.. But like, even though I have found a lot of solace and support from trans individuals and experiences, I feel like transidentity is not a label I am allowed to use to defining my experience. One because I am afraid of the consequence, in addition to feeling like nbness is almost universally rejected or misunderstood in cisthet communities, or because I feel like I somehow "benefit" from cis woman passing by halfway being uncomfortably presenting as one. Even though from my childhood I always tried to present pretty queer and androgynous, my first two theater role being literally boys. I lived exclusion because of my gender non conformity, I felt pretty excluded and alien from most cis adolescent gender roles and activities, but like I can't fully wrap around my head around the idea of being a "true" trans nb person. Also because I fear chasers and shit haha lol, I am already so alone and traumatized
Ive been referred two times as a lesbophobic slur for one of my most gnc/masculine style. I feel kinda sad that this pejorative French term, "camionneuse" = female truck driver, creates me anxiety and suffering. I feel like butch is some sort of word I used to hold on to when I felt like IDing as a lesbian. But now there aren't really any positive term I feel like I can use to reclaim how I feel in relation to my outward masculine feminity and how it is often is mocked or ridiculed. That makes me sad, regarding my own lack of knowledge of eventual bi term for this experience but also in the ways I feel like I am excluded in finding solace in the use of "butch" because of my sexuality and my native and lived language.
How to create community in boring ass conservative Switzerland when you're as critical of rich urban hipster gay-queer politics as you are of most men's casual racism misogyny transphobia and homophobia lol. Society becomes kind hellish. At least I have reading, uni, comics, photography and fashion uhm. I feel like closing off on myself and it is draining but I still need to spend always more time feeling my emotions and recreating them. Am I a boring ass Capricorn with Cancer Ascendent or what???
I hate those misogynist men so f much. Boring ass patriarchs, I'm already more accepting of myself and others than they will ever be. I know I am both masculine and feminine and neither, and that their opinions ripple on me like empty raindrops. I love myself, my body and the strength I have gathered against their toxic tide.
Ive been referred two times as a lesbophobic slur for one of my most gnc/masculine style. I feel kinda sad that this pejorative French term, "camionneuse" = female truck driver, creates me anxiety and suffering. I feel like butch is some sort of word I used to hold on to when I felt like IDing as a lesbian. But now there aren't really any positive term I feel like I can use to reclaim how I feel in relation to my outward masculine feminity and how it is often is mocked or ridiculed. That makes me sad, regarding my own lack of knowledge of eventual bi term for this experience but also in the ways I feel like I am excluded in finding solace in the use of "butch" because of my sexuality and my native and lived language.
bisexuality has been silenced n dismissed within the lgbt community since it has even existed as a label. bisexuals have always been made 2 feel that our struggles r inconsequential or that our presence is burdensome. our issues will not b heard, our needs will not b met by laying down n acquiescing 2 being mistreated. bisexuals NEED 2 - MUST - demand time, space, n attention within OUR community. attempts 2 appeal 2 biphobes by making urself smaller n easier 2 manage, by erasing urself, WILL NOT help u. help urself, help ur fellow bisexuals, n SPEAK UP abt ur needs.
Need help getting a cane and various other medical supplies
Hi everyone, itās me, notorious disabled trans lady Vivi. My insurance has decided it is not going to cover the cost of a cane and a few other things that i need to be even remotely mobile moving forward. Iāve been having a lot of problems with my back and joints since i was a kid basically and we still arenāt 100% sure exactly what is wrong but there is a good chance itās a hypermobility disorder. Essentially what that means is my major and minor joints just donāt do what they are supposed to and the muscles and nerves around them are under constant high levels of stress. This causes me to be in near constant pain and is severely limiting my ability to move around. I need to get a good cane and several braces which is a rather expensive investment and insurance is only going to cover $50 of what is going to be a $300 expense. Because of this as much as I hate to ask I have to raise $250 as quickly as possible. I have paypal, ko-fi, and cashapp that I will link below. I canāt offer much in exchange other than my thanks and appreciation but I really need the help badly.
This is me. If you can help by donating anything at all I will be eternally grateful, reblogs also help! I will keep this post updated with the amount raised. Links are as follows.
Paypal: @LilithEdwards
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/viviserket
Cashapp: $ViviSerket
Again im really sorry to have to ask for help like this again but the situation is getting desperate and I am rapidly losing mobility. Thanks in advance to everyone who shares and an extra big thanks to anyone who can spare a little cash.
Hi! I am MiÅosz, 25 years old transgender man from Poland. I made this page to help me raise money for top surgery, something that I despera
Hello! I am MiÅosz, 25 years old transgender man from Poland. I am asking for your support to help me afford top surgery.
Iāve been on testosterone for 1,5 years and Iām feeling much better about my body, but my chest is still a source of constant discomfort. I have back problems and cannot bind my chest for longer amounts of time ā I can survive maybe one or two hours, not more, which means I usually go without it. But, as you can probably guess, going outside as a person with a beard and with visible chest isnāt the safest thing to do. People looking at me with confusion in their eyes is one thing, but thereās also a risk of someone reacting with disgust and aggression. So, putting aside my personal gender dysphoria, getting top surgery is simply a question of safety in my daily life.
This is something I cannot afford on my own. My family is both unable and unwilling to help me. I have only a part-time job (that I love! teaching kids history is amazing!) and everything I earn goes to other things, primarily medical expenses, so I canāt save anything for the surgery. In recent years, attitudes towards LGBT people in Poland went from rather negative to openly hostile, thanks to hard work of our politicians trying to win the elections by blaming LGBT people for many things, like teenage suicides, and accussing us of destroying families or even of child exploitation. Unfortunately, this strategy worked very well. And, as one of the results, my chances of getting a better paying job are close to non-existent.
The surgery costs 17500 PLN (including travel costs and post-op care) which equals to roughly 4750 USD / 3350 GBP / 3900 EUR. I have no way of getting this amount of money myself, even in many years. So I wanted to ask for help. Getting this surgery would simply make my life much, much better, even in this awful place that is Poland right now. If you could spare anything, I would be deeply grateful (especially considering the exchange rate, your 5$ is worth much more here) š
me: well, the assignment was to write an analysis of a movie from a film-philosophical perspective, so Iām writing about āSolarisā and using Jacques RanciĆØreās theory about cinema in the aesthetic regime, proposing that āSolarisā gives the viewer a different frame of reference to the concept of reality when compared to representationalist art of the 19th century!
rupaul: uh-hu I see. Well youāve been criticized a lot on this show for not showing versatility and hiding behind the discourse of well-known authors. How do you plan to improve that if youāre going to basically apply RanciĆØreās theory to this film and not offer any unique insight of your own?
me: *the shade button sound plays as clips of me looking stupid are edited together to make it seem like iām speechless*
rupaul: Well, it looks like youāve got your work cut out for you. alright, get to work!
me, stammering: thank you ru..
me once rupaul leaves: this is a mess. Iāve got to start from scratch. Now iām STRESSED!! But I do NOT want to go out on that runway looking like an idiot with half-baked discourse
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