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@phoenixas
independent, private & highly selective written 𝔪𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔦 - 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔢 , hosting muses of various fandoms & media sources. based off canon, lore & headcanon influences. will interact with mutuals only. written by fox: 27, she / her, UK.
- 𝕽 𝚄𝙻𝙴𝚂 & 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾 - 𝕴 𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙴𝚁 - 𝕻 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
this blog is a bit messy so I’m archiving and moving to @prophaetic.
nonverbal memes
add + to reverse who does the action
[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention [ sleep ] for your muse to wake mine [ cover ] for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket [ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc. [ kiss ] for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning [ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair [ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair [ embrace ] for your muse to hold mine [ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room [ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer [ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger [ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s [ weep ] for your muse to catch mine crying [ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food [ hit ] for your muse to attack mine [ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance [ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine [ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap [ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring [ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually [ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support [ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm [ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand [ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did [ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine [ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap [ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down [ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away [ dream ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare [ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation [ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury [ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine [ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger [ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine [ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine
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LUNDI 10:04
bittersweet rp meme.
i’m not going to leave you.
i didn’t mean to hurt you.
… stay with me?
it’s okay. i still love you.
everything’s okay now.
let’s just forget about it, okay?
you can cry. i won’t judge.
i’m trying. i really am.
do you want a hug?
can we… lay here? and do nothing?
i’m sorry if i made you angry.
can you tell me what i did wrong?
please come back. i’m sorry.
hey… is something wrong?
you can stay with me.
i’m here, i’m here.
what do i have to do to make you happy?
…i care about you a lot, you know.
why do you still care about me?
c’mere. lean on me.
you look like you need a hug.
just stay a little longer. please.
please stay with me. i don’t want to be alone.
i’ll stay as long as you need me to.
it was always you.
i’ll come back for you. i promise.
i would be lost without you.
what would you say if i told you i’m in love with you?
you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
i wish you could see how much i need you.
all i want is for you to be happy.
the thought of losing you makes it hard to breathe.
i’ve missed you.
why did you come back?
why did you leave?
i thought you were dead.
not a day goes by without me thinking about us.
what we had were special. i can’t let that go.
would you do it all again if you had the chance?
there are things i just can’t explain.
i guess i just never figured you out.
i know you can’t forgive me.
i want you to want to stay.
why do you look at me that way?
my cat passed away this afternoon and im pretty heartbroken so i might be scarce here and in dms / discord for a few days.
deeper sentence starters
“ where do you get your hope? what keeps you going during all this? ”
“ you know, sometimes you don’t have to find the answers. i think it can be enough to just admit you’re lost. for now. ”
“ sometimes, i don’t feel like i’m real. not unless i’m hurting in some way. it’s not like i want to be in pain, but i’m just so used to it. i dunno what to do without it anymore. ”
“ i just keep hoping that one day i’ll have something else motivating me— something more than stubbornness or spite. i wanna feel like i’m living. ”
“ i learned the only thing i can believe in is me. i have faith in myself. that’s how i survived. ”
“ i hope you know i’m proud of you. i’ve seen how hard you’ve been fighting to get where you are. you might feel stuck, but you’re not. you’ve come so far. ”
“ when i told you i loved you, you know i meant that right? i’m not talking just about all those warm feelings. i’m talking about putting in the work. i’m here to stay for the hard parts, not just the pretty ones. ”
“ you don’t have to find the perfect words, just tell me what you’re feeling. i’m here to listen. ”
“ you don’t have to carry it all. humans aren’t made to be solitary creatures. i want to help. all you have to do is ask. ”
“ i know i haven’t always been there in the past, but i’m here now. i’m trying. please, just let me in. ”
“ i still care about you, you know. i could never stop caring about you. but we were both drowning. and one of us had to get out eventually. ”
“ i think you’re still my person. and i’m hoping maybe one day, i can be yours again too. ”
“ i’ll still be here when you need me. that will never change. ”
“ i love you. but i can’t keep watching you destroy yourself. i can’t sit here and watch that anymore. it hurts too much. ”
“ i already forgave you. so why can’t you forgive yourself? ”
“ it’s not about what you think you do or don’t deserve. i get to choose who to love. i’m an adult. and i can make that decision. so i’m here to stay. i’m in this. ”
“ if we’re going to do this again, you have to promise it will be different. you have to show me that you’re ready this time. ”
“ i don’t know how to make you believe that i can make us work again. but i’m not going to give up. i did that once and— well, i’m standing here again because it was the wrong choice. give us another chance. ”
“ i’m lost without you. and i’m not asking you to fix me or be something you’re not. i’m just asking you to keep being the lighthouse you are just by being you. and let me be guide myself by it. ”
“ i’ve never been very good at letting go. and now i feel like there’s too many burdens i’m holding on to and i don’t know how to get rid of them anymore. ”
“ why do you feel like you need to punish yourself so much? ”
“ why do you keep saying that? you’re not alone. i’m standing right here. ”
“ what are you so afraid of? why won’t you let me in? ”
you know the vibes
“ you’re not a monster. ”
“ you’re not broken. ”
“ you’re better than this. ”
“ you’re not weak. ”
“ you’re stronger than you think. ”
“ you’re not a lost cause. ”
“ you’re not a bad person, you’re just a little lost. ”
“ you’re not alone. ”
“ there’s nothing wrong with you. ”
“ you don’t need to be fixed. ”
“ you’re not too far gone. ”
“ i know you’ll do the right thing in the end. ”
REVERSE
“ you’re a monster. ”
“ you’re broken. ”
“ you don’t even know better do you? ”
“ you don’t even know how to be good. ”
“ you don’t even know how to do the right thing. ”
“ you’re so weak. ”
“ you’re a lost cause. ”
“ you’re too far gone. ”
“ look at you, you’re all alone. ”
“ there’s something very wrong with you. ”
“ you can’t be fixed. ”
ℂ𝕃𝔸ℝ𝔸 ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕂𝔼ℝ ℝ𝕀𝔹𝔼𝕀ℝ𝕆:
𝙲𝙻𝙰𝚁𝙰 & 𝚇𝙰𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁.
HAIR WAS SACRED TO CLARA. marina had always warned her not to allow for anybody but her mother and father to touch it, especially not the top of her head. it was the part of your body where a person’s orixá put their axé, to bless their lives and fill it with luck. someone touching 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐯𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲. but how was xander supposed to do anything against her when he, himself, was all the axé, happiness and luck the orixás could ever gift her with? ❝ it’s really tangled … that girl tried to pull it, but i smacked her face first. ❞ the blonde stated with pride, pressing the tip of her fingers to a slightly bloody nose. ❝ next time 𝚜𝚑𝚎’𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎. doesn’t she know you have a girlfriend? she should have more respect for herself. ❞ there was a light shrug. clara’s mother would be horrified to know what her daughter just did, but it was uncontrollable. no one was allowed to mess with her boyfriend. ❝ i’m hungry, by the way. ❞
@phoenixas· xander requested: 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘣 . 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘣 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦’𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳
𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝚆𝙰𝚈𝚂 𝙱𝙴𝙴𝙽 𝚂𝚄𝙲𝙷 𝙰 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙳, 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶; granite and broken glass, solid, unforgiving, unyielding. But something new has AWAKENED in him; what began as admiration is changing quickly to affection, an anomaly in his being, SOFT SPOT forming for the wildfire she is. Fingers are combing through tangled tresses slowly and carefully, a rare moment of tenderness that exists purely for her. This is no hardship, he thinks, to show his appreciation with more tender machinations. He is still the same selfish MONSTER, only less solitary, and when two souls ignite such kindred sparks it seems sensible really to let a closeness form between them. “ You really are a FEROCIOUS little thing, aren’t you ? ” Hummed with approval and a sly smirk to match; pride and vanity have both been flattered by her jealous antics. Not too long ago he would have insisted that he belong to himself only; now she has a CLAIM on his heart and when he watches her defend it all bark and bite, he can’t help but delight in her ownership. “ I don’t think she’ll be making that mistake again anytime soon - not that she matters. You know I’m all yours. ” Face dips to croon honeyed words into the shell of her ear before a kiss is pressed to the top of her head, fingers resuming their quest to smooth those pretty locks. “ Oh ? And what’s my little mermaid hungry for ? Something sweet ? Something spicy ? Champagne ? It’d be a shame not to CELEBRATE your victory. ”
𝔻𝕆ℝ𝕀𝔸ℕ ℙ𝔸𝕍𝕌𝕊:
@phoenixas· : medic / sender bandages receiver’s wounds
“ you are certainly good with your hands. “ flirtatious remark made to distract from the pain inflicted by demonic claws. healing potions could only do so much. the creature had dug deep across his chest, so much so that dorian had almost feared it would claw all the way to his heart. thankfully an arrow found its way into the demon’s skull before it could finish the job. now, he sits in one of the inquisitions tents, with chest bare and wounds on display. they would probably scar. no matter, scars make for interesting stories. gaze studies the other as they tend to his wounds. this close, dorian is able to rather shamelessly look upon his savior with an excuse ready in hand, should anyone try to tease him for the sparkle of admiration in his tired eyes. “ first, you save me from imminent death and now you are nursing me back to health. my dashing hero. “
𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙳𝙸𝙴𝙳 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙱𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙽; and yet the mage never falters in his ability to fluster him with flirtatious quips - as if his poor nerves haven’t toiled enough today ! Worried pallor to his face makes it all the more evident when WARM FLUSH creeps over skin but he’s adamant that his focus must prevail, handle the grave situation with the attention it warrants. “ My hands would do an even better job if you sat still. ” Reprimand is intended to be firm but falters bashfully, as he so often does under the other’s scrutiny. He’s hasty to clear throat, fingers CAREFUL in their efforts to clean and soothe the wounds that are causing his heart to feel as though it is in his mouth - it hasn’t settled since the moment he saw demon sink it’s claws in, gripped by the fear that LOSS will invade his life once more. The scratches look angry, deep and harsh along otherwise perfectly chiselled physique that he is trying so hard not to notice. “ Yes well... you’re dashing enough for the both of us, don’t you think ? I’d prefer it if you kept yourself SAFE and without need of heroic intervention. ” A moment of quiet, before he finally allows gaze to meet Dorian’s, CONCERN hushing his tones and stilling hands and the bloodied cloth he's gripping oh so tightly. “ How is the pain ? ”
𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄
“ let’s go home. ” “ um, excuse me? ” “ you broke it. ” “ need a hand? ” “ please, help me. ” “ i missed you. ” “ i’m not sorry. ” “ tell the truth. ” “ what happened here? ” “ got a minute? ” “ life’s a bitch. ” “ you’ve done enough. ” “ i’m still learning. ” “ don’t touch me. ” “ was that you? ” “ there’s no god. ” “ you deserve better. ” “ you’re a saint. ” “ you are enough. ” “ maybe you’re right. ” “ this will pass. ” “ you complete me. ” “ you got this. ”
𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑
“ don’t be so dramatic. ” “ no guts, no glory. ” “ i’m calling for help. ” “ run away with me. ” “ it’s always been you. ” “ some things take time. ” “ you’re being awfully quiet. ” “ please don’t hurt me. ” “ snap out of it. ” “ did you miss me? ” “ how do i look? ” “ i wanna get better. ” “ whatever floats your boat. ” “ i’ll love you always. ” “ what are you waiting for? ” “ at least i tried. ” “ give me a kiss. ” “ what’s the fucking point? ” “ god, i love you. ” “ i’m doing my best. ” “ i waited for you. ” “ you woke me up. ” “ stay with me tonight. ”
𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄
“ you can’t keep doing this. ” “ i think i love you … ” “ you make me feel special. ” “ are you upset with me? ” “ you need to heal first. ” “ let me see the wound. ” “ is your brain even on? ” “ don’t give up on me. ” “ you are perfect to me. ” “ i can’t take this anymore. ” “ you are my favorite person. ” “ you had me at ‘ hello. ’ ” “ i wanted to see you. ” “ don’t give me that look. ” “ you’re a work of art. ” “ i’m not scared of you. ” “ i have … so many questions. ” “ do you think i’m stupid? ” “ just tell me what happened. ” “ i just want to help. ” “ we need to be careful. ” “ what did you just say? ” “ i miss talking to you. ”
