Midnight poetry

she/her loving and learning through carefully crafted words also being young and messing up

[loversexeunt]

critical thinking skills are cancelled ! they have now been replaced with the constant desire to hold hands with someone

[biggerthan-thewholesky]

Pink’s speech after receiving the Video Vanguard Award at the 2017 VMAs x

[wildflowersoulblog-deactivated2]

Bloody love Pink, yuss love this!!! ✌🤓

[uncle-dre2-deactivated20210813]

[highhoneypiee]

Pick a bottle any bottle lol

[artisanalbooty]

[volumenviridis]

I recently read an article about a therapy group for depressed people who had all attempted suicide at some point. The breakthrough question for them was, “If your goal was to be just as miserable as possible, what would you do?” Most of them listed things like not getting enough sleep, or isolating themselves from everyone… the list goes on, but the point is, they listed things they already do. But now they saw those “coping mechanisms” for what they really were: things that were actively making their condition worse.

I read that article at 2:00 AM, asked myself, am I TRYING to be miserable tomorrow? And it was easier than usual to put my phone down and fall asleep. Even my intrusive “lying down” thoughts about meaninglessness and existential dread were easier to suppress when I framed them as things I’d think about to purposefully make myself feel as awful as possible.

[crystalwitch-in-the-tardis]

Fuck that is helpful

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day 7

so i woke up thinking to myself, " i'll just write for an hour before breakfast, then i'll get to school work." bitch, you thought. no, i spent the most of my day writing, stopping midway through to do some long awaited character development and outlining, then struggled incredibly to hit 9000 words. but i did it, bringing in some awkward dialogue that was born out of my desperation but i ended up loving.

today was the most tiring day ever for me, and i hit my personal best, a 2200 words, which i know isn't a lot for some, but i am fairly exhausted after writing only a 1000, okay? it still baffles me how people can write 10k a day, that could never be me.

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day 6

i wrote in the evening again, i think about a 1000 words, i really can't remember. my plot is all over the place since i had not outlined previously and that makes me a bit mad.

anyway, still making the most of a single song by Bleachers, and it seems to me the whole story is based around their discography

well

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day 5

i think day 5 was when i was spectacularly tired since i spent 5 hours on the phone with friends unexpectadly, but i pushed myself to write anyway. the best i could give was 300 words and i was falling asleep on the floor.

at least i had great conversations😆

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day 4

day 4 was really good, in the beginning i was so out of ideas, but then i lay on the floor a bit, listened to alfie's song and made up a whole 1000 word scene from a single lyric (always the best tactic) in the end, super super satisfied, definitely the best wroting day so far. oh, and it was quite late at night which i haven't written at night for a while but it takes me back to old times. workspace:the floor music: alfie's song, i wanna get better, 1950 on replay

bonus, was texting my friend begging her to give me inspo, i was that desperate

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day 3

okay!! so very excited to say i wrote 1800 words today- it spanned all across today, a bit in the morning, a bit inbetween classes, in the afternoon and just now before i went to sleep. i had an incredible time writing today(presumably cuz i was on the floor??), but yeah, mostly because i got insanely inspired by The bleachers, and listened to Alfie's song and I wanna get better like a trillion times and still didn't get bored. also, danced very happily across my bedroom, knowing i was in a movie (nobody ruin it for me). that's today :))))

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day two

so, only 800 words today, but i’m feeling better about what I wrote!! so i see green tea is a big factor in my motivation. wallows’nothing happens was my soundtrack today, and the workspace was the desk, which, never doing that again,,i forgot how to sit in chairs.

[phoebewritesatnight]

nanowrimo, day one

so today i wrote 1495 words, of which approximately only 600 i like. i haven't been really inspired after the first hour, which makes sense since i haven't been reading this week. workspace today was the floor, and the soundtrack mostly "get me away i'm dying" on an infinite loop. i really hope to be more in the zone tomorrow :)))))

#nanowrimo #nationalnovelwritingmonth

[booksie]

He always want Harry to look up. So the sky and the sun and the moon can see him and realize they just don’t compare.

Young & Beautiful, Velvetoscar

[positivemindset21]

 “Allow yourself to be proud of yourself and all the progress you’ve made. Especially the progress that no one else can see.” 

[inthetags]

reblog and put in the tags what scene from a book/movie/tv series lives in your mind rent free

[phoebewritesatnight]

this-it's just too beautiful (regardless of...future issues)

[solassitudes]

my singing voice is good for showers and mornings in the kitchen and drunken nights and lullabies for babies who need sleep and im okay with this

[solassitudes]

i think it’s silly to be ashamed of your art because it’s not in a museum and of your voice because it’s not selling out stadiums. there will always be people who enjoy and appreciate what you can do.

[rosesastrology]

Idk why but this hit me really hard and I’ve been staring at it for a couple minutes.

[ethuil]

[x-ladydisdain-x]

I have invisible string stuck in my head and I keep thinking about the bi flag line

So I made a thing:

Isn’t it just so pretty to think, all along there was some invisible string tying you to me?

[beasthowls]

“Harry, who are you gonna hug?” x

[sweetschizo-deactivated20190808]

Hey if you’re schizophrenic/psychotic I just want you to know that you’re a wonderful person and that you deserve so much better than the demonization, marginalization and stigmatization you face in this society.

[sweetschizo-deactivated20190808]

Please consider reblogging this/other positivity posts for schizophrenic/psychotic people every once in a while. If you have more than 100 followers, odds are that a couple of them experiences psychosis and that they rarely see positivity posts for people with their symptoms.